Monday, September 29, 2008
SOCIAL STUDIES AND EMATH
8:40 PM
So today is my social studies and emath paper. And i woke up at 5am to study. Haha. Isn't me a good girl? Haha. Oh whatever. Woke up and message Joana and then she ask me who am i. Haha. What a lamer. Haha. Then back to sleep after 40mins of studying. And in school just read through the notes again. And i know how to do most of the question but no confident in 2 of them. Source base make me crack my brain and think. Haha. Used the full 1 hour and 30mins. Haha. Then it was Emath time. I finish the whole paper in an hour time. 20 questions 60mins. So 1 question 3min. But i make error. I didn;t read the question properly causing me to lost 2 marks. And then i don't know billion got how many zeros. Oh my god. Another 2 marks gone. And lastly Geometry i don't know 2 part which resulted in losting 3 marks i guess. So overall i lost 7 marks. Oh my god. I am so sad. But i will work harder for my Amath. Haha. So tomorrow there is no exam but there is test and i will be released at 12.30pm tomorrow. Haha. Yeah. And Wednesday is a public holiday. So rest? Erm. I don't think so cause got to study for the exam on Friday. Which is POA paper2 and History. Oh my god. I don't even know what topics are coming out for POA and for History wrost. I don't even understand what has been taught since term3. I am so so so dead. Haha. But tomorrow shall chill a little if not white hair will be coming out. Haha. Got to remember a long piece of paper for tomorrow's test. And i am not good at remembering things. Haha. Like for example i primary school have spelling and i can't remember how to spell the words. Haha. So resting time till 10pm. Haha. Then shall study till 11pm and off to bed. =]
I will wait for you.
No matter what happen,
I will still be there for you.
It's over for you but not me.
I will just 'protect' you secretly.
I will be by your side.
I will make sure that you is alright.
Not hurted or sad.
I will still let you my ears when you need them.
I hope you will too, do the same to me.
I wish that i can turn back time and i will change.
I will not be the old me but a new me.
What you don't like about me i will change.
~i love you
its some lame things lah. haha. don't think too much about it. =]
So today is my social studies and emath paper. And i woke up at 5am to study. Haha. Isn't me a good girl? Haha. Oh whatever. Woke up and message Joana and then she ask me who am i. Haha. What a lamer. Haha. Then back to sleep after 40mins of studying. And in school just read through the notes again. And i know how to do most of the question but no confident in 2 of them. Source base make me crack my brain and think. Haha. Used the full 1 hour and 30mins. Haha. Then it was Emath time. I finish the whole paper in an hour time. 20 questions 60mins. So 1 question 3min. But i make error. I didn;t read the question properly causing me to lost 2 marks. And then i don't know billion got how many zeros. Oh my god. Another 2 marks gone. And lastly Geometry i don't know 2 part which resulted in losting 3 marks i guess. So overall i lost 7 marks. Oh my god. I am so sad. But i will work harder for my Amath. Haha. So tomorrow there is no exam but there is test and i will be released at 12.30pm tomorrow. Haha. Yeah. And Wednesday is a public holiday. So rest? Erm. I don't think so cause got to study for the exam on Friday. Which is POA paper2 and History. Oh my god. I don't even know what topics are coming out for POA and for History wrost. I don't even understand what has been taught since term3. I am so so so dead. Haha. But tomorrow shall chill a little if not white hair will be coming out. Haha. Got to remember a long piece of paper for tomorrow's test. And i am not good at remembering things. Haha. Like for example i primary school have spelling and i can't remember how to spell the words. Haha. So resting time till 10pm. Haha. Then shall study till 11pm and off to bed. =]
I will wait for you.
No matter what happen,
I will still be there for you.
It's over for you but not me.
I will just 'protect' you secretly.
I will be by your side.
I will make sure that you is alright.
Not hurted or sad.
I will still let you my ears when you need them.
I hope you will too, do the same to me.
I wish that i can turn back time and i will change.
I will not be the old me but a new me.
What you don't like about me i will change.
~i love you
its some lame things lah. haha. don't think too much about it. =]
Sunday, September 28, 2008
EXAM!
6:51 PM
Tomorrow will be having my social studies and emath paper and i not very prepared for it. I am very worried that i will forget the points. Maybe i will sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow. Will read through it once before i sleep and again tomorrow morning. Just to refresh it. Haha. Next time i will turn my handphone number to a HOTLINE. Haha. The reason ownself guess. Haha. I am getting tired of it already. Shall study at 8pm till 10pm. =] And tomorrow 5am till 6+am. Haha. Hope that i can do well for all my exams. =]
I will wait for you.
Tomorrow will be having my social studies and emath paper and i not very prepared for it. I am very worried that i will forget the points. Maybe i will sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow. Will read through it once before i sleep and again tomorrow morning. Just to refresh it. Haha. Next time i will turn my handphone number to a HOTLINE. Haha. The reason ownself guess. Haha. I am getting tired of it already. Shall study at 8pm till 10pm. =] And tomorrow 5am till 6+am. Haha. Hope that i can do well for all my exams. =]
I will wait for you.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
STUDY or rather SHOPPING DAY!
8:40 PM
So went to T3 to study again. =] Haha. Didn't really studied cause the usual thing that we will do is to talk and shop. Haha. So this week we only studied for 2 hours. Haha. I think next week if we go out and study again will only study for 1 hour. Haha. Guess why. Haha. Just think. But luckily my math is still alright. Will study it again tomorrow after studying social studies. Please let me get into the mood of studying. =] So after studying we went to the shops in T3 to walk walk and off to T2. Haha. And we decided to eat at Fish & Co. Haha. So we went in. And the both of them (AmandaGoo and Joana) keep looking at what food to buy when i have already know what i want to eat. Haha. They took so long. They even took their calculator out to calculate the cost lah. Wa Lao. Haha. We are at a HIGH CLASS place leh. Haha. Then they both of them play WHO CAN DRINK FASTER GAME leh. What the hell. Haha. I am feeling that i am soon going to have sore throat soon. Shit. Haha. So we stay in the place till there is a lot of people. Haha. Then went to Coffee Bean and off for home. Took quite a number of pictures. But i lazy upload. Haha. Today study trip is fun. =] Can't wait for the exam to be over then we can really go for a party. Haha. =]
So went to T3 to study again. =] Haha. Didn't really studied cause the usual thing that we will do is to talk and shop. Haha. So this week we only studied for 2 hours. Haha. I think next week if we go out and study again will only study for 1 hour. Haha. Guess why. Haha. Just think. But luckily my math is still alright. Will study it again tomorrow after studying social studies. Please let me get into the mood of studying. =] So after studying we went to the shops in T3 to walk walk and off to T2. Haha. And we decided to eat at Fish & Co. Haha. So we went in. And the both of them (AmandaGoo and Joana) keep looking at what food to buy when i have already know what i want to eat. Haha. They took so long. They even took their calculator out to calculate the cost lah. Wa Lao. Haha. We are at a HIGH CLASS place leh. Haha. Then they both of them play WHO CAN DRINK FASTER GAME leh. What the hell. Haha. I am feeling that i am soon going to have sore throat soon. Shit. Haha. So we stay in the place till there is a lot of people. Haha. Then went to Coffee Bean and off for home. Took quite a number of pictures. But i lazy upload. Haha. Today study trip is fun. =] Can't wait for the exam to be over then we can really go for a party. Haha. =]
Friday, September 26, 2008
FRIDAY (REST DAY!)
10:21 PM
So today is my Chinese paper2 day. And due to me is a History student i get to enjoy more sleep and prevent myself from getting wet early in the morning. Cause in the morning it is raining heavily. Haha. So i woke up at 8am cause i want to go market and have my breakfast. So i reach market at 8.40am and ate and off to school. Reached school and there was no one. So i waited and finally people came slowly. Heard that the sec2 math paper1 was do-able. And i saw one guy taking out a unused exam paper. And he blindly go in font of teacher and ask the teacher what is the answer for a few question. Lucky the teacher did not scold him. Haha. Stupid. So today paper is do-able. And went for math tutorial after school. Had some fun there. Cause there is a television in the room and it is working. So we turned on the television and started watching. It is very fun to be able to watch the television with your friends. Cause you can laugh together. So tomorrow will be a day out to study with Joana and AmandaGoo. And Sunday will be another day that i will study cause i am having 2 paper on Monday. Social studies and Emath. Tomorrow will be Emath and Sunday will be social studies. =]
So today is my Chinese paper2 day. And due to me is a History student i get to enjoy more sleep and prevent myself from getting wet early in the morning. Cause in the morning it is raining heavily. Haha. So i woke up at 8am cause i want to go market and have my breakfast. So i reach market at 8.40am and ate and off to school. Reached school and there was no one. So i waited and finally people came slowly. Heard that the sec2 math paper1 was do-able. And i saw one guy taking out a unused exam paper. And he blindly go in font of teacher and ask the teacher what is the answer for a few question. Lucky the teacher did not scold him. Haha. Stupid. So today paper is do-able. And went for math tutorial after school. Had some fun there. Cause there is a television in the room and it is working. So we turned on the television and started watching. It is very fun to be able to watch the television with your friends. Cause you can laugh together. So tomorrow will be a day out to study with Joana and AmandaGoo. And Sunday will be another day that i will study cause i am having 2 paper on Monday. Social studies and Emath. Tomorrow will be Emath and Sunday will be social studies. =]
Thursday, September 25, 2008
BORED
11:30 PM
Ok. Today is not a good day to study. Cause i don't know why i just can't get into the mood of studying. But at least i did 1 hour of math. Haha. MATH! This weekend will be a 'fighting period' for me. Cause i am going to study for social studies and emath. Like no tomorrow like that. Haha. I think saturday will be a emath day and sunday will be a social studies day. I am worried about bearings for emath. Cause i somehow don't understand what is the equation talking about but i know how to do. This seems werid but is a truth. Believe or not. When i ask people today everyone thought that i was lying. Eh hello. If i know will i still be asking you how to do? Stupid. No one in the world is perfect. Don't think too high of me. I am not perfect. My nose is swollen i think. It is super pain and i can't breathe from it. =[ Haha. I just saw some one online. Haha. Whenever she is online i just can't stop myself from smiling. Haha. =] Okay. Will get to bed soon and i will catch some show first. Bye. Haha. Shall ask her go rest too. Bye.
It's really over. I wish that it is not over but your actions tell me that it is. It has been long since i last blog. That is because i am having my exam and i am busy studying for my exams. Everyday besides today i stay back to study. And went home at around 5.30pm and i will rest till 6.30pm - 7pm and go study again. Haha. I study ti;; 9pm then watch tv for 1 and a half hours. Haha. Then back to my home to finish up the homwork and off to bed at 11pm-12am. Haha. Everyday less then 6 hours of sleep is killing me and i am having a pimple at my nose. It is painful lor. ASS. Tomorrow will be having emath tuition after my chinese paper. And i can go school late tomorrow cause other people having their geography and literature paper while i don't have to take it as i take history and my history paper is not tomorrow. Haha. Yeah. More sleep and more time to do work. I very scare i oversleep sia. Haha. Shall take a nap soon and wake up at 5.30pm to watch my show. I like the little boy in the show. He very cute and poor thing. Hai. This whole week has been a math week for me cause i am only studying math things. I shall stop my math and start on my science and humans. Haha. This saturday may go out with Joana and AmandaGoo to study at the airport again. Lets hope that the both of them will study lah. Cause last saturday when we went out to study they are looking at people that walk pass lor. And i am the only one studying. Plus they keep laughing at me when i do math. ASS. Haha. But this saturday maybe will be a pure social studies or emath only for me. Cause i don't want study half half. Haha. Study study study. Will die man. Oh ya. Yesterday night i spend 2hours writing 3 chinese compo for my teacher. It is around 1000+ words. And i spend 2 hours on it. Oh my god lah. Haha. Tomorrow chinese paper 2. Haha. Will do my emath today so i can ask teacher tomorrow during the tutorial. =] I am very tired now. Haha. After exam i will forget about all my studies and play like mad. Haha. Party time man. And i got to prepare for my Overseas Exchange Programme trip thing. Haha. Tomorrow dad coming back and he will bring back my winder? clothings for me. Haha. Bye.
Heard the good news. CONGRATULATION. =] I will sure turn up on your big day. Haha. =]
Ok. Today is not a good day to study. Cause i don't know why i just can't get into the mood of studying. But at least i did 1 hour of math. Haha. MATH! This weekend will be a 'fighting period' for me. Cause i am going to study for social studies and emath. Like no tomorrow like that. Haha. I think saturday will be a emath day and sunday will be a social studies day. I am worried about bearings for emath. Cause i somehow don't understand what is the equation talking about but i know how to do. This seems werid but is a truth. Believe or not. When i ask people today everyone thought that i was lying. Eh hello. If i know will i still be asking you how to do? Stupid. No one in the world is perfect. Don't think too high of me. I am not perfect. My nose is swollen i think. It is super pain and i can't breathe from it. =[ Haha. I just saw some one online. Haha. Whenever she is online i just can't stop myself from smiling. Haha. =] Okay. Will get to bed soon and i will catch some show first. Bye. Haha. Shall ask her go rest too. Bye.
It's really over. I wish that it is not over but your actions tell me that it is. It has been long since i last blog. That is because i am having my exam and i am busy studying for my exams. Everyday besides today i stay back to study. And went home at around 5.30pm and i will rest till 6.30pm - 7pm and go study again. Haha. I study ti;; 9pm then watch tv for 1 and a half hours. Haha. Then back to my home to finish up the homwork and off to bed at 11pm-12am. Haha. Everyday less then 6 hours of sleep is killing me and i am having a pimple at my nose. It is painful lor. ASS. Tomorrow will be having emath tuition after my chinese paper. And i can go school late tomorrow cause other people having their geography and literature paper while i don't have to take it as i take history and my history paper is not tomorrow. Haha. Yeah. More sleep and more time to do work. I very scare i oversleep sia. Haha. Shall take a nap soon and wake up at 5.30pm to watch my show. I like the little boy in the show. He very cute and poor thing. Hai. This whole week has been a math week for me cause i am only studying math things. I shall stop my math and start on my science and humans. Haha. This saturday may go out with Joana and AmandaGoo to study at the airport again. Lets hope that the both of them will study lah. Cause last saturday when we went out to study they are looking at people that walk pass lor. And i am the only one studying. Plus they keep laughing at me when i do math. ASS. Haha. But this saturday maybe will be a pure social studies or emath only for me. Cause i don't want study half half. Haha. Study study study. Will die man. Oh ya. Yesterday night i spend 2hours writing 3 chinese compo for my teacher. It is around 1000+ words. And i spend 2 hours on it. Oh my god lah. Haha. Tomorrow chinese paper 2. Haha. Will do my emath today so i can ask teacher tomorrow during the tutorial. =] I am very tired now. Haha. After exam i will forget about all my studies and play like mad. Haha. Party time man. And i got to prepare for my Overseas Exchange Programme trip thing. Haha. Tomorrow dad coming back and he will bring back my winder? clothings for me. Haha. Bye.
Heard the good news. CONGRATULATION. =] I will sure turn up on your big day. Haha. =]
Sunday, September 21, 2008
SATURDAY SUNDAY MONDAY
1:20 PM
Yesterday went to terimal 3 to study. I study for 3 hours while that JOANA and AMANDAGOO. Never study for the ful 3 hours. They were looking at hot guys and laughing their ass off when i tell them i like doing math and feel happy when i do math. Oh whatever. So from 1pm study till 3pm then off we go to shop abit and to foodcourt to eat. We stay at the foodcourt for like 5 hours. Haha. We talk and talk and talk. We know one another secret. Haha. It is fun and cool. =] So reach home at 9pm yesterday and i was too tired already so i went to bed at 12am. Haha. Today woke up quite late but i don't know the time cause i didn't bother to take a look at it. Haha. Haven't had my breakfast nor lunch. Haha. Shall cook one myself later. Haha. And start studying abit. I must start getting all my math revision done so i can study other subjects and not care about my math. Haha. Shit there is alot of homework to be done. I better get moving soon. Tomorrow is the day that i will go back to school and study again. *SIAN* Hai. But no choice.
I felt a little sad when i think about you but it's over what can i do?
Yesterday went to terimal 3 to study. I study for 3 hours while that JOANA and AMANDAGOO. Never study for the ful 3 hours. They were looking at hot guys and laughing their ass off when i tell them i like doing math and feel happy when i do math. Oh whatever. So from 1pm study till 3pm then off we go to shop abit and to foodcourt to eat. We stay at the foodcourt for like 5 hours. Haha. We talk and talk and talk. We know one another secret. Haha. It is fun and cool. =] So reach home at 9pm yesterday and i was too tired already so i went to bed at 12am. Haha. Today woke up quite late but i don't know the time cause i didn't bother to take a look at it. Haha. Haven't had my breakfast nor lunch. Haha. Shall cook one myself later. Haha. And start studying abit. I must start getting all my math revision done so i can study other subjects and not care about my math. Haha. Shit there is alot of homework to be done. I better get moving soon. Tomorrow is the day that i will go back to school and study again. *SIAN* Hai. But no choice.
I felt a little sad when i think about you but it's over what can i do?
Friday, September 19, 2008
MY FRIDAY AND SATURDAY
11:59 PM
Currently i am making full use of my friday watching youtbe drams. HOT SHOT! Haha. Tomorrow at 12pm will meet the normal people to go study at Terimal 3. Cool man. It will be the first time going there to study. I am excited. And hopefully i will study some things tomorrow. I am going to be a real mugger now. No joke. Exam is starting real fast. Hai. Exam exam. But although there is stress. It's okay. =] Today is a HAPPY day for me. Haha. Chat with mama. HAPPY HAPPY. =] Haha. She talk to me cause of a reason. Haha. Funny ma. Haha. She wore a new skirt man. Haha. She owe me my rice and than she told me that she farming for the rice. Haha. Farm untill very tired. Funny lor. Haha. =] And i went to the library cause ma is inside. =] Did my work. Didn't know a lot question. Then ask my mama. She also don't know cause she forget. Haha. Funny. Then people called me so i answer and i was listening to music while talking on the phone. So i think i talk too loudly. Then cause in the library mah must keep quiet. And since mama is there she came over and pull my ear piece off lor. Haha. 3 times leh. When i told her that i finish talking already. Haha. So today was my chinese paper1. I did the topic that my teacher teach before one. But i think that my letter is better than my compo. But compo is 50 marks. I should do better for my compo lor. =[ Haha. I didn't go home after the exam i stay in school till 12.30pm. Haha. Didn't go for the Overseas Exchange Programe brefing nor did i go for tuition today. =] The brefing not many people went and the most of the teachers also never go. They are all very busy with writing comments for the end of year report book. And i was at the foyer at around 12pm. Then some people is doing math. Then they bully their teacher lor. Mr Ong (young one). Haha. They hit him, say I LOVE YOU to him and etc. So Goo and me laugh our ass off man. Haha. =] They keep asking him to come out when he went into the staff room already. They call 3 teacher to call him out. Pass one letter to him and ask him come out. Damn funny lor. Haha. They are one group of funny people. =] Heard that Joana's baby Delilah went for the Overseas Exchange Programe brefing and making a lot of chaos there. Haha. Cute to the MAX. Too bad i was not there. If i was there i will join her with the fun. Haha. =] Will be studying like mad this weekend. Also have to get my mental check up done soon. =] Need photocopy my passport too. =]
Currently i am making full use of my friday watching youtbe drams. HOT SHOT! Haha. Tomorrow at 12pm will meet the normal people to go study at Terimal 3. Cool man. It will be the first time going there to study. I am excited. And hopefully i will study some things tomorrow. I am going to be a real mugger now. No joke. Exam is starting real fast. Hai. Exam exam. But although there is stress. It's okay. =] Today is a HAPPY day for me. Haha. Chat with mama. HAPPY HAPPY. =] Haha. She talk to me cause of a reason. Haha. Funny ma. Haha. She wore a new skirt man. Haha. She owe me my rice and than she told me that she farming for the rice. Haha. Farm untill very tired. Funny lor. Haha. =] And i went to the library cause ma is inside. =] Did my work. Didn't know a lot question. Then ask my mama. She also don't know cause she forget. Haha. Funny. Then people called me so i answer and i was listening to music while talking on the phone. So i think i talk too loudly. Then cause in the library mah must keep quiet. And since mama is there she came over and pull my ear piece off lor. Haha. 3 times leh. When i told her that i finish talking already. Haha. So today was my chinese paper1. I did the topic that my teacher teach before one. But i think that my letter is better than my compo. But compo is 50 marks. I should do better for my compo lor. =[ Haha. I didn't go home after the exam i stay in school till 12.30pm. Haha. Didn't go for the Overseas Exchange Programe brefing nor did i go for tuition today. =] The brefing not many people went and the most of the teachers also never go. They are all very busy with writing comments for the end of year report book. And i was at the foyer at around 12pm. Then some people is doing math. Then they bully their teacher lor. Mr Ong (young one). Haha. They hit him, say I LOVE YOU to him and etc. So Goo and me laugh our ass off man. Haha. =] They keep asking him to come out when he went into the staff room already. They call 3 teacher to call him out. Pass one letter to him and ask him come out. Damn funny lor. Haha. They are one group of funny people. =] Heard that Joana's baby Delilah went for the Overseas Exchange Programe brefing and making a lot of chaos there. Haha. Cute to the MAX. Too bad i was not there. If i was there i will join her with the fun. Haha. =] Will be studying like mad this weekend. Also have to get my mental check up done soon. =] Need photocopy my passport too. =]
Thursday, September 18, 2008
MATH
8:58 PM
Exam had started already. And i am not studying for tomorrow exam. Haha. Shall study the format later. Currently waiting for PEOPLE to finish studying then tell me her subjext combination. Haha. Today did math. I am so so so in love with math. Haha. Once i do math i can't stop. Haha. Hope the math paper will be easy. Haha. Math is my life. Haha. Today's exam not that bad. Manage to finish on time. I thought that paper was easy and paper 1 was a little hard. I just hope that for once i can pass my paper2. I don't want to wish for much now. But i will work hard for next year to obtain a better english result. For now i just wish that i can pass. Haha. Hai. I am hungry. Haha.Slowly i am further and further away from you. Now i only wish that i can pass my exam with flying colours. What ever things that are important but i have no choice but to put it aside. I am staying strong. Told her what i feel and i didn't cry upon receiving her reply. I don't really feel anything. And i thought for everything and think that i am silly. Hai. What ever. I want study for math. Haha. I am a crazy girl who love math. Haha. Only math. =]
Exam had started already. And i am not studying for tomorrow exam. Haha. Shall study the format later. Currently waiting for PEOPLE to finish studying then tell me her subjext combination. Haha. Today did math. I am so so so in love with math. Haha. Once i do math i can't stop. Haha. Hope the math paper will be easy. Haha. Math is my life. Haha. Today's exam not that bad. Manage to finish on time. I thought that paper was easy and paper 1 was a little hard. I just hope that for once i can pass my paper2. I don't want to wish for much now. But i will work hard for next year to obtain a better english result. For now i just wish that i can pass. Haha. Hai. I am hungry. Haha.Slowly i am further and further away from you. Now i only wish that i can pass my exam with flying colours. What ever things that are important but i have no choice but to put it aside. I am staying strong. Told her what i feel and i didn't cry upon receiving her reply. I don't really feel anything. And i thought for everything and think that i am silly. Hai. What ever. I want study for math. Haha. I am a crazy girl who love math. Haha. Only math. =]
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
sorry
10:27 PM
It has been a busy week for me. Many things happen. Maybe i will break down tomorrow. Who knows. I just wish that it will come to an end soon.
It has been a busy week for me. Many things happen. Maybe i will break down tomorrow. Who knows. I just wish that it will come to an end soon.
I am very SORRY my dearest.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Random
5:47 PM
Today i wanted to study for my test tomorrow but then i can't get into the mood. I really don't know why but i don't want to do badly for my test. =[ Messaged so many people but none reply. But i don't mind. My hand now is full of 'water bubbles' I don't know what is the name but water bubbles is the direct convertion from the chinese word. I felt randomly sad. For no reason. I maybe is too tired already. I don't want to do anything. Currently at grandma house. Hai. Sadded. =[
Today i wanted to study for my test tomorrow but then i can't get into the mood. I really don't know why but i don't want to do badly for my test. =[ Messaged so many people but none reply. But i don't mind. My hand now is full of 'water bubbles' I don't know what is the name but water bubbles is the direct convertion from the chinese word. I felt randomly sad. For no reason. I maybe is too tired already. I don't want to do anything. Currently at grandma house. Hai. Sadded. =[
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
BUSY
9:00 PM
I am very busy now. So i will not be blogging till i got the time and mood to do so. EOY is coming very soon. I got to buck up my english alot. So i will not come online so often already. Hai. I am already so busy on the 2nd day of school. I do not know how am i going to survive for this week man. Hai. Got to go. Bye. Busy. Hai. I am still quite emo.
I am very busy now. So i will not be blogging till i got the time and mood to do so. EOY is coming very soon. I got to buck up my english alot. So i will not come online so often already. Hai. I am already so busy on the 2nd day of school. I do not know how am i going to survive for this week man. Hai. Got to go. Bye. Busy. Hai. I am still quite emo.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
IT'S THE END!
12:22 PM
While i was reading people's blog. I have a stupid feeling to cry again. Since young or when i am mature i long wanted a elder sister. But i only have a brother. I don't really talk to my brother. And whenever something happen to me or what. Who can i talk to? No one. I don't know how to speak to my mum about the problems i have. I am not that close to her. Finally i found you. But now? You have somehow find me messaging you too much. I am sorry for that. I will not disturb you anymore. I promise. Now i will study until i turn into a nerd or turn mad. Since no one in the world now will allow me to message and talk to. Although i have friends around me. It isn't mean that they can give me the right advise. As friends can be there for you when you is down but they can't really give you the right advise as they are as the same age as you. So i will really not go that far for anyone now. I am tired. After what i have done i will also get this kind of reason in the end. So now i will not message anyone already. I am tired. Twice is enough and i will put a stop to this. Thank you to my friends for talking to me. Thank you Luanne for your concern.
While i was reading people's blog. I have a stupid feeling to cry again. Since young or when i am mature i long wanted a elder sister. But i only have a brother. I don't really talk to my brother. And whenever something happen to me or what. Who can i talk to? No one. I don't know how to speak to my mum about the problems i have. I am not that close to her. Finally i found you. But now? You have somehow find me messaging you too much. I am sorry for that. I will not disturb you anymore. I promise. Now i will study until i turn into a nerd or turn mad. Since no one in the world now will allow me to message and talk to. Although i have friends around me. It isn't mean that they can give me the right advise. As friends can be there for you when you is down but they can't really give you the right advise as they are as the same age as you. So i will really not go that far for anyone now. I am tired. After what i have done i will also get this kind of reason in the end. So now i will not message anyone already. I am tired. Twice is enough and i will put a stop to this. Thank you to my friends for talking to me. Thank you Luanne for your concern.
IT'S THE END!
Friday, September 5, 2008
10:48 PM
I WILL BE STRONG!
will be missing in action for a few days. cause my mood has not turn back to normal yet.
i am very sorry jie. i really don't want to lose you. i promise to stay by a side and not disturb you anymore. i need you to remain as my jie. sorry. ily.
i am currently drinking jolly sandy it's has less than 0.5% of alcohol in it. i hope it will help to chill me a little. if i can drink i will drink.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
sorry
8:39 PM
I am very down now. I am very sorry. I don't wish to explain what happen. But what you text me. I have not read it. You think i will have the mood to do so. After reading for less then half the message my tears drops. Whatever it is i am sorry. But i hope that we still can be friend or you still can be my jie. I didn't mean anything. I am sorry. What you wrote in the message will be kept in my heart. I can't erase it off. It's like a tattoo. I am quite upset about what you say. If you really think that is the case then ignore my message. I have been through this for twice already. After what you say i will not have any topic to talk to you already. Just like the last time. Bye. Erm. I don't know if jie is angry with me or what but she never reply my message. I scare she angry. =[ If she is angry then i will be damn sad. =[ Now my face is =[. Hope she will reply me. If not really i will be sad and be emo for like damn long can. Oh my god. =[ I can't smile now. Not at this momment when jie jie might be angry with me. I don't want she to be angry. =[ Oh my god. What can i do? =[ Arghhh. Ok. I will not put my blog as private any more. =[ I can't stop thinking that jie jie might or is angry with me. I am damn sad now. Help. =[ =[ =[ =[ I feel so bad. If jie is angry cause i want go visit her when she is busy. Oh my god. Please reply my message. =[ I will never ask to go visit her anymore. =[ I am very sad. Shall not blog till night or when jie reply me. If she never reply me HOW? OH MY GOD! =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ I want to cry liao. =[ =[ I have send 2 message to you. And you did't reply any. I am really very sorry. I mean what i say in the message Please forgive me. I am SORRY very SORRY! Sorry to make you angry. Sorry. Tell me what can i do to make you not angry and i will do it. I don't want to lose you cause of this. You have never treat me like that. =[ JIE JIE. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU. PLEASE REPLY ME!
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I am very down now. I am very sorry. I don't wish to explain what happen. But what you text me. I have not read it. You think i will have the mood to do so. After reading for less then half the message my tears drops. Whatever it is i am sorry. But i hope that we still can be friend or you still can be my jie. I didn't mean anything. I am sorry. What you wrote in the message will be kept in my heart. I can't erase it off. It's like a tattoo. I am quite upset about what you say. If you really think that is the case then ignore my message. I have been through this for twice already. After what you say i will not have any topic to talk to you already. Just like the last time. Bye. Erm. I don't know if jie is angry with me or what but she never reply my message. I scare she angry. =[ If she is angry then i will be damn sad. =[ Now my face is =[. Hope she will reply me. If not really i will be sad and be emo for like damn long can. Oh my god. =[ I can't smile now. Not at this momment when jie jie might be angry with me. I don't want she to be angry. =[ Oh my god. What can i do? =[ Arghhh. Ok. I will not put my blog as private any more. =[ I can't stop thinking that jie jie might or is angry with me. I am damn sad now. Help. =[ =[ =[ =[ I feel so bad. If jie is angry cause i want go visit her when she is busy. Oh my god. Please reply my message. =[ I will never ask to go visit her anymore. =[ I am very sad. Shall not blog till night or when jie reply me. If she never reply me HOW? OH MY GOD! =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ I want to cry liao. =[ =[ I have send 2 message to you. And you did't reply any. I am really very sorry. I mean what i say in the message Please forgive me. I am SORRY very SORRY! Sorry to make you angry. Sorry. Tell me what can i do to make you not angry and i will do it. I don't want to lose you cause of this. You have never treat me like that. =[ JIE JIE. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU. PLEASE REPLY ME!
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Half of the holiday gone.
7:42 PM
Okay. Today is the third day of my holiday already. And i haven started my homework. Arghhh. But today i went for chemistry tutorial which almost kill me. It was boring lah. Oh my god. Then when i talk to my friend i get scolding? Arghh. Lucky it is only 1 hour 30 mintues. Haha. So after tutorial i went home to change and off to Bugis. Haha. I bought 3 new shirts today. Hehe. I shall not wear it till EOP. Haha. =] Then i nearly bought a bag. School bag which caught my eyes. It's from nike. And i nearly get it. But it was the last piece and my mum say the quality no good. So didn't buy it. And then the sales women sucks leh. She gave my mum a black face when she told her that we are not buying it. Arghh. Freak. So finish shopping already. =] Prepare to go home and guess who i saw. I saw Miss Soh with her boyfriend i think. Haha. Second time. Oh my god. But this time she saw me and wave to me. The other time she did not saw me. Haha. =] So went home. =] Then now converting song. =] Haha. Updating my Ipod. =]
Okay. Today is the third day of my holiday already. And i haven started my homework. Arghhh. But today i went for chemistry tutorial which almost kill me. It was boring lah. Oh my god. Then when i talk to my friend i get scolding? Arghh. Lucky it is only 1 hour 30 mintues. Haha. So after tutorial i went home to change and off to Bugis. Haha. I bought 3 new shirts today. Hehe. I shall not wear it till EOP. Haha. =] Then i nearly bought a bag. School bag which caught my eyes. It's from nike. And i nearly get it. But it was the last piece and my mum say the quality no good. So didn't buy it. And then the sales women sucks leh. She gave my mum a black face when she told her that we are not buying it. Arghh. Freak. So finish shopping already. =] Prepare to go home and guess who i saw. I saw Miss Soh with her boyfriend i think. Haha. Second time. Oh my god. But this time she saw me and wave to me. The other time she did not saw me. Haha. =] So went home. =] Then now converting song. =] Haha. Updating my Ipod. =]
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
TIRED
9:23 PM
I can imagine that i am getting tired even it is holiday now. Cause i am having tutorial and stuff to do in the morning. Like monday got to wake up early to go school for tutorial and today to go meet my junior to teach her math. And wa lao she ar. Look at people do ice cream only. Hai. And teach her math can die lor. She (Shiping) keep on Weeting only. Hai. So i spend like 4 hours with them and i didn't finish one homework. Oh god. Hai. Got to do homework already. Hai. I got damn lot of chinese homework lah. What the hell. Shit. Then now have tuition homework and also got math homework. Oh my god. Hai. I am getting lazy to blog already. Hehe. Shall go and check for homework now. Bye.
I can imagine that i am getting tired even it is holiday now. Cause i am having tutorial and stuff to do in the morning. Like monday got to wake up early to go school for tutorial and today to go meet my junior to teach her math. And wa lao she ar. Look at people do ice cream only. Hai. And teach her math can die lor. She (Shiping) keep on Weeting only. Hai. So i spend like 4 hours with them and i didn't finish one homework. Oh god. Hai. Got to do homework already. Hai. I got damn lot of chinese homework lah. What the hell. Shit. Then now have tuition homework and also got math homework. Oh my god. Hai. I am getting lazy to blog already. Hehe. Shall go and check for homework now. Bye.
Monday, September 1, 2008
HAI
11:18 PM
My good mood is destory by my mum? Wa lao eh. I study till so hard. Like no tomorrow. Then now holiday i want go out do work also cannot. Wa lao. What is this. I am really very sad now. I want to cry already. Kao. NOw must do house work during holiday. Wa lao. Say i keep using computer. Wa lao. What is like. You (my mum) very what leh. I girl so must do house work ar? Now guys and girls same same liao leh. What the hell. Kao. Jie is busy then who can i talk to? My wall? Ya i will turn mad soon. Enough is enough. One day i will run away. Serious. I have never been so down before ok? Hai. Like tomorrow i go out is to do my work and to teach my junior lah. What the hell. Like that also wrong. Kill me lah. Kill me. Kill me NOW. Today is TEACHER'S DAY! And i have to reach school by 9am. So i woke up at 8am. Haha. Then reach school. And when i reach school. Miss Gwen also just reach school by taxi. Haha. She and her PINK bag. =] So tutorial is at 4a4 classroom. So lesson was alright lah. Haha. Understand here and there. Haha. But i don't understand how to draw graph. Arghhh. So around 10am+ everyone was tired already. That include me lah. So ask for break. But teacher only give 15min break. Haha. But that is not enough for me. Haha. Cause my friends and i went to central to eat. Hehe. I ate CHICKEN RICE. Hehe. Then bought Bubble tea and i owe PRISTINE $1. Haha. I am damn full can? Haha. =] So walk back to school. Is like 30mins+ pass already. Haha. But who cares. Haha So back to class. And i don't have the mood to study already. =] Hehe. Then at the end of the lesson cause i bought party popper. I gave some to my classmates and we 'pop' at Miss Gwen. Haha. Damn funny lor. No one took video. =[ Hai. Sadded. Then everyone went home but i stay back to chit chat abit. Haha. So chat till the EOP trip. Haha. Talk quite alot lah. So cool. So after that actually Goo and friends want find HER to talk to and solve problem one but she say she got something on and got to go home. -_- So lame. Hai. Then Luanna, AmandaGoo, Clarissa and i went to white sand. We shop abit and went to Burger King and study. Study till 3pm+ and went to Luanne's house. Then during the study time FF came over. Haha. Chit chat abit. Haha. At Luanne's house we keep web cam-ing people lor. Mainly Joana and Miss Gwen. We webcam Joana like for the whole stay at the house. She so lifeless one. Haha. 2 hours of webcam. At least we got webcam Miss Gwen. But Miss Gwen not fun one she dun have webcam and then she reply so slow. Haha. Today teacher's day so entertain her. Hehe. So went home at 6pm+. And reach home at 7pm+. Haha. I message and wish all the teacher's (those which i have their number) a HAPPY TEACHER's DAY! =] Hehe. So now am i blogging. Got to go. Brother need the computer. =]
My good mood is destory by my mum? Wa lao eh. I study till so hard. Like no tomorrow. Then now holiday i want go out do work also cannot. Wa lao. What is this. I am really very sad now. I want to cry already. Kao. NOw must do house work during holiday. Wa lao. Say i keep using computer. Wa lao. What is like. You (my mum) very what leh. I girl so must do house work ar? Now guys and girls same same liao leh. What the hell. Kao. Jie is busy then who can i talk to? My wall? Ya i will turn mad soon. Enough is enough. One day i will run away. Serious. I have never been so down before ok? Hai. Like tomorrow i go out is to do my work and to teach my junior lah. What the hell. Like that also wrong. Kill me lah. Kill me. Kill me NOW. Today is TEACHER'S DAY! And i have to reach school by 9am. So i woke up at 8am. Haha. Then reach school. And when i reach school. Miss Gwen also just reach school by taxi. Haha. She and her PINK bag. =] So tutorial is at 4a4 classroom. So lesson was alright lah. Haha. Understand here and there. Haha. But i don't understand how to draw graph. Arghhh. So around 10am+ everyone was tired already. That include me lah. So ask for break. But teacher only give 15min break. Haha. But that is not enough for me. Haha. Cause my friends and i went to central to eat. Hehe. I ate CHICKEN RICE. Hehe. Then bought Bubble tea and i owe PRISTINE $1. Haha. I am damn full can? Haha. =] So walk back to school. Is like 30mins+ pass already. Haha. But who cares. Haha So back to class. And i don't have the mood to study already. =] Hehe. Then at the end of the lesson cause i bought party popper. I gave some to my classmates and we 'pop' at Miss Gwen. Haha. Damn funny lor. No one took video. =[ Hai. Sadded. Then everyone went home but i stay back to chit chat abit. Haha. So chat till the EOP trip. Haha. Talk quite alot lah. So cool. So after that actually Goo and friends want find HER to talk to and solve problem one but she say she got something on and got to go home. -_- So lame. Hai. Then Luanna, AmandaGoo, Clarissa and i went to white sand. We shop abit and went to Burger King and study. Study till 3pm+ and went to Luanne's house. Then during the study time FF came over. Haha. Chit chat abit. Haha. At Luanne's house we keep web cam-ing people lor. Mainly Joana and Miss Gwen. We webcam Joana like for the whole stay at the house. She so lifeless one. Haha. 2 hours of webcam. At least we got webcam Miss Gwen. But Miss Gwen not fun one she dun have webcam and then she reply so slow. Haha. Today teacher's day so entertain her. Hehe. So went home at 6pm+. And reach home at 7pm+. Haha. I message and wish all the teacher's (those which i have their number) a HAPPY TEACHER's DAY! =] Hehe. So now am i blogging. Got to go. Brother need the computer. =]
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!
(taken by AMANDAGOO)
