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    Saturday, March 28, 2009
    depress.
    9:39 PM
    have been staring in blank space.
    have been think over and over again but it.
    it seems that you change.
    or is it i have done something wrong.
    i really dont know.
    but it is been in me.
    you seems different now.
    no longer the .... i know last time.
    i hope is i have think too much.
    you make me want to give up.
    you got no idea what's wrong.
    you don't know why i am like that yesterday.
    i don't want to give up.
    but i see no goal or what.
    i see nothing that i will get for studying?
    maybe i got to be stupid.
    so you will pay some attention on me.
    or even do something bad.
    become a bad girl.
    someone that you will pay more attention to.
    i am really tired.
    i wish i can leave this place for a while.
    it's too much for me to take it.
    Was asked to updated by Joana.
    So here am i updating my blog.
    I have only slept 27hours for 6days.
    Super lack of sleep.
    But i still force myself to stay awake.
    But if this continues i think i will be sick soon.
    So 1 week have pass super fast.
    Don't know is a good or a bad thing.
    Anyway, Monday i have damn lot of homework to pass up.
    12 chapter of Amath, almost 100 questions.
    3 pass year exam paper of Emath.
    6 chapter of Physics.
    All this to be pass up by monday.
    I am so dead.
    I need rest.
    Oh ya.
    Pa and Ma is sick.
    They didn't went to school for 2 days.
    Hope they are feeing better now.
    Hope to see them on Monday.
    Later going grandma house for dinner.
    Nothing else to say already.
    BYE.
    Wednesday, March 25, 2009
    Blahblahblahblah.
    7:04 PM
    Don't show me attitude.
    I don't want to show you mine.
    I am trying to 'ren'.
    But i will burst soon if you continue.
    I did not offend you or anything.
    So don't show me attitude.
    I am show if you think i am disturbing you.
    You can tell me and not just show attitude.



    Besides all that.
    Today is the last day of camp.
    And tomorrow is the start of school.
    Sian. Hai.
    Must study again.
    Yeah.
    My mum's nagging again.
    Cause my brother make her angry.
    And so she vent her anger at me.
    I am damn tired.
    I can't take this anymore.
    When i go home i felt so tired.
    I don't want to go home.
    Tuesday, March 24, 2009
    Super tired.
    8:32 PM
    I am super tired due to lack of sleep.
    Sunday night i slept at 3am.
    Monday night slept at 2am.
    And both days i woke up at 6.20am in the morning.
    Not more then 4hours of sleep.
    Went to camp today.
    Shall not elaborate.
    Currently i am quite hungry.
    AND VERY SLEEPY.
    Tomorrow is last day of camp.
    This years camp is not like a camp for me.
    Many things to do with little time.
    Getting some things for friends tomorrow.
    BYE.
    Monday, March 23, 2009
    Study camp?
    10:39 PM
    Okay today is the start of a new term.
    Also the start of my study camp.
    It was boring today.
    But i have fun with my group.
    Luaghing while the talk is on.
    Talk too.
    Get tsk by teacher and etc.
    Haha. Beside this it is boring.
    The food is from the school.
    And they gave us a tea break before lunch
    and one after lunch.
    Currently still considering to go school or not tomorrow.
    I think it will be boring.
    Cause we got to build a toilet or shelter in our class?
    Wednesday will be going to discovery centre.
    Hehe.
    Heard is at the other side of singapore.
    Wow. I think it my first time there.
    Might snap some pictures with my phone.
    Updated my phone too.
    Finally after a year? Haha.
    I am tired.
    Ok. I think will give school a miss?
    Shall wait for my firends reply first.
    Sunday, March 22, 2009
    New Phone.
    8:47 PM
    Bought new phone.
    HAHA.
    Got the same phone as my brother.
    Samsumg Omnia.
    Actually wanted to get HTC dream.
    But found out it is not a good phone.
    So wanted to get LG or Nokia.
    But LG a little too big.
    Then i just get omnia lor.
    Since the phone not bad.
    Haha.
    My old phone dead.
    So i in need of phone.
    So any will do? HAHA.
    I used to do many things for you.
    But it all changed.

    I hope we still can be friends.
    It has been very long since i last saw you.
    Saw you just a few days before i go on my school trip.
    Then after that.
    No news no message from you anymore.
    But somehow you change i changed too.
    I will just feel a little jealous or what.
    When people bump into while i don't.

    Hope this will not last for long.
    Hope to bump into you soon. :D
    Let things be natural. :)


    Enough of emoing.
    My heart hurts still.
    I don't know what's wrong.
    Tomorrow is start of a new term.
    Is it a new start?
    I hope so.
    Tomorrow is also the start of camp.
    This year the feeling is different.
    Maybe cause it is boring.
    And i will not be able to see MA for 3 days.
    Quite worried about her.
    Many reasons for worrying about her.
    Will remind her to bring her things later.
    If not she got not enough things no one can lent it to her.
    Pa also need to remind her.
    Need to remind them cause they will be staying out.
    Mum starts to nag again.
    I hate this.
    Will be going out later.
    To get stationery and etc.
    Saturday, March 21, 2009
    Super tired.
    7:51 PM
    I am suppose to have science tuition today.
    I overslept and have forgotten all about it.
    Haha. Tuition centre call my home.
    Get shocked? Haha.
    So since i am so late i didn't went today.
    I did a little of my math.
    Decided to not sleep tonight.
    To complete as much homework as possible.
    I might be going out tomorrow.
    Want to do some shopping with mum.
    Shall see how.
    I think i am gaining weight.
    Sigh.
    BYE.
    Friday, March 20, 2009
    Happy?
    9:16 PM
    [edited]
    Fucking piss off now.
    I forget most of my EMATH and AMATH topics.
    And my mum is scolding my brother.
    Fuck lah.
    I freaking piss off now.
    Can't she just stop scolding.
    I am super irritated.
    AHHHHHHH.
    My mum can show attitude.
    But i can't.
    This is driving my nuts.
    AHHHHHHHH.
    How? HOW? HOW?




    Today i am in a good mood.
    HAHA. So quite happy.
    So today did most of my homework.
    Finish quite abit.
    And by the way,
    Half of our holiday is gone.
    Big Sigh.
    I am hungry now.
    Waiting for food.
    Haha.
    Craving for satay and BBQ chicken wing.
    The only reason i like BBQ is.
    Cause i like satay and Chicken wing.
    Haha. :D
    I miss MA. :(
    Thursday, March 19, 2009
    HAI.
    9:21 PM
    Not really in a good mood in the afternoon.
    Cause of a lame reason.
    Can you believe it?
    Tea***r don't allow me go eat.
    Hai.
    That results me to have bad mood.
    I am like so hungry lah.
    Forget it.
    Was ask to go for cca for the next 5 weeks.
    And got make up too?
    Cause i didn't go for like 3month already?
    Pathetic.
    Need to get MA to teach me math le.
    .... is too busy with her stuffs.
    And i feel bad to disturb her.
    So i shall not disturb her till the camp is over.
    At the mean time.
    I shall do some self study.
    And also find MA for help. :D
    Hopefully she will be free. :D
    It's been 2 years since i last studied with her.
    :D Hehe. MAMAMAMAMA.
    Wednesday, March 18, 2009
    School + Tired.
    7:41 PM
    So today i got to go to school.
    For Chemistry tutorial and Chinese File Filing.
    I am so so tired.
    Didn't even wanted to wake up lor.
    But had to.
    So met Joana then walked to school.
    Blah Blah Blah.
    After Chinese file filing stayed back in school.
    Stay back with Jiamin, Waynn , Moses and Lyza.
    Miss Gwen is there too.
    I went out to buy food for all of them?
    Then studied abit.
    Got to do more now.
    Helped Miss Gwen to do her stuff.
    So didn't really did my work. :(
    But nevermind.
    Will chiong it later.
    Got no energy le.
    BYE.
    Tuesday, March 17, 2009
    Money Money.
    8:00 PM
    I found out that i used way too much money yesterday.
    Causing me to not have any allowance next month.
    And i can't withdraw any other extra money.
    So i got to save save save.
    And i think my plan of saving money.
    Got to be held back a month.
    So will only start in May.
    I need to save around $300? Or more.
    There is a reason behind it.
    6 month $300.
    Each month $50.
    Think i will be able to achieve it. :D
    I did math homework today.
    Finish like not even one quarter of it?
    Will be doing it again. :D
    Lucky .... is not angry with me.
    If not i will must as well die.
    HAI.
    I think there is a problem.
    With my heart.
    It hurts somehow.
    It makes me terrible.
    Sigh.
    I am freaking tired now.
    I am out for like 11 hours?
    First went to vivo then to Luanne's chalet
    Wah. We went to a wrong place.
    Then we got to take a cab.
    Arghhh.
    Waste my time. Haha.
    Messaged MA told her i went missing.
    Then she shock. Haha.
    Cute Mama.
    She reply my message super fast.
    Very touched. :D
    Love her lots.
    I bought ear rings for her.
    :) Still got 10+ more to go.
    I spend like $100 today?
    Think i will get killed.
    Somehow somewhat.
    Hai.
    I need rest.
    Will be sleeping soon. :D
    Sunday, March 15, 2009
    Sunday.
    4:24 PM
    Helped my mum to do cheese cake.
    For her.
    Will be doing one for myself soon.
    Will be going grandma house soon.
    After i am back will do some homework.
    Tomorrow will be a long day for me.
    Will be going at 12pm till the night.
    Almost 9 hours outside.
    Think will die.
    My heart is having problem.
    It is like pain?
    Then weird weird feeling?
    Told ma about it.
    And tell her i will be dying.
    Then she say no and ask me see doctor.
    Not going to see one.
    Haha.
    Hope to see her tomorrow.
    It's been long since i last chat with her?
    Face to face.
    And go out with her.
    I really miss the time.
    Hopefully this year i will go out with her.
    Maybe this week?
    Or after my Os.
    My mum is very piss by my dad.
    Then she is throwing her anger at my brother and i.
    Arghhhh.
    I rather be out everyday.
    Not to shop.
    But to do my homework.
    I don't think i can do it at home.
    In this kind of environment.
    I got the feeling of running away again.
    What can i do to stop this feeling?
    I thought of drinking last night.
    I thought of drinking tomorrow.
    Is drinking a way?
    Or is there other ways?
    I really no idea.


    Sorry ma.
    It didn't help this time.
    How i wish you is my sibling.
    So you will be there for me.
    I envy your siblings. :(
    [edited]
    I think ma is somehow angry ba.
    She didn't reply me.
    After i told her i want to drink.
    I want to drink for a reason.
    I can't get to sleep.
    Many things is in my head.
    :( Need to pour it all out.
    I need MA. :)
    She is always there for me.
    Giving me advise.
    I wonder what will happen to me without her.
    Love her. :D
    Intend to take lots of pictures tomorrow.
    And i want to take a pictur with MA badly.
    Hopefully i will find her tomorrow and take one.
    Saturday, March 14, 2009
    Nothing much.
    11:50 PM
    So yesterday went out of house real early.
    Then waited for 20 mintues before she came.
    Many funny things happened.
    So Jia Min and i board her red car.
    And off to Eunos to pick Dorothy.
    Then off to Katong.
    Chit chatted in the car.
    Her driving skills still okay.
    So we reach the place.
    She went to i don't know where.
    To park her car.
    She say it's free. -.-Haha.
    Then her driving skills at this point got problem.
    Haha. Then went to Aston.
    I had steak for my first time.
    Ate medium steak.
    So it was quite okay.
    But is takes a long time to chew it.
    Haha. Eat for very long.
    Chat while eating too.
    Bill was $60?
    First time i let people treat.
    Then off for dessert.
    It was my treat.
    Didn't want her to pay for it.
    And cost $5 so i pay lor.
    Everyone was full? Haha.
    Then we went to PP.
    Not People's park or whatever shit.
    Is Parkway Parade.
    HAHA. She gave us a ride there.
    Oh ya.
    She got a fine for parking at the wrong place.
    HAI.
    Then she went off to meet her boyfriend.
    Haha.
    Homed at 11pm.
    Chatted with Jiamin on the bus.
    talk to ma about something.
    somehow it didn't help this time.
    i really need ma or jie or ....
    somehow i lost me mood.
    i lost my direction.
    i lost everything.
    Today is the start of my break.
    Woke up quite early today.
    Wouldn't sleep more for no reasons.
    Currently waiting for time to pass fast.
    Cause 5pm plus will be going out.
    Soon will go shower and prepare to go out.
    Hopefully the trip to Tampines will not be bored.
    With the accompany of Jiamin.
    After must thoughts.
    Think the mood later will be quite paiseh.
    Don't know what time will be back home.
    Hopefully will snap some picture later.
    Haha. Will be taking free ride. :D
    I am tired.
    Need more sleep.
    Tomorrow and Monday will be going out too. :X
    Just now went to get things that is needed for Cheese cake.
    Going to bake on Tuesday i think.
    Okay. Got to go to prepare le.
    Will blog again tonight.
    BYE.
    Friday, March 13, 2009
    Depressing result.
    8:08 PM
    Results:
    English : 59.9, C5
    Chinese : 76.8, A1
    Amath : 33 F9
    Emath : 70, A1
    Science (Physics, Chemistry) : 58.7 C5
    Combined Humanities (History, Social studies) : 62, B4
    POA : 91, A1

    Remarks:
    Elizabeth is a conscientious student who is clear about her goals, and works hard to achieve them. She is focused on her studies, and posssses good studying habits. She has done quite well this term. Keep up the good work, Elizabeth!

    So depressing right?
    I failed my amath.
    My mum speak to my form teacher.
    Teacher complain that i message in class?
    OH MY GOD!
    I where got?
    Idiot. :(
    Then my mum speak to my math teacher.
    Haha. Damn funny.
    Cannot tahan.
    Then went off.
    Tomorrow will be out for dinner. :D
    Monday out to shopping then Chalet.
    Wednesday chemistry tutorial, chinese file filing.
    Thursday emath tutorial.
    Thursday, March 12, 2009
    REST.
    9:01 PM
    Tomorrow wanted to give school a miss.
    But didn't in the end.
    Cause math teacher will be coming tomorrow.
    She didn't come today cause she is unwell.
    Should have tell me earier.
    Then i will not go school today.
    Haha. Need a rest.
    I am too tired already.
    Today didn't stay back in school.
    Cause there is no tutorial and etc.
    After i came home, rest and slept.
    Haha. Might be waking up early tomorrow.
    To get Mac breakfast. Haha.
    Werid me.
    But i want to eat it. HAHA.
    Wednesday, March 11, 2009
    Tired.
    6:18 PM
    My first post for the week.
    This Saturday will be out for dinner with friends.
    This week has been a very busy and tiring week for me.
    I can hardly rest well.
    Stayed back every single day.
    Spend almost 12 hours in school.
    That's half of my day. :(
    Today came home early.
    Cause i am real tired and teacher is sick.
    No tutorial.
    Poor teacher who is sick.
    She hardly felt sick one. HAHA.
    I am half dead. :(
    Will do some homework later.
    Then off to bed.
    Tomorrow got tuition. :(
    And friday there will be meet the parents session.
    So fast a school term is ending.
    It is a chance for me to take a break. :D
    I need to recharge.
    Sunday, March 8, 2009
    Happy?
    3:12 PM
    Just got the news that i might going to Shanghai.
    During this March Holiday.
    For 5 days.
    Don't know should be happy or not.
    Cause i promise someone to study for 2 days with her.
    Haha. Don't know she remember or not.
    And i promised to study all my subject during this holiday too.
    And now i might not able to do so.
    Cause i might go overseas.
    But i am not having high hopes on it.
    Cause my parents always say want to go Shanghai.
    But in the end ever go. HAHA.
    Shall study soon.
    Have been helping my mum to bake.
    And have been shitting many times.
    I think there is something wrong with it.
    ARGHHHH.
    A quote from my friend : 'SBYYL'. Haha.
    She will understand what is it.
    RIGHT? Haha.
    Saturday, March 7, 2009
    One person who has all the THREE.
    11:56 PM
    Had motivational talk this thursday.
    They told us there is 3 kind of people in the world.

    1st kind.
    Is the people who TSK at you.
    They all those people that kook down on you.
    Hence, you will want to do well in something.
    To show them you can do it.

    2nd kind.
    Is the people who WOAH at someone else.
    They are those people who WOAH at others,
    that do better then you.
    Hence, you will want to show them you can do it too.

    3rd kind.
    Is the people who go PIAK.
    They are the people who don't give up on you.
    They will be there for you when you need them.
    Hence, you will not want to let them down.
    And show them you can do it.

    The above 3 kind of people is like one 'friend' of mine.
    She is always there for me.
    Helping me through my studies.
    Although she sometime is piss off,
    by my questions.
    But is there for me when i need help.
    But sometime she will TSK at me. HAHA.
    Cause i don't know some simple things.
    But not really looked down at me for once.
    She will also WOAH at other people,
    that got better result then me.
    But overall,
    SHE IS ONE KIND LADY.
    I really thank her for being there for me.
    I will do you proud and not let you down.
    THANK YOU.
    LOVE YOU. <3
    So called rested today.
    Had tuition at 11am till 1pm.
    Learn something new.
    Earn a dollar from my tuition teacher too.
    1 hour after tuition went to print photos with Goo.
    Haha. Print 100+ print cause having offer.
    Spent $50+ within 2 days.
    Think will finish all my money soon.
    Just helped my mum to bake.
    Have been shitting for like 3 times in 1 hour already.
    Tomorrow got to study whole day.
    Got homework to do. :(
    BYE.
    Friday, March 6, 2009
    Dead Beat.
    10:32 PM
    I am really tired now.
    Cause after school went home and rush to shower, change and out.
    Went Vivo with Hairul, Clarissa, Amanda and Joycelyn. Haha.
    Walk and walk.
    Leg damn tired and pain now.
    Tomrrow still got tuition in the early morning.
    Then after my tuition going to print photos.
    Haha. :)
    Photos up another day.
    Wednesday, March 4, 2009
    Back on track.
    7:23 PM
    Back on track now.
    I studied with my friends.
    When home after school.
    Cause 3pm meeting to go downtown Mac Cafe to study.
    Haha. It work somehow.
    I did my amath. Haha. :D
    But now i am very tired.
    At 8pm going to study more math.
    Also to study for my SS test tomorrow.
    My last test. Haha. :D
    Bye.
    This will be a short post.
    Tuesday, March 3, 2009
    DEPRESSED.
    8:19 PM
    I am DEPRESS to the max.
    I failed my Amath Test for the first time.
    I get only one-third of the result.
    I cannot get over it.
    Many people speak to me.
    But no use.
    I tried to get the closest person to talk to me.
    But she 'seems' so busy till she can't be bother with me.
    Finally told my mum about this.
    She ask me why i fail.
    Didn't know how to answer her.
    So just kept quiet.
    She didn't nag must about this.
    Lucky.
    Then she told me something that my grandma tell her.
    Haha. Please prepare to laugh. HAHA.
    Ok.
    My mum told me that she told my grandma i stress about Amath.
    Then after the news of the guy killing someone in NTU.
    My grandma told my mum to ask me to drop Amath.
    Reason is my grandma don't want me to be like the guy. HAHA.
    Cute hor. Haha.
    Love my grandma man. Haha.


    By the way today is my friend's birthday.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYZA. LOVE YOU. :D