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been so long since i last blog

2009-06-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i last blog.
Hmmm.
Blogging today cause tomorrow going overseas.
Won't be using the computer for a week. :(
Hope everything will be fine.
Hope i will not be sick.
Sigh.
Anyways, think my bag is packed.
Bye.

...

2009-06-06T00:24:00.001+08:00

I miss CHINA.

I miss those care free days.

FUCK-ed up.

2009-06-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

I feel damn Fucked up now.
I feel stupid.
I feel like scolding you.
I treated you like a close friend.
But you?
I am not sure.
Tell me who and who with you / in your house.
FOR WHAT.
Fuck off.
I am gonna be a lonely.
NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU.
UNLESS YOU TALK TO ME.
I AM REAL ANGRY NOW.
CAUSE IT IS REALLY NO LINK.

2009-06-04T19:28:00.004+08:00

HELLO. Elizabeth is currently MIA-ing from this blogging site. She claims she has nothing to blog & therefore decided not to update this poor, innocent & rotting blog. She apologizes for the inconvenient bordem to this blog.

In Conclusion, Elizabeth has confirmed abandoned this site. im sorry people. Here's an evidence to proof my statement...

LYZAGLEEBIEL says:
do have anything to say to your blog???
赖慧盈 says:
No

For now, Goodbye dear world.
LYZAGLEEBIEL!
PS; hey babe! thanks for letting me crap in your blog. sorry i totaly dont know what to say. wahaha! come to COL tmr! see you! loves*!

What i get after a long day in school.

2009-05-12T17:17:00.002+08:00

What i get after a freaking long day in school.
IS NAGGINGS ONE AFTER ANOTHER.
I TOTALLY ENVY MY FRIENDS.
I REALLY HATE THIS.
SHE STAYS AT HOME EVERYDAY,
WHY SHE KEEP NAGGING JUST DO IT.
Stop comparing your time with mine now.
It's two different thing.
If you tell last time when you study is as diffcult AS MINE NOW.
Then i will do whatever you do.
But it's different what.
What's wrong with you.
My hair drop on the floor also scold me.
I want my hair to drop one ar.
No right. So why scold me.
You like clean then clean it lah.
I really dont understand why you keep scolding.
I really hate to be at home.
Talk to you nicely you dont want listen.
Only when i rise my voice you then listen.
And i get scolding for rising my voice at you.
Well done man.
This totally 'ROCKS'.
LOVE it so so so much.
Anyways i somehow don't understand,
why my friend's mum and my mum is mum what.
Why they dont have the same problem like mine.
Reasoning = scolding from her.
I chose to keep my mouth shut.
I am tired of this.
You may say i take things like everything should be there for me.
But NO.
If you is in my situation you then will understand why i says this.
WHAT A LONG POST I HAVE HERE. :D
This week is the final week of MYE. :D
And i am allege to ACIDS? HAHA.

It's so long long long.

2009-05-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i last blog.
Haha. And i was asked to blog.
So here am i blogging.
Exam are finishing soon.
And i can feel that i will not do that well this time round.
I think i got to wake up.
And got to start revising everyday.
I need a break soon.
Today didn't study. Hai.
Tomorrow and monday must study.
Tomorrow is history and monday math.
Nothing must to say le.
BYE.

GUITAR...

2009-04-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

Seniors you all have come so far.
You all are unlike me that gave up long ago.
I got faith in you all that you all can do it.
Please don't give up just like this.
It really hurts my heart when i see you all like this.
No words can actually describe my feeling.
Don't because of some minor things and then give up.
It is not worth.
You all are at the last lap already.
Just hang in there.
I will be there for you guys.
Please don't disappoint me.
And i came to help you guys.
Cause you all are my friends.
Although i am not going syf.
I am all behind you all.
Just don't give up.
PEOPLE PLEASE SHOW ME YOU ALL CAN DO IT.
AND I HAVE 100% FAITH IN YOU ALL.
Show it to the rest.
Where are the friends that i work with 2 years ago?
I want you all back in this game again.
This is your last syf.
For the juniors this maybe you first and only SYF.
Can you all promise to give all the best?
PEOPLE WAKE UP.
It is just 2 more days to the big day.
Don't just say you all want a silver.
I want to see action taken to achieve it.
If you think you can you can.
If you think you can't. GET LOST.

Lalalalala.

2009-04-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

I am very tired now.
Shall sleep early.
But i am excited for tomorrow. :D
Shall try to take some photos.
Got to go now.
Very tired.

Nothing much.

2009-04-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

So i have been studying or doing my homework yesterday.
For 3 hours and i finished 7 homeworks?
Haha.
So yeah.
Exam are up next week.
Haven really started to study.
And will do it soon.
This weeekend will be out.
So will start next week.
As this saturday will be out for like the whole day?
Sunday?
My dad wants to bring me to chose furniture.

----------------------------------------------------------------
A few more months and i will be sitting for my Chinese O level.
I really hope i can achieve something good.
But things might not be that fine.
Mid year exam is up.
And things happen to me.
I a starting to have funny feelings.
I hope i can overcome it.

---------------------------------------------------------------------
I want to drop you a comment or message.
But i just can't.
I can't think of something to talk to you about.
Maybe both of us belongs in two different worlds.
But i do hope to be your friend still.
I will always remember the time we spend together.

LIFE.

2009-04-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

I am starting to love CHEMISTRY.
AHHHH.
Haha.
I am excited for it?
I think cause i understand it.
So CHEMISTRY is my favourite subject too.
I shall start to make all my subject my favourite.
If you like a subject you will understand it.
Math have a new teacher?
'YEAH'
Hai.
Shall study real soon.
Cause my MID YEAR EXAM is near.
Arghh.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
Get me into the study mood.
Maybe after all those fun stuff this saturday.
I will be in mood to study.
Haha.

Hope things are going to be alright for me.

Kota Tinggi

2009-04-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Ok i am back in singapore.
I went to Malaysia for 13hours?
But that includes 2hours of ride to and back.
But i get quite a bit of things back.
HAHA.
And well done to my leg.
I don't know why but it hurts.
Idiot.
And i went back to Malaysia to rot at grandma's house.
Cause i am suppose to go pay respect to my granddad.
But it rain so only guys is allow to go.
Sad lah.
I bought my shades and i can't use it.
But this trip make me know many things.
For example.
I might have a new baby cousin soon.
Haha.
My niece is very KPO/talkive.
She talk to everyone can?
Next time i shall take photos.
HAHA.
This trip never see alot of baby.
If got baby then will be fun.
I am tired.
BYE.
I never do homework. SHIT.

Tired / Good Friday

2009-04-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

I am freaking tired.
So i slept 10 hours plus.
Then around 2pm went to tampines1.
Freaking many people lah.
But i didn't care.
So just shop with my mum.
HAHA.
Bought 2 tops and 2 shoes.
Top paid by my mum.
Shoes i bought it myself.
Reached home at around 6pm.
I feel so tired.
So i went to take a nap for 2hours.
HAHA.
Woke up and recieve a message from ma.
Will text her again.
Cause when i just wake up.
My message that i send or reply.
IS RUBBISH.
HAHA.
Tomorrow going BBQ.
And Dad is coming back.
Hopefully can bring .... there.
HAHA.
And i will not feel tired anymore.
Need to do some homework soon.

2009-04-08T19:24:00.002+08:00

I feel that i have been neglected.

Badly.

You say you want to give them a chance to learn.

But think twice.

Have you give a a fair chance to learn?

No. You didn't.

You neglected me.

Whenever i asked a question.

No attention is given.

No answer is repiled.

Yeah. Thanks for that.

Having a heavy head now.

The feeling is damn terrible.

I am afraid that i can't cope with this.

Please don't look too highly about me.

I am not that wonderful.

Anyway thanks for thinking highly about me.

I don't feel like going school tomorrow.

To many things had happen this few days.

Sigh.

2009-04-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

Have been having stomach ache and cramps.
And i have not done anything durig this weekend.
I am very tired.
And i have been thinking and thinking,
about what to get for ..
Have not came up with a final decision.
Going to have a meeting on wednesday.
Haha.
Also i need Ma's help.
Hopefully she can spare me a little of her time.
Haha.
Tomorrow is school and oral.
SIAN.
Homework not completed. :(

SPORTS DAY!

2009-04-03T21:39:00.004+08:00

GREEN HOUSE.

TROPHY

So today is my school's sport day.

Super hyper.

Super GREEN.

This year's is a better one?
Cause i went super high?

Haha.

Didn't take much pictures.

Cause my hand is green.

GREEN HOUSE WON MANY AWARDS.

BEST CHEER GROUP.

BEST MASS CHORD.

And OVERALL CHAMPION.

Yeah.

Nearly fainted just now.

Never drink a single drop of water for 3hours.

Scream out my lungs too.

Clean the place too.

Omg. I did so many things.

Loss some fats too. Haha.

Next year i will be back to help out.

And Sakinah came for my school sport day.

Haha. Cute girl. :D

Rashes.

2009-04-01T20:15:00.001+08:00

Down with rashes now.
Damn itchy.

You care about others.
But not me.
Have you forgot about me?
*jealous*

depress.

2009-03-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

have been staring in blank space.

have been think over and over again but it.

it seems that you change.

or is it i have done something wrong.
i really dont know.

but it is been in me.

you seems different now.

no longer the .... i know last time.

i hope is i have think too much.

you make me want to give up.

you got no idea what's wrong.

you don't know why i am like that yesterday.

i don't want to give up.

but i see no goal or what.

i see nothing that i will get for studying?

maybe i got to be stupid.

so you will pay some attention on me.

or even do something bad.

become a bad girl.

someone that you will pay more attention to.

i am really tired.

i wish i can leave this place for a while.

it's too much for me to take it.

tIred.

2009-03-28T16:29:00.002+08:00

Was asked to updated by Joana.
So here am i updating my blog.
I have only slept 27hours for 6days.
Super lack of sleep.
But i still force myself to stay awake.
But if this continues i think i will be sick soon.
So 1 week have pass super fast.
Don't know is a good or a bad thing.
Anyway, Monday i have damn lot of homework to pass up.
12 chapter of Amath, almost 100 questions.
3 pass year exam paper of Emath.
6 chapter of Physics.
All this to be pass up by monday.
I am so dead.
I need rest.
Oh ya.
Pa and Ma is sick.
They didn't went to school for 2 days.
Hope they are feeing better now.
Hope to see them on Monday.
Later going grandma house for dinner.
Nothing else to say already.
BYE.

Blahblahblahblah.

2009-03-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

Don't show me attitude.
I don't want to show you mine.
I am trying to 'ren'.
But i will burst soon if you continue.
I did not offend you or anything.
So don't show me attitude.
I am show if you think i am disturbing you.
You can tell me and not just show attitude.

Besides all that.
Today is the last day of camp.
And tomorrow is the start of school.
Sian. Hai.
Must study again.
Yeah.
My mum's nagging again.
Cause my brother make her angry.
And so she vent her anger at me.
I am damn tired.
I can't take this anymore.
When i go home i felt so tired.
I don't want to go home.

Super tired.

2009-03-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

I am super tired due to lack of sleep.
Sunday night i slept at 3am.
Monday night slept at 2am.
And both days i woke up at 6.20am in the morning.
Not more then 4hours of sleep.
Went to camp today.
Shall not elaborate.
Currently i am quite hungry.
AND VERY SLEEPY.
Tomorrow is last day of camp.
This years camp is not like a camp for me.
Many things to do with little time.
Getting some things for friends tomorrow.
BYE.

Study camp?

2009-03-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

Okay today is the start of a new term.
Also the start of my study camp.
It was boring today.
But i have fun with my group.
Luaghing while the talk is on.
Talk too.
Get tsk by teacher and etc.
Haha. Beside this it is boring.
The food is from the school.
And they gave us a tea break before lunch
and one after lunch.
Currently still considering to go school or not tomorrow.
I think it will be boring.
Cause we got to build a toilet or shelter in our class?
Wednesday will be going to discovery centre.
Hehe.
Heard is at the other side of singapore.
Wow. I think it my first time there.
Might snap some pictures with my phone.
Updated my phone too.
Finally after a year? Haha.
I am tired.
Ok. I think will give school a miss?
Shall wait for my firends reply first.

New Phone.

2009-03-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

Bought new phone.
HAHA.
Got the same phone as my brother.
Samsumg Omnia.
Actually wanted to get HTC dream.
But found out it is not a good phone.
So wanted to get LG or Nokia.
But LG a little too big.
Then i just get omnia lor.
Since the phone not bad.
Haha.
My old phone dead.
So i in need of phone.
So any will do? HAHA.

:) ?

2009-03-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

I used to do many things for you.
But it all changed.
I hope we still can be friends.
It has been very long since i last saw you.
Saw you just a few days before i go on my school trip.
Then after that.
No news no message from you anymore.
But somehow you change i changed too.
I will just feel a little jealous or what.
When people bump into while i don't.
Hope this will not last for long.
Hope to bump into you soon. :D
Let things be natural. :)

Enough of emoing.
My heart hurts still.
I don't know what's wrong.
Tomorrow is start of a new term.
Is it a new start?
I hope so.
Tomorrow is also the start of camp.
This year the feeling is different.
Maybe cause it is boring.
And i will not be able to see MA for 3 days.
Quite worried about her.
Many reasons for worrying about her.
Will remind her to bring her things later.
If not she got not enough things no one can lent it to her.
Pa also need to remind her.
Need to remind them cause they will be staying out.
Mum starts to nag again.
I hate this.
Will be going out later.
To get stationery and etc.

Super tired.

2009-03-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

I am suppose to have science tuition today.
I overslept and have forgotten all about it.
Haha. Tuition centre call my home.
Get shocked? Haha.
So since i am so late i didn't went today.
I did a little of my math.
Decided to not sleep tonight.
To complete as much homework as possible.
I might be going out tomorrow.
Want to do some shopping with mum.
Shall see how.
I think i am gaining weight.
Sigh.
BYE.

Happy?

2009-03-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

[edited]
Fucking piss off now.
I forget most of my EMATH and AMATH topics.
And my mum is scolding my brother.
Fuck lah.
I freaking piss off now.
Can't she just stop scolding.
I am super irritated.
AHHHHHHH.
My mum can show attitude.
But i can't.
This is driving my nuts.
AHHHHHHHH.
How? HOW? HOW?

Today i am in a good mood.
HAHA. So quite happy.
So today did most of my homework.
Finish quite abit.
And by the way,
Half of our holiday is gone.
Big Sigh.
I am hungry now.
Waiting for food.
Haha.
Craving for satay and BBQ chicken wing.
The only reason i like BBQ is.
Cause i like satay and Chicken wing.
Haha. :D
I miss MA. :(

HAI.

2009-03-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Not really in a good mood in the afternoon.
Cause of a lame reason.
Can you believe it?
Tea***r don't allow me go eat.
Hai.
That results me to have bad mood.
I am like so hungry lah.
Forget it.
Was ask to go for cca for the next 5 weeks.
And got make up too?
Cause i didn't go for like 3month already?
Pathetic.
Need to get MA to teach me math le.
.... is too busy with her stuffs.
And i feel bad to disturb her.
So i shall not disturb her till the camp is over.
At the mean time.
I shall do some self study.
And also find MA for help. :D
Hopefully she will be free. :D
It's been 2 years since i last studied with her.
:D Hehe. MAMAMAMAMA.

School + Tired.

2009-03-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

So today i got to go to school.
For Chemistry tutorial and Chinese File Filing.
I am so so tired.
Didn't even wanted to wake up lor.
But had to.
So met Joana then walked to school.
Blah Blah Blah.
After Chinese file filing stayed back in school.
Stay back with Jiamin, Waynn , Moses and Lyza.
Miss Gwen is there too.
I went out to buy food for all of them?
Then studied abit.
Got to do more now.
Helped Miss Gwen to do her stuff.
So didn't really did my work. :(
But nevermind.
Will chiong it later.
Got no energy le.
BYE.

Money Money.

2009-03-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

I found out that i used way too much money yesterday.
Causing me to not have any allowance next month.
And i can't withdraw any other extra money.
So i got to save save save.
And i think my plan of saving money.
Got to be held back a month.
So will only start in May.
I need to save around $300? Or more.
There is a reason behind it.
6 month $300.
Each month $50.
Think i will be able to achieve it. :D
I did math homework today.
Finish like not even one quarter of it?
Will be doing it again. :D
Lucky .... is not angry with me.
If not i will must as well die.
HAI.
I think there is a problem.
With my heart.
It hurts somehow.
It makes me terrible.
Sigh.

Tired?

2009-03-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

I am freaking tired now.
I am out for like 11 hours?
First went to vivo then to Luanne's chalet
Wah. We went to a wrong place.
Then we got to take a cab.
Arghhh.
Waste my time. Haha.
Messaged MA told her i went missing.
Then she shock. Haha.
Cute Mama.
She reply my message super fast.
Very touched. :D
Love her lots.
I bought ear rings for her.
:) Still got 10+ more to go.
I spend like $100 today?
Think i will get killed.
Somehow somewhat.
Hai.
I need rest.
Will be sleeping soon. :D

Sunday.

2009-03-15T16:24:00.004+08:00

Helped my mum to do cheese cake.
For her.
Will be doing one for myself soon.
Will be going grandma house soon.
After i am back will do some homework.
Tomorrow will be a long day for me.
Will be going at 12pm till the night.
Almost 9 hours outside.
Think will die.
My heart is having problem.
It is like pain?
Then weird weird feeling?
Told ma about it.
And tell her i will be dying.
Then she say no and ask me see doctor.
Not going to see one.
Haha.
Hope to see her tomorrow.
It's been long since i last chat with her?
Face to face.
And go out with her.
I really miss the time.
Hopefully this year i will go out with her.
Maybe this week?
Or after my Os.
My mum is very piss by my dad.
Then she is throwing her anger at my brother and i.
Arghhhh.
I rather be out everyday.
Not to shop.
But to do my homework.
I don't think i can do it at home.
In this kind of environment.
I got the feeling of running away again.
What can i do to stop this feeling?
I thought of drinking last night.
I thought of drinking tomorrow.
Is drinking a way?
Or is there other ways?
I really no idea.

Sorry ma.

It didn't help this time.

How i wish you is my sibling.

So you will be there for me.

I envy your siblings. :(

[edited]

I think ma is somehow angry ba.

She didn't reply me.

After i told her i want to drink.

I want to drink for a reason.

I can't get to sleep.

Many things is in my head.

:( Need to pour it all out.

I need MA. :)

She is always there for me.

Giving me advise.

I wonder what will happen to me without her.

Love her. :D

Intend to take lots of pictures tomorrow.

And i want to take a pictur with MA badly.

Hopefully i will find her tomorrow and take one.

Nothing much.

2009-03-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

So yesterday went out of house real early.
Then waited for 20 mintues before she came.
Many funny things happened.
So Jia Min and i board her red car.
And off to Eunos to pick Dorothy.
Then off to Katong.
Chit chatted in the car.
Her driving skills still okay.
So we reach the place.
She went to i don't know where.
To park her car.
She say it's free. -.-Haha.
Then her driving skills at this point got problem.
Haha. Then went to Aston.
I had steak for my first time.
Ate medium steak.
So it was quite okay.
But is takes a long time to chew it.
Haha. Eat for very long.
Chat while eating too.
Bill was $60?
First time i let people treat.
Then off for dessert.
It was my treat.
Didn't want her to pay for it.
And cost $5 so i pay lor.
Everyone was full? Haha.
Then we went to PP.
Not People's park or whatever shit.
Is Parkway Parade.
HAHA. She gave us a ride there.
Oh ya.
She got a fine for parking at the wrong place.
HAI.
Then she went off to meet her boyfriend.
Haha.
Homed at 11pm.
Chatted with Jiamin on the bus.

thinking

2009-03-14T23:42:00.002+08:00

talk to ma about something.
somehow it didn't help this time.
i really need ma or jie or ....
somehow i lost me mood.
i lost my direction.
i lost everything.

The first of the break.

2009-03-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

Today is the start of my break.
Woke up quite early today.
Wouldn't sleep more for no reasons.
Currently waiting for time to pass fast.
Cause 5pm plus will be going out.
Soon will go shower and prepare to go out.
Hopefully the trip to Tampines will not be bored.
With the accompany of Jiamin.
After must thoughts.
Think the mood later will be quite paiseh.
Don't know what time will be back home.
Hopefully will snap some picture later.
Haha. Will be taking free ride. :D
I am tired.
Need more sleep.
Tomorrow and Monday will be going out too. :X
Just now went to get things that is needed for Cheese cake.
Going to bake on Tuesday i think.
Okay. Got to go to prepare le.
Will blog again tonight.
BYE.

Depressing result.

2009-03-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Results:
English : 59.9, C5
Chinese : 76.8, A1
Amath : 33 F9
Emath : 70, A1
Science (Physics, Chemistry) : 58.7 C5
Combined Humanities (History, Social studies) : 62, B4
POA : 91, A1

Remarks:
Elizabeth is a conscientious student who is clear about her goals, and works hard to achieve them. She is focused on her studies, and posssses good studying habits. She has done quite well this term. Keep up the good work, Elizabeth!

So depressing right?
I failed my amath.
My mum speak to my form teacher.
Teacher complain that i message in class?
OH MY GOD!
I where got?
Idiot. :(
Then my mum speak to my math teacher.
Haha. Damn funny.
Cannot tahan.
Then went off.
Tomorrow will be out for dinner. :D
Monday out to shopping then Chalet.
Wednesday chemistry tutorial, chinese file filing.
Thursday emath tutorial.

REST.

2009-03-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow wanted to give school a miss.
But didn't in the end.
Cause math teacher will be coming tomorrow.
She didn't come today cause she is unwell.
Should have tell me earier.
Then i will not go school today.
Haha. Need a rest.
I am too tired already.
Today didn't stay back in school.
Cause there is no tutorial and etc.
After i came home, rest and slept.
Haha. Might be waking up early tomorrow.
To get Mac breakfast. Haha.
Werid me.
But i want to eat it. HAHA.

Tired.

2009-03-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

My first post for the week.
This Saturday will be out for dinner with friends.
This week has been a very busy and tiring week for me.
I can hardly rest well.
Stayed back every single day.
Spend almost 12 hours in school.
That's half of my day. :(
Today came home early.
Cause i am real tired and teacher is sick.
No tutorial.
Poor teacher who is sick.
She hardly felt sick one. HAHA.
I am half dead. :(
Will do some homework later.
Then off to bed.
Tomorrow got tuition. :(
And friday there will be meet the parents session.
So fast a school term is ending.
It is a chance for me to take a break. :D
I need to recharge.

Happy?

2009-03-08T15:12:00.001+08:00

Just got the news that i might going to Shanghai.
During this March Holiday.
For 5 days.
Don't know should be happy or not.
Cause i promise someone to study for 2 days with her.
Haha. Don't know she remember or not.
And i promised to study all my subject during this holiday too.
And now i might not able to do so.
Cause i might go overseas.
But i am not having high hopes on it.
Cause my parents always say want to go Shanghai.
But in the end ever go. HAHA.
Shall study soon.
Have been helping my mum to bake.
And have been shitting many times.
I think there is something wrong with it.
ARGHHHH.
A quote from my friend : 'SBYYL'. Haha.
She will understand what is it.
RIGHT? Haha.

One person who has all the THREE.

2009-03-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

Had motivational talk this thursday.
They told us there is 3 kind of people in the world.

1st kind.
Is the people who TSK at you.
They all those people that kook down on you.
Hence, you will want to do well in something.
To show them you can do it.

2nd kind.
Is the people who WOAH at someone else.
They are those people who WOAH at others,
that do better then you.
Hence, you will want to show them you can do it too.

3rd kind.
Is the people who go PIAK.
They are the people who don't give up on you.
They will be there for you when you need them.
Hence, you will not want to let them down.
And show them you can do it.

The above 3 kind of people is like one 'friend' of mine.
She is always there for me.
Helping me through my studies.
Although she sometime is piss off,
by my questions.
But is there for me when i need help.
But sometime she will TSK at me. HAHA.
Cause i don't know some simple things.
But not really looked down at me for once.
She will also WOAH at other people,
that got better result then me.
But overall,
SHE IS ONE KIND LADY.
I really thank her for being there for me.
I will do you proud and not let you down.

THANK YOU.

LOVE YOU. <3

Rest day.

2009-03-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

So called rested today.
Had tuition at 11am till 1pm.
Learn something new.
Earn a dollar from my tuition teacher too.
1 hour after tuition went to print photos with Goo.
Haha. Print 100+ print cause having offer.
Spent $50+ within 2 days.
Think will finish all my money soon.
Just helped my mum to bake.
Have been shitting for like 3 times in 1 hour already.
Tomorrow got to study whole day.
Got homework to do. :(
BYE.

Dead Beat.

2009-03-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

I am really tired now.
Cause after school went home and rush to shower, change and out.
Went Vivo with Hairul, Clarissa, Amanda and Joycelyn. Haha.
Walk and walk.
Leg damn tired and pain now.
Tomrrow still got tuition in the early morning.
Then after my tuition going to print photos.
Haha. :)
Photos up another day.

Back on track.

2009-03-04T19:23:00.002+08:00

Back on track now.
I studied with my friends.
When home after school.
Cause 3pm meeting to go downtown Mac Cafe to study.
Haha. It work somehow.
I did my amath. Haha. :D
But now i am very tired.
At 8pm going to study more math.
Also to study for my SS test tomorrow.
My last test. Haha. :D
Bye.
This will be a short post.

DEPRESSED.

2009-03-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

I am DEPRESS to the max.
I failed my Amath Test for the first time.
I get only one-third of the result.
I cannot get over it.
Many people speak to me.
But no use.
I tried to get the closest person to talk to me.
But she 'seems' so busy till she can't be bother with me.
Finally told my mum about this.
She ask me why i fail.
Didn't know how to answer her.
So just kept quiet.
She didn't nag must about this.
Lucky.
Then she told me something that my grandma tell her.
Haha. Please prepare to laugh. HAHA.
Ok.
My mum told me that she told my grandma i stress about Amath.
Then after the news of the guy killing someone in NTU.
My grandma told my mum to ask me to drop Amath.
Reason is my grandma don't want me to be like the guy. HAHA.
Cute hor. Haha.
Love my grandma man. Haha.

By the way today is my friend's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYZA. LOVE YOU. :D

It's been so long.

2009-02-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

You are so close yet so far.

I feel the drift between you and me.

I still can remember clearly.

The happy moments.

Those words that you say.

It is kept in the bottom of my heart.

It was never ever taken out.

Wanted to talk to you.

But you didn't reply.

Can't start a topic with you.

Was afraid of many things.

I just hope one day i will bump into you.

Just like last time.

That was the first time you messaged me before i did.

It didn't happen a second time.

Many things to tell you.

But was afraid that you will not be bother about it.

So i chose not to tell you.

Things really have change.

You and i change too.

But i change to the way you want me to br.

But you?

I don't know.

Life.

2009-02-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today is weekend and i am so busy.
No time to chill.
Wake up early for tuition.
After tuition meet Enru, Fiona at Pristine's house for project.
Didn't complete it and will be meeting again tomorrow.
Freaking tired.
After that met mum at E!Hub for dinner and etc.
Homed.
Too tired and slept.
I am finding amath tuition teacher.
Seriously need one.
But i have been finding for so long and found none.
Arghhh.
Any one want to introduce tutor to me?
But it must be good and price affordable.
Tomorrow will be another long day for me.
I need a rest.
Shall do some work tomorrow.
So that i will forget things.

TUITION! TUITION!

I NEED AMATH TUITION!

Although i am very busy. I still need tuition. I don't care. Haha.

Tired.

2009-02-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

Finally finish all my common test.
But will be having some retest next week.
I pass my English like after so long i first time pass it.
As in i pass my Paper2. Haha.
Happy for this part. But....
Today;s pe is a bad experience for me
Cause a guy bang into me.
He is like purposely one lor.
Arghhh.
ANGRY!
I am very tired now.
Cause just reached home not long ago.
Went to Suntec with my family
Just to have dinner.
Tomorrow have tuition plus need do project.
TIRED!!!!!

DYING

2009-02-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

I am dying.
I am dead beat.
I am having POA test this wednesday.
I am having mother tongue test this wednesday.
I am having Amath test this wednesday.
I am having chemistry test this thursday.
I m having physics test this thursday.
I am having emath test this thursday.
I am having s.s test this thursday.
I am having history test this thursday.
So wow i am having 3 test on wednesday.
And 5 test on thursday.
How am i going to study it man.
Today is my worse day of my life.
Something bad happen.
I don't feel like talking about it anymore.
I speak to 3-4 person about it already.
I cried 2-3 times.
Mum also understand how i feel and agree with me.
First time she agree with me.
Tomorrw will study like mad.
Lucky i finish my china trip things le.
I spend 2 weeks on it. Arghhh...
Thank me faster. FASTER.
BYE

CIP

2009-02-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 6.50am to prepare for CIP.
Reach white sand MacDonald at 7.15am.
Only Clarissa was there others all LATE AGAIN.
So ate at Mac.
Was ask to leave the place by teacher.
So sad lah. Hai.
Then mark attendance.
Saw my DEAREST GOODFRIEND .
Very long never never saw her already.
Chat a little and she left.
Then collect tin and off to CQ.
But there is no one there so we move on to Orchard.
But at Orchard got more people but MORE STUDENTS.
We walk for like so long lah.
From CQ to Orchard.
I am sweating lor.
Then i ask people for donation but none gave me.
So depressing (quote from Joana) lah.
Then since we can't get any donate we decided to rest.
And Hairul is hungry so we went food court.
We didn't collected money.
No one wants to give us.
In the end i donated all my coins.
Donated to my dear friends too.
Went back to the meeting place late.
Cause have to meet my brother to collect money from him.
Got a call from teacher.
She ask me if i am coming back?
Haha. Funny sia.
If i am not coming back where can i go sia.
Haha. Meet mum at white sands.
Bought thing and home.
Slept a while cause too tired.
And now i am doing the China trip presentation slides.
Arghhh. So tiring.
I MUST FINISH IT TODAY!
Tomorrow i am going to study whole day. :D

Sorry.

2009-02-20T20:57:00.003+08:00

I feel real bad for not having a proper plan to celebrate your birthday like what i did last year. Seeing what your Peanuts have done for you. I feel even worse. They can do something for you when they know you for a short period of time but i know you for so long already i did nothing for you. I am sorry. I felt even worse when last year i didn't even buy any present for Ma. This year i will be making up for all this. I am sorry. Next year i am going to give you all a special surprise. Sorry if this year's celebration is a simple one. But i promise next year's will be better. I am sorry. To my dearest papa and mama i am sorry. Once my olevel is over i will start planning. :D

[edited/]

Annual Road Race Run / Thursday

2009-02-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

So today is my school's Annual Road Race Run at Bedok Reservoir.
I am late for it cause friends were late and the bus ride is LONG.
But nevermind. :D
I ran for the race although i am sick.
I got blister while running.
Cause i wore my mum shoe. Haha.
I am damn tired.
After the run went to Airport with my DEAR friends.
Oh ya.
GREEN HOUSE WON TODAY'S ROAD RACE. :D
After eating and slacking at the Aiport, i went home.
I slept during the bus ride.
Oh my god.
So tired can.
Now i am doing my China trip presentation slide show.
Got to chiong and study for my testes this sunday.
Tomorrow is CIP day. Arghhh.
So depressing. Haha.

Thursday.
My DEAREST PAPA BIRTHDAY.
Helped her celebrate her birthday with her form class.
But i had a hard time before celebrating her birthday.
I got to find her 'wife' my mama.
Cause she say she is at a class i walked the whole F block.
Then in the end she having meeting. -.-
Haha. The celebration is very fun.
Sabo Ma.
Cause everyone was waiting for her.
Took pictures for pa and with her.
Dirty my uniform and specs.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

2009-02-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE.

So today is Valentine's day. But guess what? I stayed at home the whole day. Cause no one jio me out. Very depressing. Shit. Next time i shall just make myself out. So i shall just call someone out. Haha. Next year will be out out out. Haha. This year shall just not go out so much cause this year got Olevel. After Olevel then party like mad. Haha. I can't wait for Olevel to be over. But at the same time i am scare of it. Haha. Watched a very cool show just now. It's about the most expensive hotel in the world. It makes me damn envy. The hotel so nice so big. It makes me want to be 18 fast. So i can start partying like an adult. Haha. Go out and drink, drive. Haha. When i am 18 the first time i will do is to have a drink with .. Cause by then they than will drink with me. If i now go tell them to drink with me i think they will kill me. Haha. Soon i will first me 16. Haha. Told my mum that i want to have a birthday chalet this year. And i will have one. I am saving money. Haha. But it will cost me a bomb man. Haha. Will only invite those people who is close to me to save some money. Haha. The main purpose of the chalet is to be with my friends and enjoy ourself not really to get more presents. Cause i am used to not having many present each year. Haha. :)

I WANT TO PARTY NOW!

Going to school tomorrow.

2009-02-08T14:52:00.003+08:00

[edited]
Many of m friends have some how recover already.
But i have not recover yet.
Have been coughing for the whole day already.
Drank almost 5 bottles herbal tea in 4 days.
I am feeling very terrible now.
Throat hurts.
I really hope i can recover fast.
I don't want to be sick anymore.
It's not fun.
Mum say the school will sent me home tomorrow if i cough like today.
Will be sleeping early.
Tomorrow hopefully class will not the aircon.
If not it will be wrose.

Tomorrow is Monday.
Which means there's school tomorrow.
Haven fully recover yet.
Have been having headache and feeling a little giddy today.
Temperature has been going up and down.
Have been force to eat my meals and drink herbal tea.
Don't feel like eating cause my throat hurts.
Don't want to drink herbal tea cause i hate it.
I have not touch my work since thursday.
This means that i got a lot to catch up tomorrow.
I have been sleeping like a pig.
More than 10hours.
Think i will be fully charged after so many hours of sleep if i am not sick.
I feel like sleeping again.
Have not step out of my house since friday after i seen the doctor.
I hope tomorrow i will not be sleepy in class.
I guess tomorrow quite a number of people will not go school.
Bye.

Still sick.

2009-02-07T18:06:00.003+08:00

[edited]
Joana is also sick now.
The same illness as me.
I think i somehow pass it to her?
I am sorry.
By the way, i heard that almost half of the class on friday never come to school.
Very shocking.
I think i also somehow pass my illness to them?
But i think got people pass to me first.
Then i pass to my classmates one.
Sorry people.
I think on moday got to off aircon.
Or i need wear a mask.
Just in case i pass my virus to more people.
It sounds like so serious.
When it is just flu.
I think next week maybe my whole class not going school?
If that is the truth.
I think our class will be breaking a world record.

My temperature have been high and low.
I am very scare.
Cause doctor say if tomorrow i still having fever.
I need go hospital.
I hate needless.
I am also losing my voice.
Throat also hurts alot.
Someone told me that i will be fine. Haha.
She ask me listen to doctor and i will be fine?
Have been listening to the doctor.
But i am having fever for like 3days already?
Hopefully the fever will not come back again.
Have not been doing anything.
Too sick to do anything.

Fever

2009-02-06T12:55:00.003+08:00

Okay i am feeling much better now.
After 5 hours of sleep.
My temperature finally drop.
I so glad that my temperature drop if not got to go hospital.
But i still can feel that there is the heat in my body.
So i am afraid that my temperature will become high again.
I am still tired.
Having diarrhoea now.
Fever no more then diarrhoea.
What a sad life i am having.
Guess i need more rest.
Hopefully i am able to go back to school next monday.
[edited]

This is the first time i am having high fever. 39.9°C.
Didn't attend school today cause i yesterday have a sleepless night.
I am having running nose and sore throat at the same time.
Went to see the doctor.
She say if my high fever last till Sunday.
I must go to the hospital.
Right now she tell me to rest at home.
Will be going to sleep soon.
She also say that my virus will pass to other people. Haha.
Everyone who came close to me yesterday.
Please take care and drink more water.
I better go warn people now. :)
Hope that i have not miss out a lot of lessons.
Bye.

Got to start studying.

2009-02-02T17:30:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of school for the new month.
I shall sart studying like mad after today.
Today is my last day of enjoying cause my uncle family's is going hoem tomorrow.
Today's lesson is not really good.
Cause most of the time my class is super noisy.
Therefore, i cannot listen to lesson. :(
My leg today is also super pain.
When to the doctor.
The doctor say must buy proper shoe for P.E. Haha. *hint*
It is swollen but not very bad.
Last pist before i starting studying.
Now is at grandma's house.
After dinner will be going home.
Tomorrow have 2 test. POA and Amath.
Oh ya.
Mr Raj is going to have us for tuitorial every mondyy. Hai.
Sad man. :(
Need a break.
This should be all for today. :)
Bye. Study hard everyone.

Thoughts.

2009-01-31T14:46:00.002+08:00

It's been long since i last blog.
Have been super busy with school and CNY celebration.
For CNY celebration went to Malaysia to visit relatives.
Then back to Singapore.
Start school.
Study study study.
Had been slacking cause got no mood to study.
Waited to do any things but no time.
Think about many things.
Many things happen to me too.
Am i maybe to take up the challenge?
This questions is in my mind for long already.
Answer is not yet to be found.
Stress and my emotional feeling take over me many times.
But in the end i am still the old Elizabeth.
I still can't believe that i am graduating this year.
4 years pass really faster.
In a blink of an eye.
When i starting think of this.
I will think that yesterday is just my first day in my school.
A sec1 that doesn't know anything.
But now?
I am soon leaving this place that gave me lot of memorise.
Also in a blink of an eye's time i will be taking my Olevels already.
I will miss my school, friends and teachers.
I will do something special this year.
Hopefully i got the time.
Pa's birthday is coming soon.
Ma already know what she is going to buy for Pa.
But i don't know what to buy for Pa.
No outing yet with them.
Ma was shocked when she saw me yesterday.
Cause i tie up my hair and i reborned it.
I really miss Ma and Pa.
I don't want things to change.
I cannot adapt to changes fast.
But everything is now changing.

How?
I am tired.
I want it to stop.
Can i?

Busy.

2009-01-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

I am getting real busy this week, thus i didn't blog often. Soon this blog is going to be dead cause it's lack of updates. Anyway, this week except Monday i have been having test. It like OH MY GOD. I can't even rest for one day. I felt sick on Sunday night and Monday i didn't went school. I felt sick again on Thursday, thus never go for CCA. I know i have not been attending CCA for long. I will attend it next week. Sorry. But i am seriously very busy. Anyway, this week quite okay. Except having test for almost the whole week. I think i flunk my POA, EMATH, PHYSICS. Sounds like i flunk all sia. Oh my. Shit man. But lucky AMATH i know how to do. There is homework for this weekend. Arghhh. Don't know how am i going to finish it. Cause i am going to Malaysia tomorrow and i don't know when will i be back. Arghhh. Need to chiong it soon. Arghh. Need to buck up on my math. Arghhhh. Haha. Oh. This year is my first year watching Chinese New Year Celebration in school. As the last few year Chinese New Year Eve i have been in Malaysia already. But this year Chinese New Year Eve is on Sunday so my school celebrate it on Friday which is today so i can watch it. Haha. Get damn high during the programme. Haha. My .. .. and .... Haha. They sang. Haha. But their voice cannot be heard. Haha. No ang bao form them. :( They not married. :( Haha. But next year. Haha. I will get from them. WAHAHAHA. I know how much my parents is giving me le. Haha. But the money need go to another bank. Arghhh. So lame. Haha. Nothing much to say le. Bye bye.

Sick.

2009-01-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

I am sick. Well done man Elizabeth. Tomorrow will not be going to school. Too tired and sick already. Sore throat and flu. Went studying with Jiamin and many many people. Haha. Sorry ar. Some of you de name cannot remember. Haha. Make new friends. Didn't did any work. Haha. But i bought math work book to do. :D Haha. Hai. Nothing to blog liao.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNN ANG. :)

Best president and friend. :)

Stop bugging me.

2009-01-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

Can stress stop bugging me?
Can homework stop bugging me too?
When will i achieve this?
Will i be able to cope?
Should i or should i not give up on ...?

This few questions having been in my mind for weeks already. I think most of the time the last question appeared in my mind. I just can't stop thinking about it. No matter how many people i speak to ask them to help me out i just can't get the question out of my mind. I need time. Just give me time and i promise i will be able to do fine in it. But i guess you is pushing us or rather maybe is just me who is feeling that you is pushing us too much. I really do hope to be able to do it. But if i can't sorry people i will not be with you all for ... but i will still be there to support you all. Today is a rest day for me. Didn't study or do any homework. Cause after science tuition today i went to white sand to find my mum. She was buying some chinese new year goods with my uncle. Soon they are done and went home to put the stuffs and off to grandma house. Actually is suppose to go home after lunch but my uncle bought my cousins and i down to fish prawn. It was 2 hours long. So i can't go home. Plus my uncle got to go home early as he is having dinner at night and i have to take care of my cousin. Arghhh. Didn't caught much prawn. Only 3 prawn and a small small small fish. Poor fish will soon will be dead as my cousin bought it home. Hai. Took uncle's car home and went out again to downtown east to buy more goods. Oh my god. Very heavy lah. Arghhh. Then by the time i reach home it's already close to 9pm. Hai. Will be studying whole day tomorrow. Might be studying with Jiamin tomorrow. But heard from AmandaGoo that they have to do charity tomorrow. Hai. Nevermind. This year i haven go out with my friends to study yet. Hai. All not free. Hai.

Stress free Friday.

2009-01-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Since first day of school till now. Today is the only day that i don't feel stress. Haha. At all. :D Please do feel happy for me. Haha. But while i am happy today someone that is close to me is not. Due to some reasons that she should not be responsible for she was being scolded. It spoils her mood. Her sad, emo face makes me not any happier. It makes me sad. After i know the reason why she is sad, i messaged her to try to cheer her up. A smile was on her face later. :) It brights me up. :D Before that i went to Tampines with friends to have dinner. Went off early, bought food for friends and cab back school. Bought a cup of Mocha back. Haha. Didn't do much work today. Cause many questions don't need to do. :) Or it has some mistakes with the question. Stay in school till almost 6pm and then off to Tampines again to meet my mum. Haha. Tampines all the way sia. Haha. I am very tired now. Tomorrow got science tuition and no school out i think. Will be studying at home i guess. Since no one wants to go out and study with me. Sad. Going to bed soon. Too tired. :(

Is stress going to take over me?

2009-01-14T18:41:00.004+08:00

Stress is soon going to take away me.
Yesterday saw .. then went up to her and speak to her.
Talk about what is happening to me.
She counseled me.
Explaining to me each and every problem that i told her.
It makes some sense but i still cannot be stress free.
My tears dropped.
She got shock and told me to stop crying.
She say later people thought she bully me.
I stop after a while.
She just pad me on my head lightly
The pad warms my heart.
It has been long since i last spoken to her.
But the care from her to me has never change.
Wanted to talk to her again today.
Cause there is a important thing and i need help.
But she is too busy.
I end up finishing all my homework in school.
Didn't had lunch.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day for me.
I shouldn't have blog during weekdays.
But i am quite free this 2 days.
As i finish my homework in school.
People tell me not to be stress and ask me to relax and go distress.
But i am sorry.
I can't.
Things is not sorted out in my mind.
I am afraid that i will break down soon. :-(
I have been crying since Monday.
This is the first time.
I let stress take over me.
I hope this will be last time.
I have been taking many deep breaths.
To calm myself down.

Stress?

2009-01-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Can i just let go of everything and just study for m o levels for full 1 months?
I don't want to repeat the history again.
I don't want to do badly for my o level like my Psle.
I got no time to waste.
But i got no idea how to start.
This is freaking me out.
I scare that i can't take the stress.
Don't judge me by my looks.
I am not what my looks tell you about me.
Can someone tell me what to do?
I need help.
I am tired.
I am stress.
I am afraid.
So what can i do?
CCA or studies?
So what is the most important thing?
So what am i suppose to do?
I need help.
Someone help please.

Last day of break. :(

2009-01-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today i slept till 11plus then wake up. Slept for 12hours. Haha. I am too tired already. That's why. Haha. So today i am suppose to go out with the usuals to study but was cancel cause Joana's baby is sick. Poor little baby. :( But i did my homework myself. Haha. I did almost all but afew don't know how to do. Wanted to start Chapter3 but i forget how to do. So haha. Tomorrow need ask teacher. Haha. I am still tired. Hai. I need more rest. But tomorrow start school le. Hai. Why no one call me? :( Sad. Will sleep early tonight. Will not be blogging during the weekdays. Only will be blogging during weekends this year. :)

Dead beat.

2009-01-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

I am dead beat. Woke up at 2am plus today thought that i was late for CCA open house but i am not lah. Sigh. Hai. Then went back to sleep. Woke up at 6.30am off to school at 7am. Help out in Guitar cause i was not playing as need to leave early. :) CCA open house this year id cooler then the past few years. Haha. Message my friend when the both of us is in hall but far away from one another. Haha. Blah blah blah. Home and rest awhile and off to C.C to collect my Scholarship. Haha. Money. $.$ Haha. Got $500 the event last for around 1hour. And after that wen to grandma house to sing birthday song for my grandma. Today is her birthday. :) Eat the cake and off to T3 for dinner. Damn full now. Haha. My grandma this year 72. Old liao. :( My grandma is a nice person. She cook nice food and she is very nice to us, her grandchildrens. :) Tomorrow will study with the usual at 1pm. Hopefully will have something done. :) I am tired. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA. :)

Tired.

2009-01-09T19:28:00.003+08:00

I am dead beat now. Tired after chionging all the homeworks this few days. Staying up late, answering calls from my friends and etc. It's been days since i last blog cause i am busy till no time to online. Hai. Now i don't have much things to blog about. Tomorrow will be CCA open house early in the morning. Hai. 6 days of school can die man. I need a rest. :) Hai. Will not be blogging much and come online often except during the weekends. Haha. :)

Edited New Year Resolutions.

2009-01-05T17:00:00.003+08:00

Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentively in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)
11. Revise my work every week.
12. Write notes during lesson time.
13. Sleep latest by 10pm and wake up at 6am sharp.
14. Spend lesser time on computer.
15. Read more books (both English and Chinese)
16. Do not anyhow show attitude this year.
17. My family to stop arguing.
18. A outing or meet up with China peeps and tour guide?
19. Make hand make stuffs for friends and love ones. :)
20. Get a laptop. :)

2nd day of school. But not much of teaching is done. I want to start a proper lesson. Please. And i am not happy about my class sitting plan. I am sitting at the 4th or 5th row by the right hand side. Is like. It's so hard to see from there lah. Then i must keep wearing my specs. Then when i took it off my eyes is like so blur. Idiot. I seriously hate it. Asshole. A few of my friends who is shorter then me sit further back of the class. Know whats the reason teacher gave me for putting the girls so back? It is beacause she didn't want the guys to be sitting far at the back. Eh hello. If they don't want to study it makes no different if you put them in the front or at the back lor. Hai. Forget it man. I am tired. I shall spend lesser time on the computer. I shall also start some revision too. Cause i forget almost everything that i have learned last year. Haha. Bye.

P.S. I am getting my Eagle's Award Cheque this Wednesday and my Scholarship cheque this Saturday.

TIred.

2009-01-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

I think i am too tired already so i slept at 12am and wke up at 12pm today. Haha. Then woke up eat breakfast. :D Help my mum with house work till the evening. Tiring you know. Hai. So finally rest time. :) My brother piss me off while i and him help my mum out. So idiot lah him. Can't stand him. Hai. Anyway. I think i am still in the holiday mood. Haha. Still need to iron uniform and pe for tomorrow. Need to bring tie, files to school too. Sian. Hai. I have been spending quite much. Haha. Need to save money. But Chinese New Year coming. haha. Money Money Money. :)

Joana's beautiful drawing. Haha.

Again and again.

2009-01-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Okay. Argument always starts when my brothers comes home. When he is not at home there will be peace and silence. It really piss me off when my brother is at home lah. Idiot sia. Talk to my mum when my brother is at home i will always get scolded cause she will vend her anger on me. Idiot. Arghhh. But when my mum and i is alone she will treat me very nice. Arghhh. I really hate it can. Thanks for your confort and concern. :) I am having headache again. :( What's wrong with the both of them sia. It really make me sad whenever there is a argument. Cause always i will become the victim for no reason. I hate it the night time most. :( I hardly speak at night cause i at night will get scolded for no reason when i speak. :( I need to speak to ......... soon. Heard that she is a good listener. And i think i will shock her when i tell her about this? Hai.

There will not be a smile on my face at night.
I will not speak at night.
I will always have headache at night.
One day i will really run away.
But run till where?
There is no place that i can run to.
Someone tell me what to do.
I want to study but i can't.
There is no peace in my house.
How can i study in this kind of environment?

Tired.

2009-01-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

I am tired. Cause i woke up early today for tuition and after that off to town to shop with my grandparents. Till 7pm plus then reach home. I am looking foward to monday for school to know my new sitting plan. Hopefully it can make me study better. :) BYE.

Pissed off.

2009-01-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK. I am freaking piss off. I hate it when my mum show me attitude and scold me for no reason (if there is it is also a very lame one). Just because my very GOOD brother make her angry and she vend her anger on me. What is this. What's your problem. I have enough of this already. I came home not to entertain both of you and your nonsenses. It really make me piss off. If it continues when i am studying. I am going to walk out of this home. I am really having a headache cause of this. I did wrong nothing. And this is what i get in return after studying so hard. Well done men. I FREAKING LOVE IT. IT ROCKS TO THE CORE. I didn't want to argue with you cause i don't want make you any angrier but you don't appreciate it at all. Whenever i am happy it will turn out to be sad. I am tired of it. Can't both of you stop it. Both of you age add up together is like 60plus 70 already. And you all argue in font a 15 years old girl? What is this? Oh whatever. Once more and i will not keep quiet anymore.

SCHOOL.

2009-01-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

Today school turn out to be boring. Awww. Hai. Haha. But i sec4 le. Wahahahahahaha. Stress man. Haha. But got air-conditioned classroom whenever there is lesson. Haha. :) Most of my last year teacher is my this year teacher not much changes. However, history and chemistry have a little changes. Haha. Tomorrow will be having my science tuition. Haha. I am well prepared to study like mad and more. Haha. Class sitting arrangement also have changed. Haha. I want to sit in font. Haha. Need to listen properly. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Nothing much to say le. I want to rest today. Want to watch television. Haha. Bye bye.

School is first day of school.

2009-01-01T21:44:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is first day of school. Haha. Kind of excited? Haha. Heard that there will be lesson after recess time. But who cares. I am not going to bring anything man. Haha. Hai. I don't want to sleep so early cause i want watch television. But at the same time if i never sleep early i am afraid that i can't wake up tomorrow. Arghhh. But still i will be having a early night.

Some New Year Resolutions:
1. Listen more attentative in class.
2. Study hard for O levels.
3. Get good results.
4. More freedom.
5. More study dates with friends.
6. Better relationship with .... , MA and PA
7. Attend MA and PA and StarJIE wedding. :)
8. Birthday chalet.
9. Go overseas with friends. Haha.
10. Get high to the max again. :)

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AMANDATAN & MOSES HOO. :)

Good luck to all students who is having school tomorrow. Enjoy first day of school. :)

Feelings.

2009-01-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

I kept quiet to prevent arguements.
But you still find a something to argue with me.
I kept quiet too.
I am tired to be like this.
I give in to everything you say.
Didn't do anything that you don't like.
No freedom is given.
I don't mind.
But sometimes i do need my own space.
I want to enjoy for the last time?
Next year i am going to study very hard.
My feeling about going to school is werid.
But i still do not say anything about it.
I am prepared to give alot of things this year do you know?
I envy my friends to have freedom.
I promise i will turn bad with freedom.
I just want to enjoy more.
But i can't.
There's many things i can't do.
I am tired.
Sick and tired of it.
Hope that first day of school will not be bad.
I am having a head ache now due to my mum's nagging/scolding. Not all on me but more on my brother.

Got to rest.bye

THANKS PRISTINE FOR LETTING US TO PARTY AT YOUR HOUSE. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2009-01-01T01:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)

Hope you all had fun counting down. I had. Cause this year is the first year i count down with friends. And it will be the last one before i become older. Mum get mad at me for reach home at 1am plus. My latest record to reach home. But quite worth it. As we count down to Amanda's Birthday too. Haha. Tomorrow will be back in school. Mood now is not that good due to the curfew my parents have. It is a little too over. I never stay out till this late today. Can't i have some fun? I didn't even have a good birthday celebration. Oh whatever. I am now having a headache. Cause my mum and brother is arguing. I am good to not argue with my mum. Cause i am not in the mood and if i argue it will turn very bad. I sometimes really cannot understand what my mum is thinking. Party for the last day before you go back to school and study. Have fun. Will post the pictures taken just now, once i get them from CASSANDRA. You better faster send me hor. :)

Last day of 2008.

2008-12-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today had CCA. What a sad thing right. Haha. Last day of 2008 CCA sia. Haha. But quite fun. But it became a 2 and a half hours session not 2 hours. But Congratulation to my Madam that she give birth to a baby girl yesterday at 5pm. Haha. So i reach home at about 12.3opm. Then ate and shower. And off to white sand to meet Pristine, Fiona, Cassandra, Enru, Joanne and Natasha. Haha. Cause need to buy things for AmandaTan. Haha. Mett Pristine and Cassandra at Popular. Haha. Then Fiona, Enru and Joanne came. Bought thing for steamboat and Amanda's card. :) Came home to get popper. :) Haha. Then went to Pristine house. Haha. Did the card and we wait for Amanda till 6pm. Haha. She left her phone at home and we had a hard time contacting her. Haha. :) She finally came and we are all very hungry. Haha. Then ate for 1hour and we are all very full. Haha. And cause we are too full we went out for a walk. Haha. Then walk in the end ended at my house. Haha. They came to watch television. Haha. Then back to Pristine house to count down. Haha.

China trip.

2008-12-30T18:40:00.004+08:00

Please be prepared to read a long post with lots of picture about my China trip. :D

Day 1.

I wake up at around 4am?Actually i can say i never sleep at all.For no reasons i can't sleep.Not excited or what. I just can't sleep. :(Then around 4.30am Eugene took cab and pick me up at the bus stop near my house.Then reached school in less then 10 mintues. I thought Eugene and I was counted early already but there is people earier then us. Oh my god can.Then take laggage and board bus and off to the Airport.Checked in and board plane. Reach Nanjing around 1pm.
Check out from custom then met our tour guides and bus driver.
1st, SG tour Guide, Ashley.
2nd CHINA tour Guide, Monica.
3rd Bus Driver, Huang Shi Fu aka La Bi Xiao Xin.
4th Nanjing Guide, Ah Tin
Ate KFC for lunch cause no time. It was hard to eat in the bus cause the bus is moving very second. Haha. Then soon we reach Dr Sun Yat-Sen's Mausoleum. But that is the entrance only not where we are going to visit yet. Then we have to climb 392 steps to reach the place.
Take pictures and explore the place. 5pm, went back to the bus and have our dinner, Muslim Food. After dinner, we checked in at our hotel, Jing Ming Du Hotel. The hotel very cool. Cause it is beside a cigarette factory. Haha.

Day2.

Woke up early by the hotel's morning call. Haha. Ate breakfast. Their breakfast is not the same as Singapore's.
Then we went to the Najing yantza Bridge. It is a very spacial bridge. It is a double deck bridge. The upper level is for cars and the lower level one is for trains. :) After knowing how is the bridge built and etc. We took a lift up to the highest level of the building to have a clearer view of the bridge. By the way, many people was killed while building the bridge. I was also been told that the bridge may soon be close down as the bridge is very old and rusty. Therefore no one wants to risk their life to fix it.
Next we went to the Memorial Hall of the Victims of the Nanjing Massacre. 30,000 people were killed. In font of the Memorial Hall there are many different structure that shows how the people are like during the period of time. The Memorial Hall is very big and they have many different buildings. In this buildings are the real bones of the people that die during the war. Saw some Japanese students there too. They went there to do some prayers.
Had lunch and our Local tour guide Ah Tin left as and we went on the coach to Su Zhou.
Upon reaching Su Zhou everyone is awake from their nap. We got to know our new local tour guide JUDY. We was told that she is a Aiyoyo(in suzhou aiyoyo means pretty lady) but she is a Aiyaya(in suzhous aiyaya mean ugly). Haha. Not really ugly lah but like ugly betty.
After that we went HanShan Temple. In the Temple it is very big too. The temple is famous for 1 person, 2 peom, 3 times knock on their bell for fortune, health and stuff. There is a place for us to ring a big bell. But you only can ring it 3 times. Nothing more or less. If you ring more you will be asked to stay in the Temple. Haha. We went to tour around the place till it is dinner time and we went to eat dinner. Mr Selveraj went missing. But later we found out that he is on the bus.
Dinner time is at 5pm. There 5pm is like Singapore's 7pm. Haha.
Then after dinner we went to the Night tour at Guan Qian Street. Haha. To shop. But i bought nothing. Seriously not a single thing man. But i bought a cup of StarBucks Chocolate. Haha. Oh my the chocolate not nice. Haha. Cause it is not ice blend and then i can taste the power. Arghh. Haha. Then we went back to the Hotel. :) A new hotel named XIANG XUE HAI. The female teachers just live opposite us. Oh my. Haha. Showered and did the journal. :D Haha. Had a drink with friends at Jia Min's room and slept over at there. But i never sleep can't i realise i can sleep with other people. Haha. :) So i am awake for the whole night alone staring at the celling. Haha.

Day 3.

Woke up. But JIAMIN, ME, PRISTINE and WENFANG. Is late cause we had a late night. Haha. So we only had 10 mintues breakfast and Miss Gwen show black face. Haha. But Mr Selvaraj was late too. Haha.
First we went to the Garden of the master of the Nets. In the Garden there are many different kind of beds created long ago.
Then we headed to Suzhou number 1 silk fatory. Learn how silk is make and produce. Haha. We was invited to watch a fashion show which their clothes is all make from silk. Haha. Naughty Jiamin went up onto the stage and get scolded. Haha. After that went to shop again. To buy silk stuffs. Haha. I bought silk things for my mum, aunty, grandma and my Liu Yan. Haha. Buy till i broke can. Left with less than 500RMB. Arghh.
Lunch time. This time Mr Selveraj went to toilet without his bag and when he come back he found it missing. He thought that it is us the students playing a prank on us and so he check all the tables. But the truth is we never play a prank on him. Then not long later everyone started helping him to look for his bag. But still can't find and we are left with no choices but to call the police. Monica and Ashley stay behind with Mr Selveaj to wait for the police while we went to Tiger Hill.
Inside the Tiger Hill. There is one rock that will bring us wealth. The steps are simple. We just have to touch the rock with our right hand and keep it in your pocket. Here we have to walk up a hill. Not not as bad as the first day one. Haha. We had Ice cream there. Haha. We are still young. Haha. So we like Ice cream. Haha. There is one slanted Pagoda there cause of some reason it then became slanted. Haha.
Singpore Suzhou Park. Nothing much there. Quite boring actually. Cause there is only one big open space to allow people to play inside. -.- Haha.
Dinner time at somewhere nearby. Haha.
Back to hotel and no journal cause it was late already. Haha. And slept in our own room cause i really need to sleep. Haha. :)

Day4.

We got to wake up late cause today lesser activities. :D Haha. Then we went to Wuzhen. Haha. Bus ride is VERY very long. But worth it. Cause the place is much colder. Haha. It is a small village and we went to visit the small houses. :)
Next to the LongJing Tea village. Learn how to pluck the best grade tea leave. Haha. Then we have a taste of the best grade LongJing tea. Haha. Didn't buy any tea cause i am broke. Haha. But there got money changer. Haha. So i went to change some money. Haha. At that moment i felt damn happy with money. Haha.
Off to HangZhou. :)
Dinner and to the new hotel. St Rich Hotel. The hotel rocks. Cause they television have many nice shows to watch and their toilet door can see through one. Haha. While doing the journal i also want to watch television lor. Haha. Journal ended early cause we got to prepare songs to be sang the next day atthe school visit. And we went to Cheryl's room to learn the song. Haha. 28 people including the teachers in a small room. Haha. Then sleeping time. Wenfang and Jiamin cam to Pristine and my room to sleep over. Haha. Lucky the bed is big this time. Haha. So we join the two beds and the 4 of us slept together. Haha.

Day5.

Woke up early cause scared that there will be a traffic jam and we will be late for the school visit. Haha. But we were so called early. Haha. So we tour around the school. Haha. And soon Wenfang and I join a class. Actually Miss Gwen is suppose to come with us but then she went with the boys as their Chinese is not that good. Then i ask Ashley to join as but she went off after awhile. Hai. Wenfang and i speak very softly in the class and a student tell us to lower our volume leh. What the hell. Nevermind. Their first lesson is Math and it is taught in Chinese. Very cool. Haha. The have some exercise in the field. And they are in line very staight lines. Oh my god lah. Haha. After that it is their PE lesson. But didn't join cause i am lazy to run. Haha. So just stand at the side and watch them run. Haha
Lunch in school. Quite cool lah the lunch. Haha.
Next we exchange some gift with the students. And the introduced their school to us. Haha. They perform for us too. But there is one thing that caught us in surprise. That is they want us to introduce our school to them. But we are not prepare at all. Haha. So we all stared at Miss Gwen and Moses was ask to go to do the promoting. Haha. But his chinese not that good and i was ask to go to promote our school too. We make a fool out of ourself. Hai. But nevermind. A lesson learn.
Then to the Mausoleum of General YueFei. Nothing much there it is mainly just the history of YueFei.
The highlight of the day is the SONG CHENG PARK. That we went after visiting the Mausoleum of General YueFei. :) The performance is very nice. It is a combination of many different countries. :) The store holder there dress like the olden days. Haha. We ate and shop there.
Dinner and back to Hotel. No reflection. yeah.

Day6.

Check out of my favourite hotel. :( Today is the coldest. Haha. :)
Took a cruise after breakfast. The wind is very strong but we still went up to the 2nd level which have no heater and window. But soon we went to the first floor to take photo and some people played the cards. But soon we reach the shore.
Lunch at Shanghai after 3 hours of ride on bus. Haha.
Went to ChengHuangMiao. Hehe. Shopping time. But we went to eat XiaoLongBao. Haha. Miss Gwen ask us to go up to the highest floor to have XiaoLongBao. But we didn't know that there each person have to spend at least 60RMB till Miss Gwen and I finish ordering and they tell us. So we order many things lah. Haha. Bill is 360RMB cause there is 6 or us. Haha. I pay her my share. :) Haha. Don't like people to treat me. Haha. Then others went to shop and i accompany Miss Gwen to walk around. Haha. :) And it ended at 5pm. Haha.
Dinner time. But i went to ...... Haha.
Back to the hotel. Haha. Skipped a few parts cause of some reasons. Haha. :P
This hotel also very cool. Cause this hotel toilet also can see through one. Haha. And the room is much bigger. Haha. :)
No journal that night cause teacher want us to pack luggage. Haha. Then i bought lots of things. FOOD and CAKE. Haha. So party in the boys room. Miss Gwen catch us. Haha. But still we went back to the room. Haha. We say we want to ton but can't cause we all are very tired. Haha. The guys play strip poker. Safwat lose. Haha. He left with a towel only. Haha. Went back to our room and sleep. :)

Day 7. Last day.

Woke up late cause we left with a few activities only. Haha.
Then we went to the ShangHai Book City. Haha. Never tour the place cause Jiamin and i went to find photo shop to print picture but found none. Hai.
Next Nanjing Road. The place is like Singapore's Orchard road. At Nanjing Road Jiamin and i went to find gifts for the tour guide. Haha. In the end i bought them mirror. Haha. Then saw them wanting to eat dessert and so we join them. Haha. :) Then it was meeting time. :)
Lunch.
Shanghai Science and technology Museum was next. Haha. Took ton of pictures there. Haha. Enjoy the trip there. Cause there is a lot of laughter and joy. :) Haha.
Dinner a Chinese Restrauant. There we went to everyone's room. Althought there is 3 rooms. Haha. We went to CHEERS/YUM SENG at everyone's room. Haha. The teacher's join us too. Haha. After dinner while on the trip to the airport i went super high and i became the host. Haha. :) Jiamin ask Huang Shi Fu to drive slower. And lucky it was slowly cause i ask all the teachers plus tour guide to perform something for us. :) Haha. I was nearly killed. Cause the bus is moving and i and standing. Haha. Teachers and tour guide scared i fall. Haha.
Ms Gwen, Ashley, Monica, Ms Nooraini sing! :)
Then Mdm Lim teach us "excercise". :D
Then everyone sing Where i belong and Top of the world again. :P
We reach the airport check in. :( Pass Monica the present i get for her and the book we did for her. :) And we went into the gate. :( Monica left us. :( She sent me a message after reading the book. She was touched. :) She say that she will keep the book in her bag everyday. Haha. :) Flight was late and reached Singapore very early. Haha. Give Ashley the book and her present then say bye to her. But will still keep contact with her. :) The bus came late and Miss Gwen was quite piss. She agrue with the Uncle. First time see her angry. Hai. Then home sweet home. :)

How?

2008-12-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today i went out to shop. It all went well. Very good. Cause i got myself 3 new pairs of ear rings, 1 new water bottle and one new shirt. But while shoping i receive a message not something that make me happy. It's a message that tell me to go back to school for CCA. It is on the last day of this year. But i am sorry to say this i didn't practise the SYF song at all. I am sorry. But i really need to take a break this holiday. This year had been a very busy and stressful year for me. Ever since the first exam i took this year i have not stop studying. I have been studying for this whole year. I know everyone is also studying. But sorry it maybe is my problem. I am not pushing all this to someone of to find some reasons for me to do not learn the songs. It is just that really this year had been a bad year for me. Those people that is close to me should know why. This year i have many downs but i still act like nothing happen. But deep in my heart there is a deep cut already. I really don't know can i cope with the stress next year. And CCA is making me stress too. If anyone want to take over my position in Guitar i will let you have it. I really need a break. I am not that strong. This year i can overcome the downs i have is because people tell me what to do. But now no one is telling me what to do. Even there is it doesn't open my mind up. I am sorry but i have to say this. I do not like to be stress to do something. I will do it but without people giving me stress about. Just like my study and etc. I need someone to talk to. But who can i find. Sorry my friends i can't talk to you all about it cause the feeling is just not right. I use to have someone that i can talk to. But now. Due to some reasons that happen a few months back i can't talk to her like the past anymore. My biggest regret is that incident. I really hope that the incident will never happen and i will not lose a great listener. But everything had past. No point to talk about already. But human being is human. What we say is like so simple but it is actually very hard to be done. It happens to me too. See a few days later i will be thinking about the incident again. It is just 3/4 more days till school. I want to be happy to go back to school cause i can finally see my friends but at the same time there is a big problem that i hd been talking about it through out this post. :( Lets hope it will be over soon.

Lazy and tired.

2008-12-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

I am lazy and too tired to blog today. Shall blog tomorrow on what happen today.

Blah blah blah.

2008-12-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

In a few days time school will be reopening soon. Hai. Tomorrow will be out to Joana's house. Today clean my room again. I think it is clean already. Haha. Ok. Nothing much actually. But then there is something for me to add on. That is next year after my O level i want to go alot of countries for holiday. :D My cousin they all went to a very cold place near Singapore. I want go there cause the place the living at have almost everything. For example they have a swimming pool in ther so called house. Oh my god man. I will go swimming like 3 hours per day lah like that. Oh my. Haha. I want go they. If i am not wrong it is Hainan dao? Haha. And i want go to China again to celebrate Christmas? Haha. In a cold cold country. Bye bye.

Outing.

2008-12-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up around the noon. Ate donut for breakfast. Then went to wrap present for Joana and Delilah. Haha. Not long later met Joana under my block to pass her something. Haha. Talk to her a little while. Haha. Then home and cook lunch and ate and pack my room again. Haha. Then pack pack till 3pm plus. Haha. 6pm went out to Tampines mall to meet Fiona. Then she late. Hai. But lucky Enru came not long later. Haha. So went to shop for things that Fiona want. Haha. Then went to eat at CS food court. Check the time for Bedtime story but too late and some of them watch le. So cancel it then we went to Billy Bomber (?) to eat ice cream. Haha. I drink cookie and cream shake. Haha. Then chit chatted a bit and off. The rest besides Enru went to Fiona HOUSE downstairs to slack? Haha. But i went home. Haha. Sunday will be out to Joana house.

JOANA STOP ASKING ME FOR ***** BELL.

CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho. Merry Christmas everyone. Haha. Today is Christmas. Have you enjoyed your day? Haha. Okay. I think i have enjoyed mine. Haha. Today went to Shangri La Hotel to eat buffet. Haha. Ate too much i think. Haha. Tomorrow will be out with Ffam i think. Haha. Buy Joana's and Delilah's present. Haha. Nothing much le. Bye bye.

Christmas eve.

2008-12-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today is Christmas eve and 50mintues plus more tell Christmas. Haha. Will send friends message. But sorry can't send on the dot of 12am cause my phone keep hanging today. Arghhh. It piss me off. I will change my phone next year. Today went to my grandma house to so call celebrate Christmas eve. We had Pizza and many more. Very full. And tomorrow will be going to some high class hotel to have Christmas buffet. Haha. First time going to such a expensive place to have dinner man. It cost a bomb. Haha. Per person it cost almost $100. But my family not rich. It's just that my Uncle wants to let my grandparents to enjoy as much as they can. :) Haha. Ok bye. :)

Nothing much.

2008-12-23T20:09:00.004+08:00

Today went to Ikea. Bought nothing. Hai. But i am still considering to do a make over for my room? Haha. But time is running out. Cause by next year need to finish doing the changes that i want to change in my room. Haha. Quite happy today cause edited a few pictures. Editing more tomorrow. Haha. Need to cook something to eat now. Tata. My PDA is like going to spoil soon. Arghhh. Need a new phone. Arghhh. But need to wait till next year April.

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I have been editing some pictures so i shall post it here. Will edit more soon. Haha. If you know any photo edit wedsite. Do tag me in my tagboard. Thanks.

Picture time. :)

Christmas is coming. OMG.

2008-12-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming in 3 days time. Ho ho ho. Merry Christmas. :D Haha. Okay. So Christmas is near and i this year did some cool things for my friends and family members that are overseas. Haha. Shall not say what i did. Haha. If i say out then like that no surprise le. Haha. So today went out to get the THINGS. Haha. Cause need to sent it to my friends. I need their address. So sent some messages out to get their address. Haha. Some message came back to me and ask me what i want their address for. One of it best man. Haha. That is the reply from Joana. Haha. She told me that if i don't tell her why she will not let me into her house and not let me see my friend Delilah. Haha. But she say if i sent Drake Bell to her she will let me in. -.- Haha. ~~The truth is i want give their address to loan shark.~~ Haha. Joking only lah. Haha. I am a good friend. So why will i do that man. Haha. So i need to get my uncle and auntie's address too. Then i am at white sand and my grandparents house is very near so i went to their house to get the address. Haha. Then on my way back to white sand. I bump into Ms Amy. Haha. Chit chatted with her a little while. Haha. It's nice bumping into her. Haha. She is nice too. She asked me about my result and etc. Haha. :) Haha. So after that went back to white sand and home. Haha. Now trying to wait for Joana to be online. She happy lah. Today go watch concert. Haha. :) Bye.

Confuse.

2008-12-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

I am confuse with things this few days. Should i or should i not give up on ......? I have been putting all my hearts and souls on studies. And i can't do that well on ...... maybe because i am lazy or what. But really i do feel like giving up. Told someone about but that person haven reply me. School is going to reopen very soon. But i haven come to a conclusion about it yet. Arghhh. I am really very confuse. Can't go to Ashley's house to celebrate Christmas. Cause when she free Jiamin or i not free. When we free she not in Singapore. So got to postpone the trip le. :( Got to do some shopping for Christmas present for friends le. Hahahaha. :) Got to plan what to buy and etc too. Haha. This year and next year i will do special things on special days. :) Next year last year with all my friends in the same school le. So i hope that next year i will have the best memory out of the 4 years in Loyang.

Tired

2008-12-20T21:49:00.003+08:00

I am so so so tired. After shopping for 2 days. Haha. Today went out and shop too. Cause my brothers wants to get shoes. Haha. Went to the Converse warehouse sales. Some where in Paya Leba? Haha. Then to Tampines mall to try to look for slippers and present for my grandma. But didn't get anything. Cause my legs is aching badly. Haha. So went home after dinner. :) Tomorrow going to my grandma house. But then i want to go to ...... house. She should be back today but she never message me or reply my message. :( Shall wait. Arghhh. Haha. Bye. Christmas is coming in 5 days time. Ho ho ho. Haha. Party time. Going to celebrate christmas this year for like 4 times? Haha. :) First time i am going to celebrate christmas so many times.

Shopping.

2008-12-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 10am. Then showered and off to Orchard. Cause need to help my Dad to pass his spoiled laptop to his company to repair. :) Reached there before 12pm pass the laptop to the office and off to have lunch. The lunch rocks man. Next time i will go there and eat Xiaolongbao. Haha. :) Then after eating went to shop. Haha. Bought a small handbag, one jacket, 2 tops and i bought socks. Haha. So now left my handbag and watch haven buy. Still deciding if i want to buy watch or not. If got money then i will buy watch ba. But the handbag i must get it. Haha. :) Today my stomach not feeling that well. :( Tomorrow someone coming back. Yeah. Haha. :) Next week will be going out. Haha. :)

:) ?

2008-12-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

Ermm... Today nothing much too. Cause this whole week i at home doing some cleaning. I am cleaning my room. Throwing away things and etc. Clear many things. Tomorrow will be going to Orchard cause need to help my Dad to pass his laptop to his office to repair. But my Mum very irritating. She keep on saying i sleep till very late then wake up. You not happy about me waking up late then wake me up lah. Don't keep on nagging. You can sleep late and wake up early. I can't. I every night sleep around 2am plus. Then sleep till 11am-12pm also too much? Maybe lah to you. But if count how many hours it is about 9 to 10 hours. Just 1 2 hours more then the amount of time per person need to sleep per day. Whatevery lah. Oh ya. Today went to downtown east and i bought a pair of school shoes. :) I still want to buy a handbag and a watch. Haha. By then i will be broke. Tomorrow hopefully can buy some tops. Haha. But that i will get my mum to pay. Haha. :)

Werid

2008-12-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

It's weird for me to clean my room for 2 days already.
The feeling is weird when i start thinking that i am going to be sec4 next year.

BON VOYAGE FIONA CHEN YIN CHEN. :) REMEMBER TO BUY THINGS FOR ME. :)

Today.

2008-12-16T20:11:00.019+08:00

Today i very 'guai' i 12pm wake up then ate lunch. Not long later my mum nag at me say my room got a lot ants. Then i very piss off already. So i went to kill the ants. Haha. But kill ants turn out to clean my whole room. Haha. I move everythings besides my study table. Haha. Spend my whole day just cleaning my room. Haha. Just realise that i am quite booked this month. Haha. I want to go Orchard or some other place to countdown to 2009. Anyone want to join me? Haha. Oh my. My whole body is aching already. Okay since i am free i should post more pictures on my China trip. :)

With both tour guide. Ashley and Monica but without Miss Gwen.

The GIRLS. Spot the odd one out. Haha.

Altogether. But without tour guide.

In the School.

25 Students.

Wu zhen.

Group3.

With our first local tour guide. (I forgot her name :x)

Friends.

Having bad eye bags so wore a sunglasses to cover it and to sleep w/o people knowing. :D

DOROTHY.

Haha. :D

China trip.

2008-12-16T01:27:00.012+08:00

It has been long since i came back from China. But haven blog about the trip yet. Cause i am quite lazy and don't remember much what happen during the 7 days already. But i will do it after i know the activities that happen during the 7 days. :) But something that i will remember for my rest of my life. That is the time that i had spent with my friends and my friendly tour guide. The trip is wonderful as my friends brights up every bus ride. We will randomly sing songs, hyper and so on. At night we will always party, share some secrets, gossip, ton, squeeze in a room together and disturb one another and many more. Every breakfast, lunch, dinner we will all sit in a table and eat. :) We will play some lame games while eating too. We will also take food for one another. The time that we spent together will never be forgotten. It will become a wonder memory that will be kept deep in my heart. Okay. Pictures time.

Friends.

Some don't know looking at where.

SAD.

Again.

And again.

Haha. Tour guide get bully.

Students plus one teacher. :)

Wenfang, Me, Dorothy, Jia Min. (Pristine is missing in this picture)

More pictures another day. Got to go.

Happy.

2008-12-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

Okay. Today i went out to do my I/C. Haha. The picture very ugly. Haha. But nevermind. Then after that went to Tampines Mall to do a little shopping. Haha. But didn't bought anything. But i want to buy a Watch, Shoe and Hand Bag. Haha. But a new wallet already. Haha. So i only left 3 things i haven buy. Haha. And today got another happy news. That is i got Eagle's Award. Haha. So this year i got Edusave Scholarship Award and Eagle's Award. Haha. That means got money. Haha. Then my mum keep asking me to give her some. Haha.

Last night i think about many things. I really do wish that i and you will become like last time again. That is my only wish for my birthday this year. I blow the candle twice this year. But i only have one wish that is that we can be like last time again. I am seriously very sorry about what happen. What i did to you. I am sorry. Although you say you have forgive me. But our relationship is not the same anymore. :( Please. Grant me a wish will do.

Nothing special.

2008-12-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

Okay. Today is just a normal day. Haha. But today went to my neighbour's wedding. Haha. Joana showed me her Baby Delilah. Haha. She let her Baby Solo to 'talk' to me. Haha. :) Tomorrow got to go and do my I/C. Haha. Need take photo. :(

BABY DELILAH

Belated Birthday Post.

2008-12-13T22:15:00.006+08:00

/edited
Okay. This will be a belated birthday post. On my birthday i was in Cambodia so i can't blog. So i will blog about it now. :) That day my Dad early in the morning he went out to get me a birthday cake. And then he ask all his workers together to help me sing a birthday song. So after that nothing much happen already. But then i turn on my phone for awhile then i recieved a few messages from my Dearest friends and Cousin.

A list of people who wished me Happy Birthday.

Early Birthday wish:
1. Shiping
2. Star jie :D

Early birthday party:
1. FionaChen
2. Crystal
3. Cassandra
4. AmandaTan
5. Natasha

Wish me by Message:
1. Jiamin :)
2. Shaliza
3. Fiona CHEN :)
4. Natasha (cousin) :)
5. Qing Hui :)
6. Miss Allyson :)

By MSN:
1. AmandaGoo
2. Enru
3. Luanne
4. Joana :)

By Friendster or Facebook (by no order):
1. Joana :)
2. Shaliza
3. Jiamin
4. Syafinah
4. Gabriel
5. SAKINAH :D
6. Cheryl Lim
7. Joycelyn
8. Cynthia Koek
9. Crystal
10. Cassandra
11. Faizul
12. Shawn How
13. Lionel
14. MA :D

Belated wish:
1. Agnes :D
2. Monica jie jie :D

Birthday Present:
1. FionaChen
2. Joana
3. Jiamin
4. AmandaTan
5. Cassandra
6. Pristine
7. Crystal
8. Natasha
9. Enru
10. Joanne

Sorry if i left out your name. Tell me and i will add on to the list.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.

Back

2008-12-13T15:43:00.001+08:00

Hehe. I am back in Singapore. Landed at around 1pm. Haha. Talk more about my trip later at night ba. Now no mood to type so much.

THANK YOU FONG JIAMIN FOR HELPING ME TO BLOG AND CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN. :D

Untitled.

2008-12-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW!

Elizabeth laihuiying is coming back tomorrow!
Guess alotalot people miss her luhh! :D
Just blogging to keep her blog alive abit.
She's sick and hope she get well soon! ;]

BYE.

Sick

2008-12-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

I am sick. Down with running nose and sore throat. Arghh. Can only breath with one part of my nose. Arghhh. Will be back in Singapore this Saturday. Okay nothing to say already. Haha. Bye bye.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TGO ME.

2008-12-08T23:03:00.001+08:00

Finally i am 15. Hehe. Thank you to all that wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Sorry i can't type out all the names cause i don't have the time to do so. When i am back in Singapore i will then thank everyone that wish me happy birthday in my blog. :) Thank you all once again. :) Can make I/C le. Haha.

THANK YOU....

Untitled.

2008-12-08T00:00:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday! ;D
Elizabeth layhuiying.

Ofcourse im not Elizabeth!
Im jia min helping her blog about it!
She's finally 15!
Can go make IC liao.
bet that she is super happy and sad at there same time as she cant be in Singapore to celebrate with her friends.
And she thanks the FF people for the early celebration of her birthday!
As what she said, she hate celebrating, love presents!
hahahahs. Ohkay, DO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHKAY! :D

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Elizabeth,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D

Untitled.

2008-12-07T02:32:00.001+08:00

HEY THERE!
Im not elizabeth, IM JIA MIN! ;D
I just edited her blog skin.
Dont know what will she comment about it.
Hahahs. Do give comments about it ohkay!
BYE!

2 more days. :D

2008-12-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

Hehe. I am online again today. Think will be able to be online again tomorrow cause my Dad is not using his computer to work. Hehe. Okay. So today woke up late then my whole family went out for breakfast cum lunch. Haha. Then we went to Casino. Haha. That is my family's daily routine ba. Haha. Cause in Cambodia there is nothing much to do. Haha. 2 more days till my birthday le. But then that day my Dad got to work so i don't think will have a big celebration ba. I actually don't like birthday celebration i only like presents? Haha. I am hoping for a laptop? Haha. But i don't think i will get that for my birthday present ba. Haha. Oh ya. I just bought a wallet in the airport when i am departing. It cost me a bomb. Arghh. I hope to win money when i go Casino so i can pay for my wallet if not my bank will not have any money left le. :( 1 more week till i will go back to Singapore. I miss messaging my friends and talking to my friends online. :( Hai. Later at night going out for dinner. Then maybe go Casino again if it's still early if not will go home and rot. Haha.

Bye bye.

P.s
If any that went to China with me is reading my blog. Please take note. Our tour guide MONICA. Wish all of us a Merry Christmas. :) Pass the message ba. :) Haha. I saw her online that is why i know that. Haha.