Friday, October 10, 2008
SIAN!!!
11:52 AM
Today a pupil release day today isn't a good thing for me. Cause that means i will be at home whole day getting scolded by my MUM. She just can't give me a break. Before exam she will keep quiet beside asking whether i will sill get 6 A1 for her. And now after exam all her nonsense come out already. Scold me for not eating breakfast ( no mood to eat what. what can you do). Fuck lah. When did i complain to you say i got gastric. It's has been long since i last get gastric lor. What will you do when i tell you i am sick or what. You will just say go eat medicine lah. When will you ever ask me to see a doctor. Nia you will only ask your SON to go see a doctor when he is sick. And like now i am down with a flu. You scold me say i never take enough food to get the nutrients i need. Oh whatever. I am tired of it. Whatever that is wrong with me you will only ask me to wait till it recover by itself. When did you show concern to me? Not once at all. You like your son so much then ask him to get 6 A1 for you don't ask me to get for you. It's too much. You only will make use of me to show off to your friend only when you need it. I am not a good that you give birth to, just to show off. I am a human being i am your daughter. Don't like me? Don't want me? Just say. I will live by myself. ALONE. I don't care what age am i. I will be independent. Trust me. I am getting tired of this kind of live. Everyday get scolding and nagging from you. But whatever your son do n scolding no nagging. I can simply tell out all the bad things that he had done. But i didn't. I kept it down inside my heart. I told no one about all this i type. I don't want people to pity me. Like now. My brother is having his 'O' level. You buy all those rubbish stuff for him to eat. To let him be smarter? Cleverer? You didn't ask me to eat me. And do you think i will take it by my own to eat. NO! What if i get a scolding from you. Oh it is nonsense lah. I am having lots of exam stress and i think you know. But what you do? Nothing you never give me any good food. But HE get everything. I am tired. I see those things you bought for him. I felt sad. Everything that i own is bought by myself but your son thing's is bought by you. Everyday you say that i am rich. So what if i am rich. I am saving for my further studies. Oh whatever scold me as much as you want. Let my sickness get more serious. Your concern is only for your SON. STUPID FLU YOU BETTER STAY WITH ME FOREVER. THE BEST IS MAKE ME DIE. AND I WANT TO SEE WHAT MY MUM WILL DO AFTER I DIE. Give my brother more money? Take away all my saving? Haha. All of that WILL HAPPEN. I study not for you to show off. Do you see me being happy when you took my result and show it off? NO. You is only making use of me. But i will continue to maintain my result. Get it right. I AM NOT STUDYING FOR YOU. I AM DOING IT FOR MYSELF. I WILL GET INTO A GOOD JC AND UNIVERSITY. Just do what you want. Show off lah. Like i care. I just kept quiet.
by the way today is pristine's birthday so......
Today a pupil release day today isn't a good thing for me. Cause that means i will be at home whole day getting scolded by my MUM. She just can't give me a break. Before exam she will keep quiet beside asking whether i will sill get 6 A1 for her. And now after exam all her nonsense come out already. Scold me for not eating breakfast ( no mood to eat what. what can you do). Fuck lah. When did i complain to you say i got gastric. It's has been long since i last get gastric lor. What will you do when i tell you i am sick or what. You will just say go eat medicine lah. When will you ever ask me to see a doctor. Nia you will only ask your SON to go see a doctor when he is sick. And like now i am down with a flu. You scold me say i never take enough food to get the nutrients i need. Oh whatever. I am tired of it. Whatever that is wrong with me you will only ask me to wait till it recover by itself. When did you show concern to me? Not once at all. You like your son so much then ask him to get 6 A1 for you don't ask me to get for you. It's too much. You only will make use of me to show off to your friend only when you need it. I am not a good that you give birth to, just to show off. I am a human being i am your daughter. Don't like me? Don't want me? Just say. I will live by myself. ALONE. I don't care what age am i. I will be independent. Trust me. I am getting tired of this kind of live. Everyday get scolding and nagging from you. But whatever your son do n scolding no nagging. I can simply tell out all the bad things that he had done. But i didn't. I kept it down inside my heart. I told no one about all this i type. I don't want people to pity me. Like now. My brother is having his 'O' level. You buy all those rubbish stuff for him to eat. To let him be smarter? Cleverer? You didn't ask me to eat me. And do you think i will take it by my own to eat. NO! What if i get a scolding from you. Oh it is nonsense lah. I am having lots of exam stress and i think you know. But what you do? Nothing you never give me any good food. But HE get everything. I am tired. I see those things you bought for him. I felt sad. Everything that i own is bought by myself but your son thing's is bought by you. Everyday you say that i am rich. So what if i am rich. I am saving for my further studies. Oh whatever scold me as much as you want. Let my sickness get more serious. Your concern is only for your SON. STUPID FLU YOU BETTER STAY WITH ME FOREVER. THE BEST IS MAKE ME DIE. AND I WANT TO SEE WHAT MY MUM WILL DO AFTER I DIE. Give my brother more money? Take away all my saving? Haha. All of that WILL HAPPEN. I study not for you to show off. Do you see me being happy when you took my result and show it off? NO. You is only making use of me. But i will continue to maintain my result. Get it right. I AM NOT STUDYING FOR YOU. I AM DOING IT FOR MYSELF. I WILL GET INTO A GOOD JC AND UNIVERSITY. Just do what you want. Show off lah. Like i care. I just kept quiet.
by the way today is pristine's birthday so......
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY PRISTINE WONG. =]
*sing* happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to pristine. happy birthday to you. =] happy 15th birthday babe. =]