Saturday, May 31, 2008
SAD
4:00 PM
Just looking at people's profiles. Found out some things about one person. Someone may look strong but actually the person is not. She is someone that i care about a lot and she is going through this. Every time when i look at her profile there will be something about herself but it is not the good things. I don;t know what happen to her. I want to know but don;t dare to ask. I really wish to help her. Cause when ever i saw her she will be with a smile talking to me and jokes with me. She looks like nothing had happen that time but once i look at her profile i know something is not right. I message her that day asked her what happen. She just said that something personal. And i didn't ask anymore. I am scare that she will be more upset. This happen twice the first time was in the earier part of this year but is another person and now this a new one. I care alot for the both of them. For the first case i know something is wrong when i message her and ask her where is she cause i got something to tell her than she say she need some peace to calm down and than the next day she never come to school. This case now is cause of her profile and what she answer me. I really don't know what to do. I scare if i ask somebody what can i do more people will know about it. *puzzled* That is all i want to say about it le. And now i will talk about what i did today. Today afternoon accompany my mum to Downtown east. She when to buy her 4-D lah. Haha. Than i went to the fair price there to look for the BBQ food. Cause having BBQ in july. So late right. Haha. But i when to check the price cause need to save money for it. And i found out that the food very cheap lor. Haha. :) Will be having BBQ for two days. Like that i will sure have sore throat liao. Haha. The 2nd day will invite quite a money of people will be getting there by car if LadyG got car from her dad. Haha. I don't know how to go there. Will be taking cab home at night. Haha. By the way i never pay for the chalet. Haha. I help out nia. Got people birthday near the chalet date so i will be buying ice-cream cake? Haha. But i scare melt leh. Haha. And cream to throw at the person. Haha. I am prepared to get throw back. :) Haha. But i don't want to dirty my shirt. If not wheni go home will get scolding and than mayb the shirt cannot wear anymore. Haha. Later going out again to my grandma's house for dinner. :)
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei
Just looking at people's profiles. Found out some things about one person. Someone may look strong but actually the person is not. She is someone that i care about a lot and she is going through this. Every time when i look at her profile there will be something about herself but it is not the good things. I don;t know what happen to her. I want to know but don;t dare to ask. I really wish to help her. Cause when ever i saw her she will be with a smile talking to me and jokes with me. She looks like nothing had happen that time but once i look at her profile i know something is not right. I message her that day asked her what happen. She just said that something personal. And i didn't ask anymore. I am scare that she will be more upset. This happen twice the first time was in the earier part of this year but is another person and now this a new one. I care alot for the both of them. For the first case i know something is wrong when i message her and ask her where is she cause i got something to tell her than she say she need some peace to calm down and than the next day she never come to school. This case now is cause of her profile and what she answer me. I really don't know what to do. I scare if i ask somebody what can i do more people will know about it. *puzzled* That is all i want to say about it le. And now i will talk about what i did today. Today afternoon accompany my mum to Downtown east. She when to buy her 4-D lah. Haha. Than i went to the fair price there to look for the BBQ food. Cause having BBQ in july. So late right. Haha. But i when to check the price cause need to save money for it. And i found out that the food very cheap lor. Haha. :) Will be having BBQ for two days. Like that i will sure have sore throat liao. Haha. The 2nd day will invite quite a money of people will be getting there by car if LadyG got car from her dad. Haha. I don't know how to go there. Will be taking cab home at night. Haha. By the way i never pay for the chalet. Haha. I help out nia. Got people birthday near the chalet date so i will be buying ice-cream cake? Haha. But i scare melt leh. Haha. And cream to throw at the person. Haha. I am prepared to get throw back. :) Haha. But i don't want to dirty my shirt. If not wheni go home will get scolding and than mayb the shirt cannot wear anymore. Haha. Later going out again to my grandma's house for dinner. :)
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei
Friday, May 30, 2008
LIFE
2:33 PM
Hai. Found my 'MA' facebook profile. Than messaged her ask her to add me but she say is private. Hai. She friendster also private. Don't know what is she scared of leh. Hai. She is going overseas next monday le. Wanted to go find her when she go home one then pei her go home but she left for home le. Hai. I respect her. So will not fan her to add me for all this. But will ask her to add me when i have lefting this school. But i want to look at her profile. -_- So that i can know more about her. :)I really don't want to leave this school next year. Cause in this school it has a lot good memories. Also there is a lot of people i love in this school. My MA is a person than is very low file one. She don't like to give other people information about herself one. Hai. But i know alot about her just in one year. I did not go follow her every where to know all this. I just know things here and there from people. Like when i leave my primary school i never say bye to my friends. Cause i don't want to be sad. Maybe this time i will not. I want to talk to my PA and MA till its time to go home. Saw my MA early in morning she was on her way to somewhere. Hehe. Saw her than faster rush down to talk to her. Didn't talk much as she got to go prepare something. :) Than saw LadyG, Miss Chua and my PA. :) Call my PA as she is at the 2nd level than she turn one round to see who call her. Haha. Than i ask her turn another round. Saw LadyG she also at 2nd level but is she ownself saw me de. Haha. Than Miss Chua maybe her ear abit werid werid cause i call her so many times she never answer me one. Haha. :) By next week she will have cleared all her things le. Oh ya. Next monday after my CCA i am going to high light my hair. Haha. AGAIN. Yeah. Don't know want high light what colour leh. Haha.
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei 1. Do you wish to get married?
Maybe?
2. What do you want the most now?
People i love to not leave me. :)
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
THEM.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No.
5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want people who i love to be with me forever.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
No.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
THEM.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes ba.
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?(cancel)
NEW QN : If one day someone you love leave you. What will you do?
I will stay in contact with them. Go find them when i am free.
10. What do you like most about yourself?
Being myself.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Must be taller than me? I never think of this. I think got feeling than can liao.
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
When some one leave you.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.
14. Do you treasure your family?
Ya. I got another 'family' that i also treasure.
15. Who's blogskin rocks the most?
I don't know.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
THEM.
17. What do you regret most in your life now?
Not spending more time with the people who i love.
18. What kind of friend to you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Someone that they wants to share their secret to.
19. What are you currently doing now?
Nothing.
20. What do you love doing most?
Going out with THEM ba. 1. What's one thing that's heavily weighing on your mind now?
Spend more time with THEM.
2. What's one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
People change?
3. Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
Yes. But not boys. Haha.
4. What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
Talking to THEM.
5. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
Being with THEM again lor.
6. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
THEM. (haha. a lot them leh.)
7. Are you an emotional person?
Yes.
8. Are you self-conscious?
Huh? What is this?
9. Do you think of others before yourself?
Yes.
10. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Talking to THEM ba.
11. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
In school?
12. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
When i am with THEM?
13. Is there something that you're waiting for?
Yes. The day that i will not leave any of my love ones.
14. One thing you're not looking forward to?
The day when i leave people that i love.
15. How do you feel about change?
Change is a part of life but i don't like.
16. What are you most looking forward to?
18 years old. So i can drive and drink (joking) with THEM. Hehe.
17. What are your plans for your next birthday?
Open birthday party.
18. Do you even care about your birthday?
Not really. But i want people to wish me happey birthday. Haha.
19. When do you think the world will end?
After i die?
20. What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
Not sure. All my clothes my dad bring back for me one.
21. What were you just thinking about?
Go and find people.
22. Would you ever swim with sharks?
No. I don't want to die.
23. Have you ever been to another country?
Yes.
24. Where are your siblings right now?
In school.
25. Have you ever been to a beach?
Yes.
26. What is your favorite memory so far this year?
Having fun with THEM.
Sorry ar. A lot THEM THEM THEM. Cause too many people le so i use them.
Hai. Found my 'MA' facebook profile. Than messaged her ask her to add me but she say is private. Hai. She friendster also private. Don't know what is she scared of leh. Hai. She is going overseas next monday le. Wanted to go find her when she go home one then pei her go home but she left for home le. Hai. I respect her. So will not fan her to add me for all this. But will ask her to add me when i have lefting this school. But i want to look at her profile. -_- So that i can know more about her. :)I really don't want to leave this school next year. Cause in this school it has a lot good memories. Also there is a lot of people i love in this school. My MA is a person than is very low file one. She don't like to give other people information about herself one. Hai. But i know alot about her just in one year. I did not go follow her every where to know all this. I just know things here and there from people. Like when i leave my primary school i never say bye to my friends. Cause i don't want to be sad. Maybe this time i will not. I want to talk to my PA and MA till its time to go home. Saw my MA early in morning she was on her way to somewhere. Hehe. Saw her than faster rush down to talk to her. Didn't talk much as she got to go prepare something. :) Than saw LadyG, Miss Chua and my PA. :) Call my PA as she is at the 2nd level than she turn one round to see who call her. Haha. Than i ask her turn another round. Saw LadyG she also at 2nd level but is she ownself saw me de. Haha. Than Miss Chua maybe her ear abit werid werid cause i call her so many times she never answer me one. Haha. :) By next week she will have cleared all her things le. Oh ya. Next monday after my CCA i am going to high light my hair. Haha. AGAIN. Yeah. Don't know want high light what colour leh. Haha.
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei 1. Do you wish to get married?
Maybe?
2. What do you want the most now?
People i love to not leave me. :)
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
THEM.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No.
5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want people who i love to be with me forever.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
No.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
THEM.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes ba.
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?(cancel)
NEW QN : If one day someone you love leave you. What will you do?
I will stay in contact with them. Go find them when i am free.
10. What do you like most about yourself?
Being myself.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Must be taller than me? I never think of this. I think got feeling than can liao.
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
When some one leave you.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.
14. Do you treasure your family?
Ya. I got another 'family' that i also treasure.
15. Who's blogskin rocks the most?
I don't know.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
THEM.
17. What do you regret most in your life now?
Not spending more time with the people who i love.
18. What kind of friend to you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Someone that they wants to share their secret to.
19. What are you currently doing now?
Nothing.
20. What do you love doing most?
Going out with THEM ba. 1. What's one thing that's heavily weighing on your mind now?
Spend more time with THEM.
2. What's one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
People change?
3. Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
Yes. But not boys. Haha.
4. What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
Talking to THEM.
5. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
Being with THEM again lor.
6. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
THEM. (haha. a lot them leh.)
7. Are you an emotional person?
Yes.
8. Are you self-conscious?
Huh? What is this?
9. Do you think of others before yourself?
Yes.
10. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Talking to THEM ba.
11. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
In school?
12. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
When i am with THEM?
13. Is there something that you're waiting for?
Yes. The day that i will not leave any of my love ones.
14. One thing you're not looking forward to?
The day when i leave people that i love.
15. How do you feel about change?
Change is a part of life but i don't like.
16. What are you most looking forward to?
18 years old. So i can drive and drink (joking) with THEM. Hehe.
17. What are your plans for your next birthday?
Open birthday party.
18. Do you even care about your birthday?
Not really. But i want people to wish me happey birthday. Haha.
19. When do you think the world will end?
After i die?
20. What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
Not sure. All my clothes my dad bring back for me one.
21. What were you just thinking about?
Go and find people.
22. Would you ever swim with sharks?
No. I don't want to die.
23. Have you ever been to another country?
Yes.
24. Where are your siblings right now?
In school.
25. Have you ever been to a beach?
Yes.
26. What is your favorite memory so far this year?
Having fun with THEM.
Sorry ar. A lot THEM THEM THEM. Cause too many people le so i use them.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
LAZY
5:27 PM
I am very lazy. So you don't see me blogging often. Almost everyday in this week i went back to school. Got CCA and got to take report book. Next week almost half of the week i also got to go back to school for CCA. Not been slacking during CCA anymore. Don't know why. But i am tired. By next week someone will be finish packing up her things for her new school. I want to spend more time with her. Before i can see her again next year. Cause she say she will be back to see her sec4 this year taking their O level results next year. That will be long. By than i maybe too busy to do anything. Cause next year i will be having my Olvl so will be preparing for it and i got SYF next year. My last SYF. Next week my DEARESTmama will be going overseas. She finally can have a break to go overseas. She had not gone overseas since i know her. Cause every holiday she will be in singapore as for what i know. Going to miss her cause can't message her for 3 weeks. As when she is back in singapore i am still overseas. There is something wrong with my DEARESTpapa. I know cause i got a feeling. It is the same feeling when something is wrong with MA that time. I am worried about her. I know its part of life and i believe that very fast it will be over for her. I hope that she will be alright. I will be there for you my big big big family. My phone is 24 hours on. Just drop me a message and i will reply as soon as possible when i saw your message. :) Need to talk to you all. :)
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei.
I am very lazy. So you don't see me blogging often. Almost everyday in this week i went back to school. Got CCA and got to take report book. Next week almost half of the week i also got to go back to school for CCA. Not been slacking during CCA anymore. Don't know why. But i am tired. By next week someone will be finish packing up her things for her new school. I want to spend more time with her. Before i can see her again next year. Cause she say she will be back to see her sec4 this year taking their O level results next year. That will be long. By than i maybe too busy to do anything. Cause next year i will be having my Olvl so will be preparing for it and i got SYF next year. My last SYF. Next week my DEARESTmama will be going overseas. She finally can have a break to go overseas. She had not gone overseas since i know her. Cause every holiday she will be in singapore as for what i know. Going to miss her cause can't message her for 3 weeks. As when she is back in singapore i am still overseas. There is something wrong with my DEARESTpapa. I know cause i got a feeling. It is the same feeling when something is wrong with MA that time. I am worried about her. I know its part of life and i believe that very fast it will be over for her. I hope that she will be alright. I will be there for you my big big big family. My phone is 24 hours on. Just drop me a message and i will reply as soon as possible when i saw your message. :) Need to talk to you all. :)
Loved,
Elizabeth-daughter-mei.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
REPORT BOOK BACK.
12:12 PM
RESULTS
English Language : 55.3 C5
Chinese : 70.8 A2
Additional Mathematics : 86.6 A1
Mathematics : 86.3 A1
Science(PHY,CHEM) : 81.4 A1
Combined Humanities : 62.6 B4
Principles of a/c : 85.6 A1
Civics & moral education : A
Total : 528.6/700
Percentage : 75.5
Results : Passd
Conduct : Good
Class position : 2/44
L1R4 : 9
L1R5 :13
Comments: Elizabeth is a responsible, polite and conscientious girl. She constantly produces work of good quality and takes pride in everything she does. She has done very well for this semester, and with continued hard work, she is capable of achieving even better results in her next semester. She needs to read more widely in order to improve her English. Elizabeth, well done, and keep up the good work.
RESULTS
English Language : 55.3 C5
Chinese : 70.8 A2
Additional Mathematics : 86.6 A1
Mathematics : 86.3 A1
Science(PHY,CHEM) : 81.4 A1
Combined Humanities : 62.6 B4
Principles of a/c : 85.6 A1
Civics & moral education : A
Total : 528.6/700
Percentage : 75.5
Results : Passd
Conduct : Good
Class position : 2/44
L1R4 : 9
L1R5 :13
Comments: Elizabeth is a responsible, polite and conscientious girl. She constantly produces work of good quality and takes pride in everything she does. She has done very well for this semester, and with continued hard work, she is capable of achieving even better results in her next semester. She needs to read more widely in order to improve her English. Elizabeth, well done, and keep up the good work.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
REPORT BOOK
11:28 PM
Tomorrow will be taking my report book. I am so excited but at the same time scare. I am scared for my class position and level position. Hai. Hopefully it will be not bad. After that will be going to pop by MA and PA class. For fun. Also in the morning asked HER (the person i keep talking about in my other post) to pass her, her disc. Saw her today while i going down for a break. Today had guitar. Hai. Everyone is slacking. Mr Yeo was angry. Mr Nah scold us. Ms Amy leaving. :( Saw my MAMA today too. She today wear PURPLE lor. My favourite colour leh. Haha. She busy busy busy. But she next monday going overseas liao. But i next next wednesday than go overseas. Haha. Will blog about my result tomorrow. I am lazy to blog this few days. Got no mood.
You are being loved by ME. By the way i know i am silly. :) But i don't want you to leave that is why. I have been not thinking about the truth that you are leaving this few days. But i had been looking at the video we make for you everyday. I thank you for whatever you had done for us and also those wonderful memory that you had gave me. How much i wish that you won't leave. I will need some time to accept this thing. :) Sorry for disturbing you. :)
Love,
Elizabeth
Tomorrow will be taking my report book. I am so excited but at the same time scare. I am scared for my class position and level position. Hai. Hopefully it will be not bad. After that will be going to pop by MA and PA class. For fun. Also in the morning asked HER (the person i keep talking about in my other post) to pass her, her disc. Saw her today while i going down for a break. Today had guitar. Hai. Everyone is slacking. Mr Yeo was angry. Mr Nah scold us. Ms Amy leaving. :( Saw my MAMA today too. She today wear PURPLE lor. My favourite colour leh. Haha. She busy busy busy. But she next monday going overseas liao. But i next next wednesday than go overseas. Haha. Will blog about my result tomorrow. I am lazy to blog this few days. Got no mood.
You are being loved by ME. By the way i know i am silly. :) But i don't want you to leave that is why. I have been not thinking about the truth that you are leaving this few days. But i had been looking at the video we make for you everyday. I thank you for whatever you had done for us and also those wonderful memory that you had gave me. How much i wish that you won't leave. I will need some time to accept this thing. :) Sorry for disturbing you. :)
Love,
Elizabeth
Sunday, May 25, 2008
SCHOOL
4:50 PM
I miss school. When it's holiday i will start missing school. Cause during holiday i am just rotting at home. Than when i use the computer my mum will ask me to stop using and than keep nagging and scolding me. What the. It's holiday. I rather go school than to stay at home. I can't go and do part time cause i will be going overseas. Hai. My school got the LTA job for students that interested to do. The job's pay very high. 1 hour $5.50? If do on weekends is double pay. Than if finish the job which is like 2 or 3 week not including weekends besides only one saturday. You will be paid around $600+? That is alot to me. I wish i can do the job but i can't cause got to go overseas. -_- Tomorrow will be another day staying at home and rot. But tuesday to friday will be going to school for CCA and take my report book on wednesday. I can;t wait to take my report book. But the timing to take our report book is very early. We got to go school at 8am just to collect our report book you know. But never mind cause of my results i will wake up early. After i take my report book will be going to find my PAPA n MAMA. Haha. My MAMA damn funny. I ask her if i can go find her after i take my report book and where is her class. She told me that her class is at 3rd level. Than i say ok. But after a while than i remember that i go find her but she is giving out her student report book leh. HOw i go in. So i message her again than ask her if i can enter her class. Than she say better not. -_- Than she want her duaghter me to stand outside her class to wait for her leh. What the. Haha. Never mind. If i too sian than will play my PSP lor or i can go find PAPA first. Hehe. I don't think my PAPA will let my suffer by standing outside. Hehe.
My mood is not that bad le. Sorry people if because of my mood you all get scolding or what from me. I am sorry. I am bad mood because of some reasons that i do not to say anymore. When i say not only i sad my DEAR 'GOOD FIREND' will also be sad. :( I know there is no way to undo things that have been done. So since you are leaving and i can't stop you. I can only wish you good luck. And give you support secretly. Good luck my DEAR.
Loves,
Elizabeth
I miss school. When it's holiday i will start missing school. Cause during holiday i am just rotting at home. Than when i use the computer my mum will ask me to stop using and than keep nagging and scolding me. What the. It's holiday. I rather go school than to stay at home. I can't go and do part time cause i will be going overseas. Hai. My school got the LTA job for students that interested to do. The job's pay very high. 1 hour $5.50? If do on weekends is double pay. Than if finish the job which is like 2 or 3 week not including weekends besides only one saturday. You will be paid around $600+? That is alot to me. I wish i can do the job but i can't cause got to go overseas. -_- Tomorrow will be another day staying at home and rot. But tuesday to friday will be going to school for CCA and take my report book on wednesday. I can;t wait to take my report book. But the timing to take our report book is very early. We got to go school at 8am just to collect our report book you know. But never mind cause of my results i will wake up early. After i take my report book will be going to find my PAPA n MAMA. Haha. My MAMA damn funny. I ask her if i can go find her after i take my report book and where is her class. She told me that her class is at 3rd level. Than i say ok. But after a while than i remember that i go find her but she is giving out her student report book leh. HOw i go in. So i message her again than ask her if i can enter her class. Than she say better not. -_- Than she want her duaghter me to stand outside her class to wait for her leh. What the. Haha. Never mind. If i too sian than will play my PSP lor or i can go find PAPA first. Hehe. I don't think my PAPA will let my suffer by standing outside. Hehe.
My mood is not that bad le. Sorry people if because of my mood you all get scolding or what from me. I am sorry. I am bad mood because of some reasons that i do not to say anymore. When i say not only i sad my DEAR 'GOOD FIREND' will also be sad. :( I know there is no way to undo things that have been done. So since you are leaving and i can't stop you. I can only wish you good luck. And give you support secretly. Good luck my DEAR.
Loves,
Elizabeth
Saturday, May 24, 2008
5:28 PM
I am in a damn bloody hell bad mood NOW. All thanks to my 'GOOD BROTHER'. I have been in a not very good mood. And he want to use the computer when he wake up from his nap. He just show me his freaking attitude. What the. He got a computer in his room. Can't he just use that computer. Don't you know i am in a bad mood. Why can't you stop disturbing me. And for mother. I know you want me to not use the computer so much. But i want to use the computer is got reason one. So stop asking me to stop using it. It really piss me off to the max. When all this happen at the same time. Sorry for those people that ask me if my MSN nick is for my boyfriend or what. I can tell you that it is not for my boyfriend it is for someone else. If i got a boyfriend where are always someone else as important as him to me. Whenever i saw you in the picture we took together i wanted to cry. I am missing you. It is only a day i have not see you and i am missing you so much. I can't imagine how much i will miss you when i will not get to see you for more than half a year unless i go find you. But i doubt both of us are that free to meet up so often. Recalling that you are leaving me that means no one would 'bully' me again or to make my smile and laugh and even cry. It's going to be boring without. I am going to miss you like mad. I regarded that i never spend more time with you before you left. I always regarded after people left me. I am so STUPID. I am going to treasure whatever i have now. But i still wish to spend all my holiday time with you although you still have to leave me. I don't care. At least we will have more memory of one another. Wanted to message you but i just can't think of any topic to talk to you. You also told me that they is always a way to keep in contact with one another. By MSN, message rather than meet ups. But something is still missing without you. I just can't put it into words. It's the feeling. What i had promise you before you left i will keep my promise and will try my VERY BEST to reach it. I hope that you will ever forget me your student. I also hope that you will be back to visit me often. I keep asking myself. Why must you leave. Why must you leave. But i never ask you in person because i am scared that making you explain to me you will cry and etc. So i never asked the question. I only have one wish. That is I hope that after you start a new chapter in you life please do not forget the current chapter. Cause in this chapter i am inside it. There is also someone that told me that. If i never go through all this i will never grow up. If i don't want to grow up, it is that i will not go through all this? If can i rather be young than to go through all this. I had never felt so bad. This is the first time i feel this way. Cause i had never think that suddenly someone that is so close to me will leave me. I will go through this again next year. Cause next year it will be the last year in Loyang Secondary School and there are many people that i love is in this place and i will be leaving to continue the other chapters of my life. Thinking of this. I felt bad cause you see when someone leave me i felt bad cause i want them to be by my side but i had never thought of that i will be leaving them next year. It is fair to them if i want them by my side till i leave this school. It is not fair i know but sorry i still wants you to be by my side. Or stay till i leave the school and we will leave together? Sorry i want to be selfish for just once. :) I don't know what will happen afte you left. if i don't like the teacher that take over you to teach my class. Sorry but i wil show her my attitude but i will not let my results drop.
Love you always. <3
I am in a damn bloody hell bad mood NOW. All thanks to my 'GOOD BROTHER'. I have been in a not very good mood. And he want to use the computer when he wake up from his nap. He just show me his freaking attitude. What the. He got a computer in his room. Can't he just use that computer. Don't you know i am in a bad mood. Why can't you stop disturbing me. And for mother. I know you want me to not use the computer so much. But i want to use the computer is got reason one. So stop asking me to stop using it. It really piss me off to the max. When all this happen at the same time. Sorry for those people that ask me if my MSN nick is for my boyfriend or what. I can tell you that it is not for my boyfriend it is for someone else. If i got a boyfriend where are always someone else as important as him to me. Whenever i saw you in the picture we took together i wanted to cry. I am missing you. It is only a day i have not see you and i am missing you so much. I can't imagine how much i will miss you when i will not get to see you for more than half a year unless i go find you. But i doubt both of us are that free to meet up so often. Recalling that you are leaving me that means no one would 'bully' me again or to make my smile and laugh and even cry. It's going to be boring without. I am going to miss you like mad. I regarded that i never spend more time with you before you left. I always regarded after people left me. I am so STUPID. I am going to treasure whatever i have now. But i still wish to spend all my holiday time with you although you still have to leave me. I don't care. At least we will have more memory of one another. Wanted to message you but i just can't think of any topic to talk to you. You also told me that they is always a way to keep in contact with one another. By MSN, message rather than meet ups. But something is still missing without you. I just can't put it into words. It's the feeling. What i had promise you before you left i will keep my promise and will try my VERY BEST to reach it. I hope that you will ever forget me your student. I also hope that you will be back to visit me often. I keep asking myself. Why must you leave. Why must you leave. But i never ask you in person because i am scared that making you explain to me you will cry and etc. So i never asked the question. I only have one wish. That is I hope that after you start a new chapter in you life please do not forget the current chapter. Cause in this chapter i am inside it. There is also someone that told me that. If i never go through all this i will never grow up. If i don't want to grow up, it is that i will not go through all this? If can i rather be young than to go through all this. I had never felt so bad. This is the first time i feel this way. Cause i had never think that suddenly someone that is so close to me will leave me. I will go through this again next year. Cause next year it will be the last year in Loyang Secondary School and there are many people that i love is in this place and i will be leaving to continue the other chapters of my life. Thinking of this. I felt bad cause you see when someone leave me i felt bad cause i want them to be by my side but i had never thought of that i will be leaving them next year. It is fair to them if i want them by my side till i leave this school. It is not fair i know but sorry i still wants you to be by my side. Or stay till i leave the school and we will leave together? Sorry i want to be selfish for just once. :) I don't know what will happen afte you left. if i don't like the teacher that take over you to teach my class. Sorry but i wil show her my attitude but i will not let my results drop.
Love you always. <3
Friday, May 23, 2008
TODAY.
5:40 PM
Today is the day for MS CHUA n ms AGNES LIN to leave. :( It is really sad to see them leaving and not having them by my side when school reopen's in term3. :( Saw ms AGNES today smiled at her. :) Than messaged her although she was right behind me. Hehe. Than during my break time she called me twice but i never answer than i quicky call her back. She ask me take photo with her. So i went to take photo with her. Cause today her last day liao. She is so sweet lah. :) So after school when to find MS CHUA to give her her presents. :) Than we gave her her card cert of marriage make by us (fake one) and a video. :) Haha. Than she read the card till she cry. When i saw her cry i cried too for no reasons. :( So sad. :( Than i ask her don't cry cause she make me cry than she say that is i make her cry one cause i do all that for her. :( Please don't cry anymore. :) Than finally both of us stop crying and when into the room wanting to look at the video which is in the disc that Joana had burn. But than when he open tha disc there was nothing inside. Than MS CHUA keep saying Joana you better go and redo it. Haha. Than we took photo together and when off already. :) When i on my computer Joana send me the video. The video was so touching and funny too cause of some reasons. :) MS CHUA must come back when i am in sec4. :) Or when i get my olvl results. I want to get a A1 for you. And i want you to see it.
Thank you for whatever you had done for me.
You will always be remembered and love by me. :)
Good luck and all the best.
Take care. :)
Loves,
Elizabeth :)
Today is the day for MS CHUA n ms AGNES LIN to leave. :( It is really sad to see them leaving and not having them by my side when school reopen's in term3. :( Saw ms AGNES today smiled at her. :) Than messaged her although she was right behind me. Hehe. Than during my break time she called me twice but i never answer than i quicky call her back. She ask me take photo with her. So i went to take photo with her. Cause today her last day liao. She is so sweet lah. :) So after school when to find MS CHUA to give her her presents. :) Than we gave her her card cert of marriage make by us (fake one) and a video. :) Haha. Than she read the card till she cry. When i saw her cry i cried too for no reasons. :( So sad. :( Than i ask her don't cry cause she make me cry than she say that is i make her cry one cause i do all that for her. :( Please don't cry anymore. :) Than finally both of us stop crying and when into the room wanting to look at the video which is in the disc that Joana had burn. But than when he open tha disc there was nothing inside. Than MS CHUA keep saying Joana you better go and redo it. Haha. Than we took photo together and when off already. :) When i on my computer Joana send me the video. The video was so touching and funny too cause of some reasons. :) MS CHUA must come back when i am in sec4. :) Or when i get my olvl results. I want to get a A1 for you. And i want you to see it.
Thank you for whatever you had done for me.
You will always be remembered and love by me. :)
Good luck and all the best.
Take care. :)
Loves,
Elizabeth :)
Thursday, May 22, 2008
SAD :(
8:59 PM
Tomorrow is the last day of term 2 which mean it is the last day i will get to see MISS CHUA in school. Saw her today. She was so busy with her work and got to look after the sec2 which is having their outdoor activity. She was typing comments for her students while looking care after the sec2's. Helped her buy water. Chat with her a while and when for my break and grab a food to eat. Stayed back after school. Actually wanted to go find Miss Chua one but she say she busy. :( Never mind. Than got CCA but i got no mood for CCA and no sec3 is going for the CCA cause of some reasons. I am very very moody. I nearly cried in school today cause of the person i said in this post. :( Just know that she is down with a flu after all the running here and there today. :( Sad. She told me that she tomorrow don't want go school want take MC than now really she can take MC le. But than i want go find her tomorrow. :) Last day with her. :) Hope she will come. :) Oh my god. I am going to cry again. :( I am going to miss her lots. :) Take care okay? :)
Tomorrow is the last day of term 2 which mean it is the last day i will get to see MISS CHUA in school. Saw her today. She was so busy with her work and got to look after the sec2 which is having their outdoor activity. She was typing comments for her students while looking care after the sec2's. Helped her buy water. Chat with her a while and when for my break and grab a food to eat. Stayed back after school. Actually wanted to go find Miss Chua one but she say she busy. :( Never mind. Than got CCA but i got no mood for CCA and no sec3 is going for the CCA cause of some reasons. I am very very moody. I nearly cried in school today cause of the person i said in this post. :( Just know that she is down with a flu after all the running here and there today. :( Sad. She told me that she tomorrow don't want go school want take MC than now really she can take MC le. But than i want go find her tomorrow. :) Last day with her. :) Hope she will come. :) Oh my god. I am going to cry again. :( I am going to miss her lots. :) Take care okay? :)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
OMG
10:22 PM
Oh my god. I am going to miss MISS CHUA like mad. Oh my god. I am crying. Cause currently chatting with MISS CHUA. So sad she is leaving. I really very sad. I know her 3 years. Than this year. She tranferring school when i sec3 and she is teaching me this year. But than 2nd half of the year is not here with me le. I will feel that something is missing and will miss her lots. She is leaving to another school. To change a new enviornment? n etc. Actually i don't feel so sad one. But don't know why when this week is the last week of school which is equal to last week of school with her. I became very very very sad. One point is that she is leaving. Second i never get a A1 for her HIstory. Third is i really enjoyed her teaching this year. Forth i just enjoy her present and being by my side to always joke with me. She say she will need people to help her pack up. Than tears drop down again. Oh my god. She is just like a good friend of mine. She bought my laughter and lots more. But now everything is changing. I think when i leave loyang secondary school i will cry more cause of all my good friends in the school. There is lots of them that i wil miss. I don't want that day to come. If i can stop or turn the time back i will let it stay at the time when all my good friends are with me. Think when i leave my primary school i don't felt that sad is because i am still young at that point of time but now i have grow. I know more about life and etc. This cause me to feel very sad. I am totally out of mood for my CCA tomorrow. Sorry but i maybe want to skip my CCA will see how. I am totally out of mood.Also talking about CCA i remember that my CCA teacher in charge is also leaving. Oh my. She is very kind to me and the people in the CCA. I will miss her too. :) Will miss so many people which make me want to cry more. Hai. Finally i get back all my results. I pass everything. :) But my combined humanities results are not very good. Cause i aim for an A1 not a C. :(
Here are my results:
English Paper 1 : 37/60 (pass)
Paper 2 : 21/50 (fail)
Total : 58/110 (pass)
Over 100 : 52.7/100 (pass)
E-Math : 86/100 (pass)
A-Math :71.5/80 (pass)
: 89.4/100 (pass)
Chemistry Paper 1 : 16/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 50/65 (pass)
Total : 66/85 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.6/100 (pass)
Physics Paper 1 : 17/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 49/65 (pass)
Total : 66/85 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.6/100 (pass)
Chinese Listening Compre : 18/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 52/70 (pass)
Total : 70/90 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.8/100 (pass)
Social Studies : 31/50
: 62/100
History : 28/50
: 56/100
POA Paper 1 : 25/40
Paper 2 : 58/60
Total : 83/100
So in conclusion i maybe will be gettin 5 A1 and 2 C6 or C5. :) Hope that the marks will get pulled up by my CA result. :)
Oh my god. I am going to miss MISS CHUA like mad. Oh my god. I am crying. Cause currently chatting with MISS CHUA. So sad she is leaving. I really very sad. I know her 3 years. Than this year. She tranferring school when i sec3 and she is teaching me this year. But than 2nd half of the year is not here with me le. I will feel that something is missing and will miss her lots. She is leaving to another school. To change a new enviornment? n etc. Actually i don't feel so sad one. But don't know why when this week is the last week of school which is equal to last week of school with her. I became very very very sad. One point is that she is leaving. Second i never get a A1 for her HIstory. Third is i really enjoyed her teaching this year. Forth i just enjoy her present and being by my side to always joke with me. She say she will need people to help her pack up. Than tears drop down again. Oh my god. She is just like a good friend of mine. She bought my laughter and lots more. But now everything is changing. I think when i leave loyang secondary school i will cry more cause of all my good friends in the school. There is lots of them that i wil miss. I don't want that day to come. If i can stop or turn the time back i will let it stay at the time when all my good friends are with me. Think when i leave my primary school i don't felt that sad is because i am still young at that point of time but now i have grow. I know more about life and etc. This cause me to feel very sad. I am totally out of mood for my CCA tomorrow. Sorry but i maybe want to skip my CCA will see how. I am totally out of mood.Also talking about CCA i remember that my CCA teacher in charge is also leaving. Oh my. She is very kind to me and the people in the CCA. I will miss her too. :) Will miss so many people which make me want to cry more. Hai. Finally i get back all my results. I pass everything. :) But my combined humanities results are not very good. Cause i aim for an A1 not a C. :(
Here are my results:
English Paper 1 : 37/60 (pass)
Paper 2 : 21/50 (fail)
Total : 58/110 (pass)
Over 100 : 52.7/100 (pass)
E-Math : 86/100 (pass)
A-Math :71.5/80 (pass)
: 89.4/100 (pass)
Chemistry Paper 1 : 16/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 50/65 (pass)
Total : 66/85 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.6/100 (pass)
Physics Paper 1 : 17/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 49/65 (pass)
Total : 66/85 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.6/100 (pass)
Chinese Listening Compre : 18/20 (pass)
Paper 2 : 52/70 (pass)
Total : 70/90 (pass)
Over 100 : 77.8/100 (pass)
Social Studies : 31/50
: 62/100
History : 28/50
: 56/100
POA Paper 1 : 25/40
Paper 2 : 58/60
Total : 83/100
So in conclusion i maybe will be gettin 5 A1 and 2 C6 or C5. :) Hope that the marks will get pulled up by my CA result. :)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
FREEDOM
3:52 AM
Exams are finally over. Finally i can chill a little and enjoy myself. Cause i had been working so hard for the whole week. I sleep at 12am everyday. I told myself not to sleep later than that beacuse the next day i will be having paper. If i sleep later than that i will be too sleepy to do any papers. Later at around 4pm will be meeting Joana and Amanda Goo. Going to catch a movie. Sorry Ah Chen can't go out with you guys to go skating. I dun really like sports. But if there is other outing without sports one i will go ok. Let me talk abit about my exams. Emath paper was ok. I score a A1 from what i heard from my math teacher. History was not very good. I am sorry. Hai. Social Studies teacher haven mark finish. Haha. English i don't care to ask my teacher. Physics i never had a chance to talk to her. Chemistry teacher say i got an A1 for my paper2. Overall still must see my MCQ and CA1 results. Hope to get a A1. Amath just had my paper yesterday. Will be asking my teacher this weekend for my results. Haha. POA i don't dare talk to my teacher. Chinese lazy to ask my teacher. That should be all. Juz hope that my results will be good. Hope to get lots of A1. Also i hope that i will not break into tears when i get back my history and english result. So i will be having a long weekend this week. Cause there will be a public holiday on monday. Maybe going out on that day. Cause got go get some things done before school close.
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I don't know why. I have lost my directions this few days. I have slowly became to hate you. You can treat him like a brother but treat my like a nobody. It hurts me you know. I have not been talking to you for a few days and you see you don't have any feelings that something is wrong. I don't wish to talk to you face to face cause i don't have the courage to and of cause how would i be able to tell you all this. So i will not be talking to you anymore. If i talk to you about this i think i will be going to show you my attitude. I hate showing people attitude so i rather not talk to the person. If you have some feeling than treat me like a human being. I don't mind that i can't be a 'younger sister' of yours. But at least treat me like a human being or what. I don't understand why you can treat me and him so differently. I know that people will be bias towards the people they like but you are doing things too obvious and it will hurt other people. Message you, you didn't reply. But i think if something happen to him and i message u to inform you i think less than a min you will reply. So i stopped messaging you. When i chat with you in the MSN, u didn't reply. You maybe is not at the computer as what i told myself everytime. But once i talk to you about him you seems so into and replied me. Told you about my studies, you say you can teach me. But you will charge me. But when i say that he don't know his's work. You say that he can ask you and you will teach him for free. Do you see the difference? It obvious that the person is bias right? But all this i kept to myself. But now i want to say this out is because that i don't want to keep it to myself anymore. It makes me feel terrible. Sorry. It may means that i am jealous or what. The truth is i am jealous. So? The reason is you told me because of some reasons you only take him as a little brother in this place. And don't like others calling you JIE or wad. But.. Oh nevermind. I still treat you as a friend of mine but i don't know how to face you. If you happen to read this. I got to say SORRY to you. I am SORRY. :) As to the him. You will also always be my KOR no matter what happen. :)
I miss my papa n mama. <333
Love you all lots.
jie, ma , pa ,kor
Exams are finally over. Finally i can chill a little and enjoy myself. Cause i had been working so hard for the whole week. I sleep at 12am everyday. I told myself not to sleep later than that beacuse the next day i will be having paper. If i sleep later than that i will be too sleepy to do any papers. Later at around 4pm will be meeting Joana and Amanda Goo. Going to catch a movie. Sorry Ah Chen can't go out with you guys to go skating. I dun really like sports. But if there is other outing without sports one i will go ok. Let me talk abit about my exams. Emath paper was ok. I score a A1 from what i heard from my math teacher. History was not very good. I am sorry. Hai. Social Studies teacher haven mark finish. Haha. English i don't care to ask my teacher. Physics i never had a chance to talk to her. Chemistry teacher say i got an A1 for my paper2. Overall still must see my MCQ and CA1 results. Hope to get a A1. Amath just had my paper yesterday. Will be asking my teacher this weekend for my results. Haha. POA i don't dare talk to my teacher. Chinese lazy to ask my teacher. That should be all. Juz hope that my results will be good. Hope to get lots of A1. Also i hope that i will not break into tears when i get back my history and english result. So i will be having a long weekend this week. Cause there will be a public holiday on monday. Maybe going out on that day. Cause got go get some things done before school close.
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I don't know why. I have lost my directions this few days. I have slowly became to hate you. You can treat him like a brother but treat my like a nobody. It hurts me you know. I have not been talking to you for a few days and you see you don't have any feelings that something is wrong. I don't wish to talk to you face to face cause i don't have the courage to and of cause how would i be able to tell you all this. So i will not be talking to you anymore. If i talk to you about this i think i will be going to show you my attitude. I hate showing people attitude so i rather not talk to the person. If you have some feeling than treat me like a human being. I don't mind that i can't be a 'younger sister' of yours. But at least treat me like a human being or what. I don't understand why you can treat me and him so differently. I know that people will be bias towards the people they like but you are doing things too obvious and it will hurt other people. Message you, you didn't reply. But i think if something happen to him and i message u to inform you i think less than a min you will reply. So i stopped messaging you. When i chat with you in the MSN, u didn't reply. You maybe is not at the computer as what i told myself everytime. But once i talk to you about him you seems so into and replied me. Told you about my studies, you say you can teach me. But you will charge me. But when i say that he don't know his's work. You say that he can ask you and you will teach him for free. Do you see the difference? It obvious that the person is bias right? But all this i kept to myself. But now i want to say this out is because that i don't want to keep it to myself anymore. It makes me feel terrible. Sorry. It may means that i am jealous or what. The truth is i am jealous. So? The reason is you told me because of some reasons you only take him as a little brother in this place. And don't like others calling you JIE or wad. But.. Oh nevermind. I still treat you as a friend of mine but i don't know how to face you. If you happen to read this. I got to say SORRY to you. I am SORRY. :) As to the him. You will also always be my KOR no matter what happen. :)
I miss my papa n mama. <333
Love you all lots.
jie, ma , pa ,kor
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Ms Chua
5:14 PM
Dear Ms Chua,
As de days goes. It means that it is closer to the day you leaving this school. Lots of teachers are leaving. I don't know the reason. But i also do not want to know. I just want you all to be happy when you all go to the new school. Hope that the students there will not bully you all. I will miss you. I know you since i was in sec1. You taught me history too tat year and i remember that i always fail my history. But somehow i don't know why i think i pass my overall history. Thank you for not giving up on me that time. But sec2 you did not teach me history anymore. But somehow i fell in love in history that year. Get a A1. My first A1 after my so many F9. THis makes me take history for my sec3. Didn't expected to have you teaching me again. But i fail to do you proud. I am sorry to make you disappointed in my HISTORY result. I wanted to get a A1 and give it to a as a leaving school present. But sorry. I can't now. Cause my result is no good. SORRY. But i promise that i will get a A1 soon. I promise. I really enjoyed the lessons we had together. Thank you for teaching us after school for just a while when you actually got to rush back home. Thank you for marking our papers late in the night. I really THANK YOU for all that you had done for us. But i am also SORRY that i fail to get an A1. I am really SORRY.
Your student,
Elizabeth :) Oh my god. Got to know my HISTORY result. Guess what i flunk it? What the. Than i cried today in school during a math tutorial. I know that i flunk it when i was having a break after i had my Chemistry paper today. I was shock. But acted normal. Saw my PA and MA. Never talk to them much. I get bully by teachers. Arghhh. But never mind.
SORRY MS CHUA.
By the way i took out my braces already. I am mood less due to my result.
Love you all lots.
Dear Ms Chua,
As de days goes. It means that it is closer to the day you leaving this school. Lots of teachers are leaving. I don't know the reason. But i also do not want to know. I just want you all to be happy when you all go to the new school. Hope that the students there will not bully you all. I will miss you. I know you since i was in sec1. You taught me history too tat year and i remember that i always fail my history. But somehow i don't know why i think i pass my overall history. Thank you for not giving up on me that time. But sec2 you did not teach me history anymore. But somehow i fell in love in history that year. Get a A1. My first A1 after my so many F9. THis makes me take history for my sec3. Didn't expected to have you teaching me again. But i fail to do you proud. I am sorry to make you disappointed in my HISTORY result. I wanted to get a A1 and give it to a as a leaving school present. But sorry. I can't now. Cause my result is no good. SORRY. But i promise that i will get a A1 soon. I promise. I really enjoyed the lessons we had together. Thank you for teaching us after school for just a while when you actually got to rush back home. Thank you for marking our papers late in the night. I really THANK YOU for all that you had done for us. But i am also SORRY that i fail to get an A1. I am really SORRY.
Your student,
Elizabeth :) Oh my god. Got to know my HISTORY result. Guess what i flunk it? What the. Than i cried today in school during a math tutorial. I know that i flunk it when i was having a break after i had my Chemistry paper today. I was shock. But acted normal. Saw my PA and MA. Never talk to them much. I get bully by teachers. Arghhh. But never mind.
SORRY MS CHUA.
By the way i took out my braces already. I am mood less due to my result.
Love you all lots.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Exams
7:33 PM
Exams are coming in less than a weeks time. I started on my History revision already cause i got to get A1. Tomorrow will be studying Social Studies cause i am taking Combine Humanities. Got to get A1 for both so my overall will be a A1 too. First paper which is on Thursday will be History follow by E-Math. Friday will be Social Studies and Mother Tongue paper 2. I will be studying like no one business for 2 weeks. I got to get good results. I am stress. Will not be blogging too often unless i got the time to do so. My friends say that my results are very good. But i am scared that when i get good result i will slack and my results will drop. For example when i took my PSLE paper 3 years back. Due to my pre-lim results was good i slacked and i end up with a bad PSLE result. Causing me to not get the result my parents wanted me to get and going into a good school. But i did not give up on my studies cause i didn't get into a good school. I hope tat my O level result will not be like my PSLE result. So i will be working very hard for my last 2 years in secondary school to achieve good O level results. I got to do my parents, grandparents and those teachers that had teach me before proud. So i am quite stress and due to some things happen this week my mood was not very good. I think that if you wan to achieve good result, you should listen when teacher is teaching and ask question if you do not understand or you can find your teacher after school or even you get have a group of friends to study with you. Help one another with the work. Cause when you understand something and you teach some one about it, it will allow you to know if u really understand the thing or not. If not you will learn a new thing. So no one in the earth is born smart. It is up to you to get what you want. So good luck everyone who is having your mid year exams. Hope that i will get good result. I promise that i will not slack. Holiday is coming and i will ge overseas on de 11 June or 12. I am know sure. Will be going to visit my dad in Cambodia. Hope i will fall sick like last year again. I need a long break after mid year. I want to go out with you.
Exams are coming in less than a weeks time. I started on my History revision already cause i got to get A1. Tomorrow will be studying Social Studies cause i am taking Combine Humanities. Got to get A1 for both so my overall will be a A1 too. First paper which is on Thursday will be History follow by E-Math. Friday will be Social Studies and Mother Tongue paper 2. I will be studying like no one business for 2 weeks. I got to get good results. I am stress. Will not be blogging too often unless i got the time to do so. My friends say that my results are very good. But i am scared that when i get good result i will slack and my results will drop. For example when i took my PSLE paper 3 years back. Due to my pre-lim results was good i slacked and i end up with a bad PSLE result. Causing me to not get the result my parents wanted me to get and going into a good school. But i did not give up on my studies cause i didn't get into a good school. I hope tat my O level result will not be like my PSLE result. So i will be working very hard for my last 2 years in secondary school to achieve good O level results. I got to do my parents, grandparents and those teachers that had teach me before proud. So i am quite stress and due to some things happen this week my mood was not very good. I think that if you wan to achieve good result, you should listen when teacher is teaching and ask question if you do not understand or you can find your teacher after school or even you get have a group of friends to study with you. Help one another with the work. Cause when you understand something and you teach some one about it, it will allow you to know if u really understand the thing or not. If not you will learn a new thing. So no one in the earth is born smart. It is up to you to get what you want. So good luck everyone who is having your mid year exams. Hope that i will get good result. I promise that i will not slack. Holiday is coming and i will ge overseas on de 11 June or 12. I am know sure. Will be going to visit my dad in Cambodia. Hope i will fall sick like last year again. I need a long break after mid year. I want to go out with you.
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