Monday, October 27, 2008
Hai.
2:39 PM
Why do i everytime have this kind of stupid problems. My mum just woke up and scold me. What i do wrong? Did i did wrong anything? I have to bare with everything that she says No matter is she is good or bad mood. Good mood then she teach me like a princess. Then bad mood treat me like shit. I want my dad. I don't want to be here anymore. What ever you say to me is rubbish. What i did wrong. What i did wrong. You just woke up and scold me. Is it fun. Brother can stand you cause when he rise his voice at you he will not get scolded but me. I will get scolded. So i must as well just keep my mouth shut form now onwards. What ever you say is correct. I wrong. I will never make you happy. Plus you only care about your face. You ony ask me about my result is not because you care about me. Cause you want to tell the whole world. You want tell people your children very smart. And you will only tell people that my result is good when people's children also is showing off their children's result. But when they not showing off the result. You will then bring brother's name out. Tell people that he is very good in music and etc. That is your main aim of having a children. TO SHOW OFF. Have you realy did something good for the both of us. No. You kept saying you did alot for the family. Yes you did. All you did is to clean up the place and cook for us. Other then that we are suppose to do it ourself. Did we say anything about that no. For example my friend. They family has 4 siblings. Her mother did all the housework and etc. And her house also very clean what. Why you can't do it? Plus her family is much bigger then ours. Her mother can help then clean the house , wash their clothes, iron their clothes. Why can't you. You tell me we got to learn to do all this. But do you know that it is very tiring. After a long day in school then you go home need to do your homework till very late then after that you still goit to iron your own clothes before you can rest. I am not a very strong person. Oh whatever. I will keep my mouth shut for today. Tomorrow got CCA and tutorial.
~tata
18 days to china.
Why do i everytime have this kind of stupid problems. My mum just woke up and scold me. What i do wrong? Did i did wrong anything? I have to bare with everything that she says No matter is she is good or bad mood. Good mood then she teach me like a princess. Then bad mood treat me like shit. I want my dad. I don't want to be here anymore. What ever you say to me is rubbish. What i did wrong. What i did wrong. You just woke up and scold me. Is it fun. Brother can stand you cause when he rise his voice at you he will not get scolded but me. I will get scolded. So i must as well just keep my mouth shut form now onwards. What ever you say is correct. I wrong. I will never make you happy. Plus you only care about your face. You ony ask me about my result is not because you care about me. Cause you want to tell the whole world. You want tell people your children very smart. And you will only tell people that my result is good when people's children also is showing off their children's result. But when they not showing off the result. You will then bring brother's name out. Tell people that he is very good in music and etc. That is your main aim of having a children. TO SHOW OFF. Have you realy did something good for the both of us. No. You kept saying you did alot for the family. Yes you did. All you did is to clean up the place and cook for us. Other then that we are suppose to do it ourself. Did we say anything about that no. For example my friend. They family has 4 siblings. Her mother did all the housework and etc. And her house also very clean what. Why you can't do it? Plus her family is much bigger then ours. Her mother can help then clean the house , wash their clothes, iron their clothes. Why can't you. You tell me we got to learn to do all this. But do you know that it is very tiring. After a long day in school then you go home need to do your homework till very late then after that you still goit to iron your own clothes before you can rest. I am not a very strong person. Oh whatever. I will keep my mouth shut for today. Tomorrow got CCA and tutorial.
~tata
18 days to china.