Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Is stress going to take over me?
6:41 PM
Stress is soon going to take away me.
Yesterday saw .. then went up to her and speak to her.
Talk about what is happening to me.
She counseled me.
Explaining to me each and every problem that i told her.
It makes some sense but i still cannot be stress free.
My tears dropped.
She got shock and told me to stop crying.
She say later people thought she bully me.
I stop after a while.
She just pad me on my head lightly
The pad warms my heart.
It has been long since i last spoken to her.
But the care from her to me has never change.
Wanted to talk to her again today.
Cause there is a important thing and i need help.
But she is too busy.
I end up finishing all my homework in school.
Didn't had lunch.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day for me.
I shouldn't have blog during weekdays.
But i am quite free this 2 days.
As i finish my homework in school.
People tell me not to be stress and ask me to relax and go distress.
But i am sorry.
I can't.
Things is not sorted out in my mind.
I am afraid that i will break down soon. :-(
I have been crying since Monday.
This is the first time.
I let stress take over me.
I hope this will be last time.
I have been taking many deep breaths.
To calm myself down.
Stress is soon going to take away me.
Yesterday saw .. then went up to her and speak to her.
Talk about what is happening to me.
She counseled me.
Explaining to me each and every problem that i told her.
It makes some sense but i still cannot be stress free.
My tears dropped.
She got shock and told me to stop crying.
She say later people thought she bully me.
I stop after a while.
She just pad me on my head lightly
The pad warms my heart.
It has been long since i last spoken to her.
But the care from her to me has never change.
Wanted to talk to her again today.
Cause there is a important thing and i need help.
But she is too busy.
I end up finishing all my homework in school.
Didn't had lunch.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day for me.
I shouldn't have blog during weekdays.
But i am quite free this 2 days.
As i finish my homework in school.
People tell me not to be stress and ask me to relax and go distress.
But i am sorry.
I can't.
Things is not sorted out in my mind.
I am afraid that i will break down soon. :-(
I have been crying since Monday.
This is the first time.
I let stress take over me.
I hope this will be last time.
I have been taking many deep breaths.
To calm myself down.