Friday, July 11, 2008
What a bad FRIDAY
11:26 PM
Today was a bad day for me. I broke down two times in a day plus it's in the school. Due to the late night i had yesterday i didn't have enough sleep and was not feeling very well today morning. So during EMath class one of the classmate keeps singing songs and etc. Which is making me angry cause i really wanted peace. So the first few times i ask him to stop but he didn't. Than i cannot take it anymore. And i was asking my teacher a question. So i ask my teacher to stop and i turn back and shouted at him. I broke down at that moment. He was finally quiet? So my class saw me crying. After that it was not that bad cause i tried to control myself and was not feeling that piss anymore. So after school when out to eat cause hungry. But was late for guitar cause we was eating too slowly. We got caught for bringing BUBBLE TEA into the coffee shop? So went back and guitars was out and chairs was on stage to mark out the positions. Before going to the hall Gabriel came back. :) So at foyer saw PAPA. :) Chat with her. Than 'argue' abit. But she always win me one cause i will give in to what she say. :) I am a good daughter. :) Than she told me she know what happen during the Keng Hang chalet last Saturday. I shouldn't had told MA what happen cause she cannot keep secert one. Both of them will share this and that one. :( So in the hall bump into both of them. Chat with them than PA say i growing taller? When in reality i never. It's beacuse both of you too long never saw me and talk to me already. It was happy for me today for that few moments only. Blah blah blah. COL rehearsal was quite okay today. Not too bad. But just somethings happen that makes me once again piss off. Firstly it was my NEW HISTORY TEACHER who told me that why am i asking my guitar members to go into the hall when we are to play the song outside the hall to let the dancers dance. For your information. No one told us about it. We was just told that after the rehearsal ends we got to stay back for 30mins we didn't know that it was that time okay? So i never argue and ask my members to move out again. When i am the one who will get scolded by people saying i make them carry guitar in and out and get scolded by the teacher. Blah blah blah. Second round was better. End at 6pm. Kept guitars. Okay this is the part which makes me piss off. And i will not say what happen her. It just piss me off. Some people know the reason. So i was wanting to cry in the dance studio but i stop and lock the room, return keys to teacher and wanted to go off. But the people was waiting outside the room to be dismiss. So no mattr how pis am i, i still went back and told them that they was dismiss. So after being dismiss i saw my PAPA again. So i seat beside her. Without talking until she say finish all her BYES to people sayin bye to her. I finally can't control myself and broke down once again. I cried not more than 5 mins cause i scared PA will be very worried. Actually i wanted to call MA but since PA was in school i went up to her. : So i didn't tell PA the reason why i cried today but i will if i saw her again. Will telll her in private. But MA sure will know one. Hai. Never mind. I just wish that this can come to an end soon. I am getting sick and tire dof this. This is not i want. I miss my PA and MA. With them by my side nothing like this will happen.
Today was a bad day for me. I broke down two times in a day plus it's in the school. Due to the late night i had yesterday i didn't have enough sleep and was not feeling very well today morning. So during EMath class one of the classmate keeps singing songs and etc. Which is making me angry cause i really wanted peace. So the first few times i ask him to stop but he didn't. Than i cannot take it anymore. And i was asking my teacher a question. So i ask my teacher to stop and i turn back and shouted at him. I broke down at that moment. He was finally quiet? So my class saw me crying. After that it was not that bad cause i tried to control myself and was not feeling that piss anymore. So after school when out to eat cause hungry. But was late for guitar cause we was eating too slowly. We got caught for bringing BUBBLE TEA into the coffee shop? So went back and guitars was out and chairs was on stage to mark out the positions. Before going to the hall Gabriel came back. :) So at foyer saw PAPA. :) Chat with her. Than 'argue' abit. But she always win me one cause i will give in to what she say. :) I am a good daughter. :) Than she told me she know what happen during the Keng Hang chalet last Saturday. I shouldn't had told MA what happen cause she cannot keep secert one. Both of them will share this and that one. :( So in the hall bump into both of them. Chat with them than PA say i growing taller? When in reality i never. It's beacuse both of you too long never saw me and talk to me already. It was happy for me today for that few moments only. Blah blah blah. COL rehearsal was quite okay today. Not too bad. But just somethings happen that makes me once again piss off. Firstly it was my NEW HISTORY TEACHER who told me that why am i asking my guitar members to go into the hall when we are to play the song outside the hall to let the dancers dance. For your information. No one told us about it. We was just told that after the rehearsal ends we got to stay back for 30mins we didn't know that it was that time okay? So i never argue and ask my members to move out again. When i am the one who will get scolded by people saying i make them carry guitar in and out and get scolded by the teacher. Blah blah blah. Second round was better. End at 6pm. Kept guitars. Okay this is the part which makes me piss off. And i will not say what happen her. It just piss me off. Some people know the reason. So i was wanting to cry in the dance studio but i stop and lock the room, return keys to teacher and wanted to go off. But the people was waiting outside the room to be dismiss. So no mattr how pis am i, i still went back and told them that they was dismiss. So after being dismiss i saw my PAPA again. So i seat beside her. Without talking until she say finish all her BYES to people sayin bye to her. I finally can't control myself and broke down once again. I cried not more than 5 mins cause i scared PA will be very worried. Actually i wanted to call MA but since PA was in school i went up to her. : So i didn't tell PA the reason why i cried today but i will if i saw her again. Will telll her in private. But MA sure will know one. Hai. Never mind. I just wish that this can come to an end soon. I am getting sick and tire dof this. This is not i want. I miss my PA and MA. With them by my side nothing like this will happen.