Saturday, January 31, 2009
Thoughts.
2:46 PM
It's been long since i last blog.
Have been super busy with school and CNY celebration.
For CNY celebration went to Malaysia to visit relatives.
Then back to Singapore.
Start school.
Study study study.
Had been slacking cause got no mood to study.
Waited to do any things but no time.
Think about many things.
Many things happen to me too.
Am i maybe to take up the challenge?
This questions is in my mind for long already.
Answer is not yet to be found.
Stress and my emotional feeling take over me many times.
But in the end i am still the old Elizabeth.
I still can't believe that i am graduating this year.
4 years pass really faster.
In a blink of an eye.
When i starting think of this.
I will think that yesterday is just my first day in my school.
A sec1 that doesn't know anything.
But now?
I am soon leaving this place that gave me lot of memorise.
Also in a blink of an eye's time i will be taking my Olevels already.
I will miss my school, friends and teachers.
I will do something special this year.
Hopefully i got the time.
Pa's birthday is coming soon.
Ma already know what she is going to buy for Pa.
But i don't know what to buy for Pa.
No outing yet with them.
Ma was shocked when she saw me yesterday.
Cause i tie up my hair and i reborned it.
I really miss Ma and Pa.
I don't want things to change.
I cannot adapt to changes fast.
But everything is now changing.
How?
I am tired.
I want it to stop.
Can i?
It's been long since i last blog.
Have been super busy with school and CNY celebration.
For CNY celebration went to Malaysia to visit relatives.
Then back to Singapore.
Start school.
Study study study.
Had been slacking cause got no mood to study.
Waited to do any things but no time.
Think about many things.
Many things happen to me too.
Am i maybe to take up the challenge?
This questions is in my mind for long already.
Answer is not yet to be found.
Stress and my emotional feeling take over me many times.
But in the end i am still the old Elizabeth.
I still can't believe that i am graduating this year.
4 years pass really faster.
In a blink of an eye.
When i starting think of this.
I will think that yesterday is just my first day in my school.
A sec1 that doesn't know anything.
But now?
I am soon leaving this place that gave me lot of memorise.
Also in a blink of an eye's time i will be taking my Olevels already.
I will miss my school, friends and teachers.
I will do something special this year.
Hopefully i got the time.
Pa's birthday is coming soon.
Ma already know what she is going to buy for Pa.
But i don't know what to buy for Pa.
No outing yet with them.
Ma was shocked when she saw me yesterday.
Cause i tie up my hair and i reborned it.
I really miss Ma and Pa.
I don't want things to change.
I cannot adapt to changes fast.
But everything is now changing.
How?
I am tired.
I want it to stop.
Can i?
Friday, January 23, 2009
Busy.
9:53 PM
I am getting real busy this week, thus i didn't blog often. Soon this blog is going to be dead cause it's lack of updates. Anyway, this week except Monday i have been having test. It like OH MY GOD. I can't even rest for one day. I felt sick on Sunday night and Monday i didn't went school. I felt sick again on Thursday, thus never go for CCA. I know i have not been attending CCA for long. I will attend it next week. Sorry. But i am seriously very busy. Anyway, this week quite okay. Except having test for almost the whole week. I think i flunk my POA, EMATH, PHYSICS. Sounds like i flunk all sia. Oh my. Shit man. But lucky AMATH i know how to do. There is homework for this weekend. Arghhh. Don't know how am i going to finish it. Cause i am going to Malaysia tomorrow and i don't know when will i be back. Arghhh. Need to chiong it soon. Arghh. Need to buck up on my math. Arghhhh. Haha. Oh. This year is my first year watching Chinese New Year Celebration in school. As the last few year Chinese New Year Eve i have been in Malaysia already. But this year Chinese New Year Eve is on Sunday so my school celebrate it on Friday which is today so i can watch it. Haha. Get damn high during the programme. Haha. My .. .. and .... Haha. They sang. Haha. But their voice cannot be heard. Haha. No ang bao form them. :( They not married. :( Haha. But next year. Haha. I will get from them. WAHAHAHA. I know how much my parents is giving me le. Haha. But the money need go to another bank. Arghhh. So lame. Haha. Nothing much to say le. Bye bye.
I am getting real busy this week, thus i didn't blog often. Soon this blog is going to be dead cause it's lack of updates. Anyway, this week except Monday i have been having test. It like OH MY GOD. I can't even rest for one day. I felt sick on Sunday night and Monday i didn't went school. I felt sick again on Thursday, thus never go for CCA. I know i have not been attending CCA for long. I will attend it next week. Sorry. But i am seriously very busy. Anyway, this week quite okay. Except having test for almost the whole week. I think i flunk my POA, EMATH, PHYSICS. Sounds like i flunk all sia. Oh my. Shit man. But lucky AMATH i know how to do. There is homework for this weekend. Arghhh. Don't know how am i going to finish it. Cause i am going to Malaysia tomorrow and i don't know when will i be back. Arghhh. Need to chiong it soon. Arghh. Need to buck up on my math. Arghhhh. Haha. Oh. This year is my first year watching Chinese New Year Celebration in school. As the last few year Chinese New Year Eve i have been in Malaysia already. But this year Chinese New Year Eve is on Sunday so my school celebrate it on Friday which is today so i can watch it. Haha. Get damn high during the programme. Haha. My .. .. and .... Haha. They sang. Haha. But their voice cannot be heard. Haha. No ang bao form them. :( They not married. :( Haha. But next year. Haha. I will get from them. WAHAHAHA. I know how much my parents is giving me le. Haha. But the money need go to another bank. Arghhh. So lame. Haha. Nothing much to say le. Bye bye.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Sick.
10:04 PM
I am sick. Well done man Elizabeth. Tomorrow will not be going to school. Too tired and sick already. Sore throat and flu. Went studying with Jiamin and many many people. Haha. Sorry ar. Some of you de name cannot remember. Haha. Make new friends. Didn't did any work. Haha. But i bought math work book to do. :D Haha. Hai. Nothing to blog liao.
I am sick. Well done man Elizabeth. Tomorrow will not be going to school. Too tired and sick already. Sore throat and flu. Went studying with Jiamin and many many people. Haha. Sorry ar. Some of you de name cannot remember. Haha. Make new friends. Didn't did any work. Haha. But i bought math work book to do. :D Haha. Hai. Nothing to blog liao.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNN ANG. :)
Best president and friend. :)
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Stop bugging me.
9:30 PM
Can stress stop bugging me?
Can homework stop bugging me too?
When will i achieve this?
Will i be able to cope?
Should i or should i not give up on ...?
This few questions having been in my mind for weeks already. I think most of the time the last question appeared in my mind. I just can't stop thinking about it. No matter how many people i speak to ask them to help me out i just can't get the question out of my mind. I need time. Just give me time and i promise i will be able to do fine in it. But i guess you is pushing us or rather maybe is just me who is feeling that you is pushing us too much. I really do hope to be able to do it. But if i can't sorry people i will not be with you all for ... but i will still be there to support you all. Today is a rest day for me. Didn't study or do any homework. Cause after science tuition today i went to white sand to find my mum. She was buying some chinese new year goods with my uncle. Soon they are done and went home to put the stuffs and off to grandma house. Actually is suppose to go home after lunch but my uncle bought my cousins and i down to fish prawn. It was 2 hours long. So i can't go home. Plus my uncle got to go home early as he is having dinner at night and i have to take care of my cousin. Arghhh. Didn't caught much prawn. Only 3 prawn and a small small small fish. Poor fish will soon will be dead as my cousin bought it home. Hai. Took uncle's car home and went out again to downtown east to buy more goods. Oh my god. Very heavy lah. Arghhh. Then by the time i reach home it's already close to 9pm. Hai. Will be studying whole day tomorrow. Might be studying with Jiamin tomorrow. But heard from AmandaGoo that they have to do charity tomorrow. Hai. Nevermind. This year i haven go out with my friends to study yet. Hai. All not free. Hai.
Can stress stop bugging me?
Can homework stop bugging me too?
When will i achieve this?
Will i be able to cope?
Should i or should i not give up on ...?
This few questions having been in my mind for weeks already. I think most of the time the last question appeared in my mind. I just can't stop thinking about it. No matter how many people i speak to ask them to help me out i just can't get the question out of my mind. I need time. Just give me time and i promise i will be able to do fine in it. But i guess you is pushing us or rather maybe is just me who is feeling that you is pushing us too much. I really do hope to be able to do it. But if i can't sorry people i will not be with you all for ... but i will still be there to support you all. Today is a rest day for me. Didn't study or do any homework. Cause after science tuition today i went to white sand to find my mum. She was buying some chinese new year goods with my uncle. Soon they are done and went home to put the stuffs and off to grandma house. Actually is suppose to go home after lunch but my uncle bought my cousins and i down to fish prawn. It was 2 hours long. So i can't go home. Plus my uncle got to go home early as he is having dinner at night and i have to take care of my cousin. Arghhh. Didn't caught much prawn. Only 3 prawn and a small small small fish. Poor fish will soon will be dead as my cousin bought it home. Hai. Took uncle's car home and went out again to downtown east to buy more goods. Oh my god. Very heavy lah. Arghhh. Then by the time i reach home it's already close to 9pm. Hai. Will be studying whole day tomorrow. Might be studying with Jiamin tomorrow. But heard from AmandaGoo that they have to do charity tomorrow. Hai. Nevermind. This year i haven go out with my friends to study yet. Hai. All not free. Hai.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Stress free Friday.
10:25 PM
Since first day of school till now. Today is the only day that i don't feel stress. Haha. At all. :D Please do feel happy for me. Haha. But while i am happy today someone that is close to me is not. Due to some reasons that she should not be responsible for she was being scolded. It spoils her mood. Her sad, emo face makes me not any happier. It makes me sad. After i know the reason why she is sad, i messaged her to try to cheer her up. A smile was on her face later. :) It brights me up. :D Before that i went to Tampines with friends to have dinner. Went off early, bought food for friends and cab back school. Bought a cup of Mocha back. Haha. Didn't do much work today. Cause many questions don't need to do. :) Or it has some mistakes with the question. Stay in school till almost 6pm and then off to Tampines again to meet my mum. Haha. Tampines all the way sia. Haha. I am very tired now. Tomorrow got science tuition and no school out i think. Will be studying at home i guess. Since no one wants to go out and study with me. Sad. Going to bed soon. Too tired. :(
Since first day of school till now. Today is the only day that i don't feel stress. Haha. At all. :D Please do feel happy for me. Haha. But while i am happy today someone that is close to me is not. Due to some reasons that she should not be responsible for she was being scolded. It spoils her mood. Her sad, emo face makes me not any happier. It makes me sad. After i know the reason why she is sad, i messaged her to try to cheer her up. A smile was on her face later. :) It brights me up. :D Before that i went to Tampines with friends to have dinner. Went off early, bought food for friends and cab back school. Bought a cup of Mocha back. Haha. Didn't do much work today. Cause many questions don't need to do. :) Or it has some mistakes with the question. Stay in school till almost 6pm and then off to Tampines again to meet my mum. Haha. Tampines all the way sia. Haha. I am very tired now. Tomorrow got science tuition and no school out i think. Will be studying at home i guess. Since no one wants to go out and study with me. Sad. Going to bed soon. Too tired. :(
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Is stress going to take over me?
6:41 PM
Stress is soon going to take away me.
Yesterday saw .. then went up to her and speak to her.
Talk about what is happening to me.
She counseled me.
Explaining to me each and every problem that i told her.
It makes some sense but i still cannot be stress free.
My tears dropped.
She got shock and told me to stop crying.
She say later people thought she bully me.
I stop after a while.
She just pad me on my head lightly
The pad warms my heart.
It has been long since i last spoken to her.
But the care from her to me has never change.
Wanted to talk to her again today.
Cause there is a important thing and i need help.
But she is too busy.
I end up finishing all my homework in school.
Didn't had lunch.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day for me.
I shouldn't have blog during weekdays.
But i am quite free this 2 days.
As i finish my homework in school.
People tell me not to be stress and ask me to relax and go distress.
But i am sorry.
I can't.
Things is not sorted out in my mind.
I am afraid that i will break down soon. :-(
I have been crying since Monday.
This is the first time.
I let stress take over me.
I hope this will be last time.
I have been taking many deep breaths.
To calm myself down.
Stress is soon going to take away me.
Yesterday saw .. then went up to her and speak to her.
Talk about what is happening to me.
She counseled me.
Explaining to me each and every problem that i told her.
It makes some sense but i still cannot be stress free.
My tears dropped.
She got shock and told me to stop crying.
She say later people thought she bully me.
I stop after a while.
She just pad me on my head lightly
The pad warms my heart.
It has been long since i last spoken to her.
But the care from her to me has never change.
Wanted to talk to her again today.
Cause there is a important thing and i need help.
But she is too busy.
I end up finishing all my homework in school.
Didn't had lunch.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day for me.
I shouldn't have blog during weekdays.
But i am quite free this 2 days.
As i finish my homework in school.
People tell me not to be stress and ask me to relax and go distress.
But i am sorry.
I can't.
Things is not sorted out in my mind.
I am afraid that i will break down soon. :-(
I have been crying since Monday.
This is the first time.
I let stress take over me.
I hope this will be last time.
I have been taking many deep breaths.
To calm myself down.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Stress?
10:28 PM
Can i just let go of everything and just study for m o levels for full 1 months?
I don't want to repeat the history again.
I don't want to do badly for my o level like my Psle.
I got no time to waste.
But i got no idea how to start.
This is freaking me out.
I scare that i can't take the stress.
Don't judge me by my looks.
I am not what my looks tell you about me.
Can someone tell me what to do?
I need help.
I am tired.
I am stress.
I am afraid.
So what can i do?
CCA or studies?
So what is the most important thing?
So what am i suppose to do?
I need help.
Someone help please.
Can i just let go of everything and just study for m o levels for full 1 months?
I don't want to repeat the history again.
I don't want to do badly for my o level like my Psle.
I got no time to waste.
But i got no idea how to start.
This is freaking me out.
I scare that i can't take the stress.
Don't judge me by my looks.
I am not what my looks tell you about me.
Can someone tell me what to do?
I need help.
I am tired.
I am stress.
I am afraid.
So what can i do?
CCA or studies?
So what is the most important thing?
So what am i suppose to do?
I need help.
Someone help please.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Last day of break. :(
8:02 PM
Today i slept till 11plus then wake up. Slept for 12hours. Haha. I am too tired already. That's why. Haha. So today i am suppose to go out with the usuals to study but was cancel cause Joana's baby is sick. Poor little baby. :( But i did my homework myself. Haha. I did almost all but afew don't know how to do. Wanted to start Chapter3 but i forget how to do. So haha. Tomorrow need ask teacher. Haha. I am still tired. Hai. I need more rest. But tomorrow start school le. Hai. Why no one call me? :( Sad. Will sleep early tonight. Will not be blogging during the weekdays. Only will be blogging during weekends this year. :)
Today i slept till 11plus then wake up. Slept for 12hours. Haha. I am too tired already. That's why. Haha. So today i am suppose to go out with the usuals to study but was cancel cause Joana's baby is sick. Poor little baby. :( But i did my homework myself. Haha. I did almost all but afew don't know how to do. Wanted to start Chapter3 but i forget how to do. So haha. Tomorrow need ask teacher. Haha. I am still tired. Hai. I need more rest. But tomorrow start school le. Hai. Why no one call me? :( Sad. Will sleep early tonight. Will not be blogging during the weekdays. Only will be blogging during weekends this year. :)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Dead beat.
10:02 PM
I am dead beat. Woke up at 2am plus today thought that i was late for CCA open house but i am not lah. Sigh. Hai. Then went back to sleep. Woke up at 6.30am off to school at 7am. Help out in Guitar cause i was not playing as need to leave early. :) CCA open house this year id cooler then the past few years. Haha. Message my friend when the both of us is in hall but far away from one another. Haha. Blah blah blah. Home and rest awhile and off to C.C to collect my Scholarship. Haha. Money. $.$ Haha. Got $500 the event last for around 1hour. And after that wen to grandma house to sing birthday song for my grandma. Today is her birthday. :) Eat the cake and off to T3 for dinner. Damn full now. Haha. My grandma this year 72. Old liao. :( My grandma is a nice person. She cook nice food and she is very nice to us, her grandchildrens. :) Tomorrow will study with the usual at 1pm. Hopefully will have something done. :) I am tired. Bye.
I am dead beat. Woke up at 2am plus today thought that i was late for CCA open house but i am not lah. Sigh. Hai. Then went back to sleep. Woke up at 6.30am off to school at 7am. Help out in Guitar cause i was not playing as need to leave early. :) CCA open house this year id cooler then the past few years. Haha. Message my friend when the both of us is in hall but far away from one another. Haha. Blah blah blah. Home and rest awhile and off to C.C to collect my Scholarship. Haha. Money. $.$ Haha. Got $500 the event last for around 1hour. And after that wen to grandma house to sing birthday song for my grandma. Today is her birthday. :) Eat the cake and off to T3 for dinner. Damn full now. Haha. My grandma this year 72. Old liao. :( My grandma is a nice person. She cook nice food and she is very nice to us, her grandchildrens. :) Tomorrow will study with the usual at 1pm. Hopefully will have something done. :) I am tired. Bye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA. :)
Friday, January 9, 2009
Tired.
7:28 PM
I am dead beat now. Tired after chionging all the homeworks this few days. Staying up late, answering calls from my friends and etc. It's been days since i last blog cause i am busy till no time to online. Hai. Now i don't have much things to blog about. Tomorrow will be CCA open house early in the morning. Hai. 6 days of school can die man. I need a rest. :) Hai. Will not be blogging much and come online often except during the weekends. Haha. :)
I am dead beat now. Tired after chionging all the homeworks this few days. Staying up late, answering calls from my friends and etc. It's been days since i last blog cause i am busy till no time to online. Hai. Now i don't have much things to blog about. Tomorrow will be CCA open house early in the morning. Hai. 6 days of school can die man. I need a rest. :) Hai. Will not be blogging much and come online often except during the weekends. Haha. :)
Monday, January 5, 2009
Edited New Year Resolutions.
5:00 PM
Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentively in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)
11. Revise my work every week.
12. Write notes during lesson time.
13. Sleep latest by 10pm and wake up at 6am sharp.
14. Spend lesser time on computer.
15. Read more books (both English and Chinese)
16. Do not anyhow show attitude this year.
17. My family to stop arguing.
18. A outing or meet up with China peeps and tour guide?
19. Make hand make stuffs for friends and love ones. :)
20. Get a laptop. :)
2nd day of school. But not much of teaching is done. I want to start a proper lesson. Please. And i am not happy about my class sitting plan. I am sitting at the 4th or 5th row by the right hand side. Is like. It's so hard to see from there lah. Then i must keep wearing my specs. Then when i took it off my eyes is like so blur. Idiot. I seriously hate it. Asshole. A few of my friends who is shorter then me sit further back of the class. Know whats the reason teacher gave me for putting the girls so back? It is beacause she didn't want the guys to be sitting far at the back. Eh hello. If they don't want to study it makes no different if you put them in the front or at the back lor. Hai. Forget it man. I am tired. I shall spend lesser time on the computer. I shall also start some revision too. Cause i forget almost everything that i have learned last year. Haha. Bye.
P.S. I am getting my Eagle's Award Cheque this Wednesday and my Scholarship cheque this Saturday.
Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentively in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)
11. Revise my work every week.
12. Write notes during lesson time.
13. Sleep latest by 10pm and wake up at 6am sharp.
14. Spend lesser time on computer.
15. Read more books (both English and Chinese)
16. Do not anyhow show attitude this year.
17. My family to stop arguing.
18. A outing or meet up with China peeps and tour guide?
19. Make hand make stuffs for friends and love ones. :)
20. Get a laptop. :)
2nd day of school. But not much of teaching is done. I want to start a proper lesson. Please. And i am not happy about my class sitting plan. I am sitting at the 4th or 5th row by the right hand side. Is like. It's so hard to see from there lah. Then i must keep wearing my specs. Then when i took it off my eyes is like so blur. Idiot. I seriously hate it. Asshole. A few of my friends who is shorter then me sit further back of the class. Know whats the reason teacher gave me for putting the girls so back? It is beacause she didn't want the guys to be sitting far at the back. Eh hello. If they don't want to study it makes no different if you put them in the front or at the back lor. Hai. Forget it man. I am tired. I shall spend lesser time on the computer. I shall also start some revision too. Cause i forget almost everything that i have learned last year. Haha. Bye.
P.S. I am getting my Eagle's Award Cheque this Wednesday and my Scholarship cheque this Saturday.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
TIred.
8:36 PM
I think i am too tired already so i slept at 12am and wke up at 12pm today. Haha. Then woke up eat breakfast. :D Help my mum with house work till the evening. Tiring you know. Hai. So finally rest time. :) My brother piss me off while i and him help my mum out. So idiot lah him. Can't stand him. Hai. Anyway. I think i am still in the holiday mood. Haha. Still need to iron uniform and pe for tomorrow. Need to bring tie, files to school too. Sian. Hai. I have been spending quite much. Haha. Need to save money. But Chinese New Year coming. haha. Money Money Money. :)
Joana's beautiful drawing. Haha.
I think i am too tired already so i slept at 12am and wke up at 12pm today. Haha. Then woke up eat breakfast. :D Help my mum with house work till the evening. Tiring you know. Hai. So finally rest time. :) My brother piss me off while i and him help my mum out. So idiot lah him. Can't stand him. Hai. Anyway. I think i am still in the holiday mood. Haha. Still need to iron uniform and pe for tomorrow. Need to bring tie, files to school too. Sian. Hai. I have been spending quite much. Haha. Need to save money. But Chinese New Year coming. haha. Money Money Money. :)
Joana's beautiful drawing. Haha.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Again and again.
11:04 PM
Okay. Argument always starts when my brothers comes home. When he is not at home there will be peace and silence. It really piss me off when my brother is at home lah. Idiot sia. Talk to my mum when my brother is at home i will always get scolded cause she will vend her anger on me. Idiot. Arghhh. But when my mum and i is alone she will treat me very nice. Arghhh. I really hate it can. Thanks for your confort and concern. :) I am having headache again. :( What's wrong with the both of them sia. It really make me sad whenever there is a argument. Cause always i will become the victim for no reason. I hate it the night time most. :( I hardly speak at night cause i at night will get scolded for no reason when i speak. :( I need to speak to ......... soon. Heard that she is a good listener. And i think i will shock her when i tell her about this? Hai.
There will not be a smile on my face at night.
I will not speak at night.
I will always have headache at night.
One day i will really run away.
But run till where?
There is no place that i can run to.
Someone tell me what to do.
I want to study but i can't.
There is no peace in my house.
How can i study in this kind of environment? I am tired. Cause i woke up early today for tuition and after that off to town to shop with my grandparents. Till 7pm plus then reach home. I am looking foward to monday for school to know my new sitting plan. Hopefully it can make me study better. :) BYE.
Okay. Argument always starts when my brothers comes home. When he is not at home there will be peace and silence. It really piss me off when my brother is at home lah. Idiot sia. Talk to my mum when my brother is at home i will always get scolded cause she will vend her anger on me. Idiot. Arghhh. But when my mum and i is alone she will treat me very nice. Arghhh. I really hate it can. Thanks for your confort and concern. :) I am having headache again. :( What's wrong with the both of them sia. It really make me sad whenever there is a argument. Cause always i will become the victim for no reason. I hate it the night time most. :( I hardly speak at night cause i at night will get scolded for no reason when i speak. :( I need to speak to ......... soon. Heard that she is a good listener. And i think i will shock her when i tell her about this? Hai.
There will not be a smile on my face at night.
I will not speak at night.
I will always have headache at night.
One day i will really run away.
But run till where?
There is no place that i can run to.
Someone tell me what to do.
I want to study but i can't.
There is no peace in my house.
How can i study in this kind of environment? I am tired. Cause i woke up early today for tuition and after that off to town to shop with my grandparents. Till 7pm plus then reach home. I am looking foward to monday for school to know my new sitting plan. Hopefully it can make me study better. :) BYE.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Pissed off.
11:17 PM
WHAT THE FUCK. I am freaking piss off. I hate it when my mum show me attitude and scold me for no reason (if there is it is also a very lame one). Just because my very GOOD brother make her angry and she vend her anger on me. What is this. What's your problem. I have enough of this already. I came home not to entertain both of you and your nonsenses. It really make me piss off. If it continues when i am studying. I am going to walk out of this home. I am really having a headache cause of this. I did wrong nothing. And this is what i get in return after studying so hard. Well done men. I FREAKING LOVE IT. IT ROCKS TO THE CORE. I didn't want to argue with you cause i don't want make you any angrier but you don't appreciate it at all. Whenever i am happy it will turn out to be sad. I am tired of it. Can't both of you stop it. Both of you age add up together is like 60plus 70 already. And you all argue in font a 15 years old girl? What is this? Oh whatever. Once more and i will not keep quiet anymore. Today school turn out to be boring. Awww. Hai. Haha. But i sec4 le. Wahahahahahaha. Stress man. Haha. But got air-conditioned classroom whenever there is lesson. Haha. :) Most of my last year teacher is my this year teacher not much changes. However, history and chemistry have a little changes. Haha. Tomorrow will be having my science tuition. Haha. I am well prepared to study like mad and more. Haha. Class sitting arrangement also have changed. Haha. I want to sit in font. Haha. Need to listen properly. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Nothing much to say le. I want to rest today. Want to watch television. Haha. Bye bye.
WHAT THE FUCK. I am freaking piss off. I hate it when my mum show me attitude and scold me for no reason (if there is it is also a very lame one). Just because my very GOOD brother make her angry and she vend her anger on me. What is this. What's your problem. I have enough of this already. I came home not to entertain both of you and your nonsenses. It really make me piss off. If it continues when i am studying. I am going to walk out of this home. I am really having a headache cause of this. I did wrong nothing. And this is what i get in return after studying so hard. Well done men. I FREAKING LOVE IT. IT ROCKS TO THE CORE. I didn't want to argue with you cause i don't want make you any angrier but you don't appreciate it at all. Whenever i am happy it will turn out to be sad. I am tired of it. Can't both of you stop it. Both of you age add up together is like 60plus 70 already. And you all argue in font a 15 years old girl? What is this? Oh whatever. Once more and i will not keep quiet anymore. Today school turn out to be boring. Awww. Hai. Haha. But i sec4 le. Wahahahahahaha. Stress man. Haha. But got air-conditioned classroom whenever there is lesson. Haha. :) Most of my last year teacher is my this year teacher not much changes. However, history and chemistry have a little changes. Haha. Tomorrow will be having my science tuition. Haha. I am well prepared to study like mad and more. Haha. Class sitting arrangement also have changed. Haha. I want to sit in font. Haha. Need to listen properly. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Nothing much to say le. I want to rest today. Want to watch television. Haha. Bye bye.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
School is first day of school.
9:44 PM
Tomorrow is first day of school. Haha. Kind of excited? Haha. Heard that there will be lesson after recess time. But who cares. I am not going to bring anything man. Haha. Hai. I don't want to sleep so early cause i want watch television. But at the same time if i never sleep early i am afraid that i can't wake up tomorrow. Arghhh. But still i will be having a early night.
Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentative in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)
But you still find a something to argue with me.
I kept quiet too.
I am tired to be like this.
I give in to everything you say.
Didn't do anything that you don't like.
No freedom is given.
I don't mind.
But sometimes i do need my own space.
I want to enjoy for the last time?
Next year i am going to study very hard.
My feeling about going to school is werid.
But i still do not say anything about it.
I am prepared to give alot of things this year do you know?
I envy my friends to have freedom.
I promise i will turn bad with freedom.
I just want to enjoy more.
But i can't.
There's many things i can't do.
I am tired.
Sick and tired of it.
Hope that first day of school will not be bad.
I am having a head ache now due to my mum's nagging/scolding. Not all on me but more on my brother.
Got to rest.bye
Tomorrow is first day of school. Haha. Kind of excited? Haha. Heard that there will be lesson after recess time. But who cares. I am not going to bring anything man. Haha. Hai. I don't want to sleep so early cause i want watch television. But at the same time if i never sleep early i am afraid that i can't wake up tomorrow. Arghhh. But still i will be having a early night.
Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentative in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AMANDATAN & MOSES HOO. :)
Good luck to all students who is having school tomorrow. Enjoy first day of school. :)
I kept quiet to prevent arguements.But you still find a something to argue with me.
I kept quiet too.
I am tired to be like this.
I give in to everything you say.
Didn't do anything that you don't like.
No freedom is given.
I don't mind.
But sometimes i do need my own space.
I want to enjoy for the last time?
Next year i am going to study very hard.
My feeling about going to school is werid.
But i still do not say anything about it.
I am prepared to give alot of things this year do you know?
I envy my friends to have freedom.
I promise i will turn bad with freedom.
I just want to enjoy more.
But i can't.
There's many things i can't do.
I am tired.
Sick and tired of it.
Hope that first day of school will not be bad.
I am having a head ache now due to my mum's nagging/scolding. Not all on me but more on my brother.
Got to rest.bye
THANKS PRISTINE FOR LETTING US TO PARTY AT YOUR HOUSE. :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)
Hope you all had fun counting down. I had. Cause this year is the first year i count down with friends. And it will be the last one before i become older. Mum get mad at me for reach home at 1am plus. My latest record to reach home. But quite worth it. As we count down to Amanda's Birthday too. Haha. Tomorrow will be back in school. Mood now is not that good due to the curfew my parents have. It is a little too over. I never stay out till this late today. Can't i have some fun? I didn't even have a good birthday celebration. Oh whatever. I am now having a headache. Cause my mum and brother is arguing. I am good to not argue with my mum. Cause i am not in the mood and if i argue it will turn very bad. I sometimes really cannot understand what my mum is thinking. Party for the last day before you go back to school and study. Have fun. Will post the pictures taken just now, once i get them from CASSANDRA. You better faster send me hor. :)