Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Out
4:30 AM
Going out soon to meet people than off to BBQ. Haha. Today monday liao and wednesday will be going overseas le. I left only with one day to pack. I miss MA and she's overseas and i also miss PA and MADAM! Argh. Hai. Shall message PA later to talk to her. :D Haha. Madam tomorrow than i message her. I need food i am hungry. Argh. Lazy to bring things leh. I need to bring my phone which is so big, wallet and house key. Argh. Plus i don't wish to bring a bag with me. So everything will be in my pocket. Argh. I am haven late nights every day. Shall go out earier to get some food. :D I have slowly slowly stay away from my phone. Trying hard not to want to message you. If i want i also can't cause now i can;t think of a topic to start with you. I will let off my hands now. After this holiday everything will change and i mean EVERYTHING. I am scared that i will also change my attitude. I don't like to show my attitude cause i know myself. When i show my attitude it means that it is going to last for quite some time and i will dislike the teacher a lot. I am now thinking if i should go to JC or Ploy. It may seems that it's still early back actually it's not. Cause if you have decided where you want to go you can start finding a school which is better in the subject you want to learn. No one can help me. I really don't know where to go. I am lost. I got to maintain my current result and improve on my Humanities and English. Stress will be more soon when school reopens. My family is giving me a lot of stress. Cause i am the only person in the family that have good results. And also i don't want to let my PA, MA, MADAM, JIES see me having bad results. This is only part of my stress not as much as those my family gave me. Got to go out now to get some food. Bye. will try to blog again at night if i am not tired. If you are reading my blog please don't feel bad of what cuase i need a place to say out everything in me.
Going out soon to meet people than off to BBQ. Haha. Today monday liao and wednesday will be going overseas le. I left only with one day to pack. I miss MA and she's overseas and i also miss PA and MADAM! Argh. Hai. Shall message PA later to talk to her. :D Haha. Madam tomorrow than i message her. I need food i am hungry. Argh. Lazy to bring things leh. I need to bring my phone which is so big, wallet and house key. Argh. Plus i don't wish to bring a bag with me. So everything will be in my pocket. Argh. I am haven late nights every day. Shall go out earier to get some food. :D I have slowly slowly stay away from my phone. Trying hard not to want to message you. If i want i also can't cause now i can;t think of a topic to start with you. I will let off my hands now. After this holiday everything will change and i mean EVERYTHING. I am scared that i will also change my attitude. I don't like to show my attitude cause i know myself. When i show my attitude it means that it is going to last for quite some time and i will dislike the teacher a lot. I am now thinking if i should go to JC or Ploy. It may seems that it's still early back actually it's not. Cause if you have decided where you want to go you can start finding a school which is better in the subject you want to learn. No one can help me. I really don't know where to go. I am lost. I got to maintain my current result and improve on my Humanities and English. Stress will be more soon when school reopens. My family is giving me a lot of stress. Cause i am the only person in the family that have good results. And also i don't want to let my PA, MA, MADAM, JIES see me having bad results. This is only part of my stress not as much as those my family gave me. Got to go out now to get some food. Bye. will try to blog again at night if i am not tired. If you are reading my blog please don't feel bad of what cuase i need a place to say out everything in me.