Saturday, January 3, 2009
Again and again.
11:04 PM
Okay. Argument always starts when my brothers comes home. When he is not at home there will be peace and silence. It really piss me off when my brother is at home lah. Idiot sia. Talk to my mum when my brother is at home i will always get scolded cause she will vend her anger on me. Idiot. Arghhh. But when my mum and i is alone she will treat me very nice. Arghhh. I really hate it can. Thanks for your confort and concern. :) I am having headache again. :( What's wrong with the both of them sia. It really make me sad whenever there is a argument. Cause always i will become the victim for no reason. I hate it the night time most. :( I hardly speak at night cause i at night will get scolded for no reason when i speak. :( I need to speak to ......... soon. Heard that she is a good listener. And i think i will shock her when i tell her about this? Hai.
There will not be a smile on my face at night.
I will not speak at night.
I will always have headache at night.
One day i will really run away.
But run till where?
There is no place that i can run to.
Someone tell me what to do.
I want to study but i can't.
There is no peace in my house.
How can i study in this kind of environment?
Okay. Argument always starts when my brothers comes home. When he is not at home there will be peace and silence. It really piss me off when my brother is at home lah. Idiot sia. Talk to my mum when my brother is at home i will always get scolded cause she will vend her anger on me. Idiot. Arghhh. But when my mum and i is alone she will treat me very nice. Arghhh. I really hate it can. Thanks for your confort and concern. :) I am having headache again. :( What's wrong with the both of them sia. It really make me sad whenever there is a argument. Cause always i will become the victim for no reason. I hate it the night time most. :( I hardly speak at night cause i at night will get scolded for no reason when i speak. :( I need to speak to ......... soon. Heard that she is a good listener. And i think i will shock her when i tell her about this? Hai.
There will not be a smile on my face at night.
I will not speak at night.
I will always have headache at night.
One day i will really run away.
But run till where?
There is no place that i can run to.
Someone tell me what to do.
I want to study but i can't.
There is no peace in my house.
How can i study in this kind of environment?