Monday, July 28, 2008
Like or Dislike?
6:12 PM
Both of you hurt my deeply. I gave what i can to both of you. I did to the max that i can. What did i get back? What i get back is some stupid things can? I miss both of you like so BADLY. You think i really like to disturb both of you? You think that i got nothing better to do? Sorry lor. I am very busy. But i very long never talk to you liao so i start a topic with you. But what i get back is like what i have say is nothing lor. You can just simply ignore. Thank you ar Thank you. You can like simply skip what i talk to you about lor. You think very fun ar? You know or not when i saw that thing. I get hurt how badly. Do you know or not. You are hurting me. I nearly cried when i saw that i feel so hurt. I felt that what i had done for both of use is a waste of time. I cried so much for you when you left you know? I done so much for you. I try to do everything i can to make you happy. Now what i get back is NOTHING. You know what i feel like shouting at you but i can't i don't wish to spoil the relationship of ours. Maybe it's time for me to stop wating so much from both of you. Maybe is my fault. So just take it is my fault. I am tired already i got no more energy for all this now. Things are getting harder for me now. Studies is not as good as last time already. I can't study like last time anymore. Can't listen properly in class. Can't get things in my mind. Can't understand HISTORY. Although i need YOU back but HELLO i talk to YOU like don't know how many f***ing times and you don't even care. So i think i should stop now. I am super sick of it already. All i have to say is IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LET GO. If not i will get so stress up and turn mad one day. Enough of all this SHIT already. I will just stick to my current JIE. She the one who is always be there for me. Thank you Jie. I LOVE MY MA PA JIE. :) <3>I want to hold you tight. Don't leave me. Jie's leaving soon. I want to hold her tight in my hands so i will not be down again. I don't want the feeling of losing people. I hate the feeling. Jie promise not to leave me alone okay? I don't want to be lonely. I wish that i can have a Jie and you will be my one and only. :) I will be a good mei. :) Losing people once is enough. Jie please don't let me lose you. :) But i trust you cause you came back after a year. I am so happy and shock when i know you is coming back. Thank you. Too much things had been happening to me. I can't trust people like last time anymore. Please please stop all this shit from happening to me. By the way please don't let me dislike you. You know what come out from your mouth just sucks? Nothing sounds correct you know. I don't wish that one day i will scold you lor. Please stop all this SHIT from happening. Enough is enough.
Both of you hurt my deeply. I gave what i can to both of you. I did to the max that i can. What did i get back? What i get back is some stupid things can? I miss both of you like so BADLY. You think i really like to disturb both of you? You think that i got nothing better to do? Sorry lor. I am very busy. But i very long never talk to you liao so i start a topic with you. But what i get back is like what i have say is nothing lor. You can just simply ignore. Thank you ar Thank you. You can like simply skip what i talk to you about lor. You think very fun ar? You know or not when i saw that thing. I get hurt how badly. Do you know or not. You are hurting me. I nearly cried when i saw that i feel so hurt. I felt that what i had done for both of use is a waste of time. I cried so much for you when you left you know? I done so much for you. I try to do everything i can to make you happy. Now what i get back is NOTHING. You know what i feel like shouting at you but i can't i don't wish to spoil the relationship of ours. Maybe it's time for me to stop wating so much from both of you. Maybe is my fault. So just take it is my fault. I am tired already i got no more energy for all this now. Things are getting harder for me now. Studies is not as good as last time already. I can't study like last time anymore. Can't listen properly in class. Can't get things in my mind. Can't understand HISTORY. Although i need YOU back but HELLO i talk to YOU like don't know how many f***ing times and you don't even care. So i think i should stop now. I am super sick of it already. All i have to say is IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LET GO. If not i will get so stress up and turn mad one day. Enough of all this SHIT already. I will just stick to my current JIE. She the one who is always be there for me. Thank you Jie. I LOVE MY MA PA JIE. :) <3>I want to hold you tight. Don't leave me. Jie's leaving soon. I want to hold her tight in my hands so i will not be down again. I don't want the feeling of losing people. I hate the feeling. Jie promise not to leave me alone okay? I don't want to be lonely. I wish that i can have a Jie and you will be my one and only. :) I will be a good mei. :) Losing people once is enough. Jie please don't let me lose you. :) But i trust you cause you came back after a year. I am so happy and shock when i know you is coming back. Thank you. Too much things had been happening to me. I can't trust people like last time anymore. Please please stop all this shit from happening to me. By the way please don't let me dislike you. You know what come out from your mouth just sucks? Nothing sounds correct you know. I don't wish that one day i will scold you lor. Please stop all this SHIT from happening. Enough is enough.