Thursday, November 6, 2008
I wonder if i....
3:41 PM
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While i am looking through facebook and friendster. I felt a sudden sadness out of some where. The cause of it is because that things already change alot. I really miss the pass. Just one year and things change in a speed of the rocket. Now all that the both of you care is about ......... I am tired already. Tired of sending out messages that will not have a reply. I will wait like an idiot for the reply back in the end after 1 day there is still no reply. So should i just give up? Having a last request from the both of you, both of you also didn't give me a reply. so this is what i get for all that i do for both of you? Hai. Maybe time will change everything for both of you, but it is hard for time to change things in my life. Once i am doing certain thing i will not stop without a reason. I will not stop till i get a reason for stopping. I hope that both of you can do what you say. Cause last year both of you told me that things will not change no matter what cause we still can keep in contact. But things did change now. And we are not keeping in contact. My last wish before the 3 of us become very busy next year is to go out together again to celebrate one of you all birthday. I had tried my best already. If really my this wish cannot come true. Then maybe we will never go out anymore. I think the both of you know the reason better then me.
~ i will be waiting for the day to come but the days for it to be fulfil is going to end soon.
I am wondering if i will miss my family when i am going to China or not. Maybe i will miss my bed and singapore's food. As for my family maybe a little. Cause you see lah. My family members everyday argue and scold each other. When then my ears will be free of noise? Maybe when i am sleeping ba. Hai. But most of the time no. Hai. The Korea trip people are back already. Heard from them that it is fun over there and it is quite cold for them on the first day when they reach there. Lets hope that when i am in China it will not be that cold. Haha. I cannot stand coldness one. Haha. Got to go pack my room later. My mum is nagging about it. She keep saying that my room has one thick layer of dust. Hai. No choice liao. Since she say untill like that already. Hai. Oh ya. I got to start writing a shopping list. Cause i scare i will forget to buy things for people. And i think the shopping list most of the things i got to buy are for my friends lor. Cause my family all don't want any present from me. Haha. They give me money to spent but they don't want anything from me. Hai. I will paiseh one lor. Take their money liao but never buy for them anything. Almost my mother's side whole family had gave me money already. But i am not going to bring all the money there lah. I will wait for my dad to be back and wait for him to change money for me. :D Hehe. Like that i don't need use those money that my uncle and grandparents give me. :D Hehe. Can save and maybe next year birthday chalet? Haha.
~ 8 days till China trip.
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While i am looking through facebook and friendster. I felt a sudden sadness out of some where. The cause of it is because that things already change alot. I really miss the pass. Just one year and things change in a speed of the rocket. Now all that the both of you care is about ......... I am tired already. Tired of sending out messages that will not have a reply. I will wait like an idiot for the reply back in the end after 1 day there is still no reply. So should i just give up? Having a last request from the both of you, both of you also didn't give me a reply. so this is what i get for all that i do for both of you? Hai. Maybe time will change everything for both of you, but it is hard for time to change things in my life. Once i am doing certain thing i will not stop without a reason. I will not stop till i get a reason for stopping. I hope that both of you can do what you say. Cause last year both of you told me that things will not change no matter what cause we still can keep in contact. But things did change now. And we are not keeping in contact. My last wish before the 3 of us become very busy next year is to go out together again to celebrate one of you all birthday. I had tried my best already. If really my this wish cannot come true. Then maybe we will never go out anymore. I think the both of you know the reason better then me.
~ i will be waiting for the day to come but the days for it to be fulfil is going to end soon.
I am wondering if i will miss my family when i am going to China or not. Maybe i will miss my bed and singapore's food. As for my family maybe a little. Cause you see lah. My family members everyday argue and scold each other. When then my ears will be free of noise? Maybe when i am sleeping ba. Hai. But most of the time no. Hai. The Korea trip people are back already. Heard from them that it is fun over there and it is quite cold for them on the first day when they reach there. Lets hope that when i am in China it will not be that cold. Haha. I cannot stand coldness one. Haha. Got to go pack my room later. My mum is nagging about it. She keep saying that my room has one thick layer of dust. Hai. No choice liao. Since she say untill like that already. Hai. Oh ya. I got to start writing a shopping list. Cause i scare i will forget to buy things for people. And i think the shopping list most of the things i got to buy are for my friends lor. Cause my family all don't want any present from me. Haha. They give me money to spent but they don't want anything from me. Hai. I will paiseh one lor. Take their money liao but never buy for them anything. Almost my mother's side whole family had gave me money already. But i am not going to bring all the money there lah. I will wait for my dad to be back and wait for him to change money for me. :D Hehe. Like that i don't need use those money that my uncle and grandparents give me. :D Hehe. Can save and maybe next year birthday chalet? Haha.
~ 8 days till China trip.